Sahil S SOBE
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Experience description:
I
had to go to bed by 11PM and more often than not, I was not actually tired by
that time. I would lay in bed bored, look around and think about school,
cartoons, video games ... the usual stuff for kids. In the room, there was a
religious shrine with a small night light at the opposite corner.
One night while I was in bed, bored and just looking around the room hoping I
would just doze off soon, I found myself at the base of the shrine. It happened
instantaneously with no sound or transition of any kind and definitely no pain.
I was only 6 years old so I couldn't reach the shrine as it was wall mounted and
yet I was able to see from a height greater than my own. I calmly looked around
the room as if this state of being was normal. There was no panic. I made a
passing glance at my bed and some of my toys and the strangest thing of them
all- the sight of my own body lying in bed as if it was a teddy bear didn't
frighten me at all. It was just as interesting as a teddy bear, meaning I didn't
linger. I looked out the doorway and felt my mother's approach. I didn't hear
her but I could 'feel' her approach and even the colour of her nightgown. That's
when I returned to my body.
I
immediately got up in bed, afraid and looked around the room for the 'ghost'. I
was afraid of ghosts at the time and this experience didn't help at all for a
while. Sure enough, a moment later my mother entered the room and she was
dressed in the same nightgown I had sensed.
I
had not taken any medicine and I was not sick at the time, nor was I practicing
any meditation or trance or anything at all that could possibly induce this. It
just happened while I couldn't sleep. I didn't move the entire time while I was
out of my body. I was disembodied thought - no limbs or anything I was aware of.
It didn't even occur to me to check. My vision was much wider and I still have
trouble comprehending that bit. I didn't notice any actual sounds as it was late
and the city used to be quiet at that time.
It
was the most bizarre experience of my life because of which there was always a
doubt about what comes next after this mundane life and that it is possible to
exist outside of this body. I don't claim to know a certain answer but until the
very end, there will always be this doubt. I'm glad it happened as I don't have
to make leaps of faith but have my own experience to fall back to, to simply
think about and ask questions. I find it much better than blindly accepting what
anyone else says.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in
words?
No
At the time of this experience, was there an
associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness
during the experience?
Very alert. It was like I had woken up from a good night's sleep but better.
Was the experience dream like in any way?
No, very real.
Did you experience a separation of your
consciousness from your body?
Uncertain
I was disembodied thought. I didn't feel
any connection to my body but I didn't stray too far from it either. I didn't
feel anything physical either.
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
None. While I was out, it may as well have been me standing at the same area
doing the exact same thing - observing. I didn't feel any surge in any kind of
emotion.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
No.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did
you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious
teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing
creatures?
No
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did you experiment while out of the body or in
another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people
or events during your experience that could be verified later?
Yes
I sensed my mother was wearing a light
blue nightgown and she was coming to my room to check if I had fallen asleep.
She was wearing what I sensed and she was quite annoyed with me for being up.
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and
if so, how were they different?
Yes
Vision was a wider field, I didn't notice
any sounds or smells. I didn't attempt to touch anything. Except for my vision,
it all felt like a 'radar'?
Did you have any sense of altered space or time?
Uncertain
May be it is simply because of going back
in time and reflecting on it but it's like a lot compressed in a few moments.
You could almost say time was slower than usual. I just can't say.
Did you have a sense of knowing, special
knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical
structure?
No
Did you become aware of future events?
No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision
regarding your return to the body?
Uncertain
I was afraid of my mother finding me awake
and spontaneously returned. It was like running away but without physical
exertion. I'm not sure if that counts as a decision.
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other
special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the
experience?
No
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs
following the experience?
Yes
I don't dismiss the possibility of
existing outside of this body or life after death as I would've otherwise done
had I not experienced these strange few seconds of my life.
How has the experience affected your
relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
A
bit, yes. It's part of my experiences but it didn't on its own cause any life
changes because of my age. If it happened today, it still wouldn't be enough to
rock the boat.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of
your experience?
No
Have you shared this experience with others?
No
What emotions did you experience following your experience?
Fear, confusion. I thought there was a ghost in my room.
What was the best and worst part of your
experience?
Best- it happened. It's a strange experience that allows one
to question things.
Following the experience, have you
had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced
any part of the experience?
Uncertain Unrelated to this obe.
Did the questions asked and
information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes Yeah, it was thorough.