Sabrina A's Experience
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Experience description:
FOR STARTERS i
HAVE HAD SEVERAL "UNEXPLAINABLE" EXPERIENCES AND i WRITE ALL OF THEM DOWN.
I have had
other brief ones where I felt myself trying to get on the floor get out of bed
and again I looked transparent. I remember something sort of like an OBE,
feeling as if something was lifting me up and all of a sudden the transparent
part of me was on the floor face down. I was feeling my arms moving trying
to comb my hair with my left arm and I am really left handed too! Then I
woke up.
I have another
OBE whereas I thought I was awake but as soon as I realized that I wasn't was
when I sensed i am about to wake up. Then it almost seemed like the
transparent me was trying to fit back into my body like a puzzle piece into a
puzzle and as it was fitting in I was awakening more and more, I saw more color
but while I was fitting in everything looked like it was floating.
Those are the
ones I can remember.
THE FIRST ONE i HAD WAS IN JULY OF 2002, i HAD MY FIRST OBE i REMEMBER BEING AT
A HOUSE THE HOUSE LOOKS FAMILIAR but anyway my ex boyfriend was there we were
face to face and he looked at me he didn't speak to me he just looked at me with
a weird smile I almost saw evil in his smile and he was nude, he did not have on
any clothes on it was like I saw a that he had a lewd spirit anyway about a few
seconds later I woke up.
Then in August 2002 I had another OBE I remember falling asleep on the couch and
getting up walking a few steps I happened to look back and I saw myself asleep
on the couch I remember looking transparent, and then waking up in shock.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was
very alert during these experiences, that is how I know it was not just a dream.
Dreams are usually foggy, you don't usually remember details. I remember almost
all details, and I actually saw my spirit try to fit back into my body like a
puzzle trying to fit into a puzzle piece and knowing that I will not wake up
until my spirit is back in my body. as far as my consciousness I was not sure.
I knew that these were not dreams, I can now tell the difference and that's what
frightened me, a dream you can ignore but not an experience like these it made
me want to try and find out why are these things happening to me.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
in the
beginning when I first started having these experiences I thought "well maybe I
was just dreaming" but I know it was more than that. This was real . In my first
experience my spirit left my body and encountered my ex boyfriends spirit with I
saw lewdness (he was naked )and I saw evil he was smiling but it was like an
evil smile. I think we talked but I don't remember what we said to each other.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
During the first experience when my spirit left my body and I saw my ex
boyfriends lewd spirit I don't remember looking any different but on all the
other occasions when I had an OBE I remember looking transparent like you can
see threw me like I was a ghost, that is why I think it frightened me I thought
maybe my soul is venturing out of my body because possibly I died in my sleep.
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
Most of the
OBE's that I have experience I was always alone trying to get up out of the bed
and lay on the floor, or get up and walk a few steps , or the time I saw my ex
boyfriends spirit. So there were no emotions at all but the last experience when
during an OBE my transparent self laying on the floor trying to comb my hair I
remember waking up with my heart beating really fast.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
no, none, but I
remember one night when I had an OBE I went to bed with a slight toothache and
during the OBE the transparent still felt the pain, I remember that.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes
the
only experience I had where I was not at home was the first one where I actually
saw my ex boyfriends spirit I think I might have ventured to his house.
Did
you see a light?
No
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes
yes
during the first OBE, I actually saw my ex boyfriends spirit. I think I
was at his apartment. it was like I walked down a dark hallway and he walked
towards me we saw each others spirits face to face he was nude, he had a evil
smile on his face we actually talked briefly in waking life we could not talked
without tensions but our spirits talked peacefully, but even though I don't
remember what the conversation was I remember thinking I was talking to an evil
spirit, lewd, evil but I did not feel he would try to hurt me. I did not feel
comfortable talking to him either.
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
Yes
as I mentioned above I visited my ex boyfriend's house and came face to face
with his spirit which to me shed some light on his character, his spirit was
lewd, evil like a demon even though he did not try to hurt me I did not feel
totally safe around him, it was like swimming in a lake and all of a sudden you
see a shark at a far distance you know you can get away from the shark because
he is at a distance but the fact that his presence is there scares you.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes
I
could see, I could hear , I could listening I don't know if I could smell, but I
think other senses because more sensitive during that time, as I mentioned I saw
an evil spirit in my ex boyfriend. I actually could see it.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
the
last experience I remember sensing it was time to come back to my body, like I
cannot wake up without doing so, it is interesting every time I had an OBE when
my spirit came back to my body I woke up suddenly I didn't stay sleep.
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes
yes
it seems as if I can sense people spirits . I am really sensitive to that, let
me give you some examples , I was washing clothes at my neighborhood laundry mat
and I felt a strife, chaotic presence there I cannot explain it I just felt it.
then about 15 minutes later about 4 teenage punks stormed in there and attack
one of people there washing clothes, also if I am around someone who is
depressed they don't even have to talk to me or even look at me I will just pick
up on there spirit and I will feel that depression and I will just started
crying I am a bus driver so I deal with people all day one day I had a bus load
of people on my bus someone was depressed I felt it I all of a sudden started
feeling that energy and there was a guy sitting all the way in the back one of
last to get off the bus I stopped him before he got off because I sensed it was
him, I asked him "Are you OK , do you suffer from depression?" He said actually
miss things in my life are not going well, and I am almost at the end of hope, I
have been contemplating suicide. I told him I felt it, that is why I asked.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
yes I
have always believed in GOD, because I was taught my whole life to , but now I
believe it because these experiences are something other worldly I know there
has to be a higher power, and I am trying to understand if there is something
God is trying to tell me , because my experiences are unusual.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
I am more
sensitive to people spirits now, and I am more careful of the people I choose to
associate with because I can sense things better now than ever before,
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
yes I
have shared my experiences with people who I felt can help me understand this
more. Hardly anyone understands this, most of the people I shared my story
with thought that maybe I am involved in the occult in some way or witchcraft.
they feel why are these unexplainable things happening to you? I am not
involved in any occult or witchcraft , and I didn't ask for these things to
happen to me it just happened, but a few people I spoke to shared with me that
they too have had unexplainable things happen to them but kept it to themselves
out of fear that people will think there were into black magic or something to
do with the occult. They were happy to speak with someone else that have had
unexplainable experiences.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
fear, fright,
shock and disbelief.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
there is no
best part , the worst part was seeing my ex boyfriend' spirit I saw a lewdness
and evil.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
Yes I
still don't quite understand why this has happening to me. but I feel in time it
will be revealed.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes