EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

I was sitting in my chair asleep and all of a sudden I woke up I was fully conscious but could not move. Then it was as if my eyes shut off but I could still see I was in like a container or if my spirit was in my skull where they say the third eye would be and I was looking out. Thus giving the illusion of a tunnel except I didn't come out. Meaning that if you were catastrophically injured you would be pulled out quickly so the exiting of the container would feel like a tunnel and the light at the end was coming out of this container for lack of better terms. Then there was a point at which the spirit or energy separated from the body and at that point the conscious mind realize it is a copy. Meaning I had the sense that our spirit form or whatever you call it copies itself in part into Flesh. At some point in the mind on an energy level it creates an interface in order to operate in this realm of consciousness of reality. And I wasn't aware of this until it actually separated I felt me meaning this identity separate and become more I wasn't able to access the information because I was viewing this as the conscious mind. It was like I was more a bigger personality or like I went on vacation and I thought the memory of the vacation was me and it was in part. I described it as the flesh couldn't contain all the knowledge or it only has part of it. And that is why we have Hang Ups and mental disorders the copy believes it is the end all. And is constantly fighting with his own mortality the conscious mind. But I also had the feeling that once my heart stopped I was going to shut down like a machine the conscious mind there was no fear because in essence the real me was continuing on as something more. Then I saw what would be another me but not tangible in my mind or through my spiritual sight and there was another entity there who briefly talk to me answered some questions about family and concerns I had and put that to rest. Nothing in the physical world mattered anymore things I thought were so important we're not even a thought. Then I had the sense of was about to leave and it was going to other Realms of consciousness and I thought why do we come here. And was told for the experience this is the only Realm Of Consciousness where we can be tangible. And some people are more aware or more conscious because of the copying process but because of the limitations of The Flesh we can't access all the information of our spiritual self. Then at that point the spirit me I guess Stomp and decided to stay why I don't know and then it all stopped and I was just sitting in my chair slumped over and was able to sit up. Next day was put in the hospital so on so forth. There was no sense of Heaven or Hell no sense of pain or paying for  past sins.  I've never really been a real spiritual person my family really didn't go to church they believe in Christ. I also had the sense of alternate dimensions that there were versions of myself that did die. What I found most unique was the explanation of the Soul copying  Consciousness into the Flash. And that when it's separated if the body was alive the consciousness was able to continue was aware and that was the perspective from which I was doing this as the Flesh. My GFR was 15 I have lab results to show that. I don't know the fabric of the memory is like a real memory not a hallucination. Was not dreaming or in a dream state was totally awake and for some reason the whole process was very slow that was why I was able to comprehend the tunnel of light being some sort of container. I was in and the exiting of the container is what gives the appearance of a tunnel if you were at the bottom of a can looking out it would look like you were in a tunnel with light at the end.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   Yes  I had a severe kidney infection didn't know it doctors told me I had Mono idiots. So I basically was sitting home thinking I had illness sickness and my blood results came back and I was rushed to the hospital.

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes     The detail of the explanation of Consciousness and how much conscious mind works I was giving a lot more information that I'm having trouble articulating. About Hang-Ups addiction mental problems all stemming from the conscious mind or the copy believing it's the reality and fighting with its own mortality it was only when it realize it was a copy and it shuts down with the body was that clear I've had a lot more clarity of thought since and been able to control the chatter in my mind better I kept the perception of the separation

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?         All of it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal   I was aware of my conscious mind and my spiritual mind that was the first time in my life I was able to identify the separation or that there was 2

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   The vision changed when I saw the tunnel it was like I was looking to my eyes and then I was still looking but without my eyes I could still see you in the room and everything else but I was also seeing another me looking at me. But not like I was seeing the TV that was in front of me the me or the spirit told me was internal vision

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   I don't remember hearing with my ears all hearing was internal

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   Yes   I could see my TV was on I saw the sun coming up through my blinds it moved 3 blinds before it was all over which I guess I have the time that but no sense of time but I could hear the guys cutting grass outside totally awake

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   Peaceful calm no fear whatsoever no pain more like amazement understanding of what I really was or how I was put together  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   Uncertain   It would have been perceived as a tunnel if I had moved quickly but for some reason everything happened extremely slow so I felt more like I was in a container or within my skull right behind my forehead and it would be like being in the bottom of a can looking out everything would seem dark up till the exit and that would be bright if you did it quickly it would feel like a tunnel

Did you see an unearthly light?   No  

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I heard a voice I could not identify
It really wasn't a voice it was like thought that I didn't think. I had two thoughts what about my pets and I was shown they would live out their lives and then I thought about my mother and a little disappointment in the pain she would go through in my passing and then that both faded and I had no worries no cares nothing in the tangible World mattered anymore things that I held so dear I thought were so important or not and that carry back with me

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   No  

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   Everything about myself or others
An understanding of the conscious mind and what it is a copy and that it has its Hang-Ups or its emotional problems because it can't cope with the fact that it's not eternal. Because it is a copy of something that is eternal but not in its entirety

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   No

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   No

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   Yes   I thought that the spirit was moving two other Realms of Consciousness or other dimensions of Consciousness and that there are many of them. Each unique onto itself this one being the only one where you can be tangible. I didn't have detail on those other Realms but their existence was made apparent

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   The feeling was we are all part of whatever it is but we also maintain our individuality but not the individual that's here it would be like taking you and then adding thousand lifetimes of knowledge and experience and awareness you would still be you but you wouldn't be

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   Yes we're all connected to this Universal consciousness we are some other sort of energy and we exist in frequencies is the best way I can describe it it was told to me as other levels of consciousness other Realms of consciousness

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   Yes   We are explorers and we explored Realms of Consciousness and dimension seeking experience as knowledge

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   Yes   All hardships all war all arguments are all internal. It is the conscious mind grappling with his own mortality we're supposed to be like animals imagine a cat or dog sitting there happy as can be and then forcing Consciousness on it that's a stressful thing and in that stress of awareness it's where all problems stem

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   Uncertain   We are own creators good and bad there is no Karma except for that which we put on ourselves. Life is precious because it's difficult to get here meaning the copying of the consciousness the physical form is part of this world. But morality is internal

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   No  

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   I had no real beliefs other than the basic bible stuff angels heaven the hell. And I guess the Shocker was none of that existed there was a sense of another entity another intelligence that was separate and the same from myself

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of th   It was crystal clear. In my youth I had done hallucinogenic 30 years ago and the memory of the hallucinations were different from this this had the consistency of everyday life. As I remember going to the store yesterday.

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:   My mind is calm. Not that my internal voice stops because that was one thing I was shown the conscious mind never shuts up its living in the past is living in the future and its living in imagination you can't shut it up you have to understand that you're separate from it and let it do its thing and in doing so it can work separately from you to wear that constant jabbering isn't in the Forefront anymore and when it gets out of control I can tell it take it somewhere else because it won't stop you can't tell you can't meditate and quiet mind. It is the conscious Minds job to constantly be working.

My experience directly resulted in:   Unknown

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Yes   Things don't matter the way you think they do what matters is the personal experience more so then the collective in this realm of consciousness

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   No  

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     The separation of spirit and conscious mind. I'll find it harder to have any Hang-Ups or when I get upset about things I can't justify it anymore I'm able to shut it down so I found more peace I guess

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes  About 3 weeks. I don't know how it affected them if they believe me or not

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   No  

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   Like I want to school and was finally educated properly. But still very fundamental

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real   I agree with as a natural thing that happens. Currently I view it the same way I did when it happened it it happened it was not dreaming in any way

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   I don't get so upset with people I understand that they're hang-ups problems or perceived problems are there conscious mind grappling with its own existence and its own mortality

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   I find it harder to believe in religion I now if you would as more of a control thing needed for civilization

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   No     

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes