Rachel's Experience
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Experience description:
My spirit and soul left
my body and flew into the room. I saw a vision of the future of being found
dead on my bed and saw my body laying on the bed motionless. I was dead. I
then flew out of the room into another realm where I saw a life review but not a
total life review. Only a few mistakes I had made is what I was shown in my
life review. I then went into a tunnel and something held my hand as I was in
the tunnel floating along through several dimensions. It was not a dream. It
was a out of body experience. I had a out of body experience later that year
when my head was bubbling with fluid as I lay on my bed and touched my head to
make certain it actually was bubbling up and down with fluid at the top left of
my head and at the top of my head so I lay there quietly refusing to move in
case I would die from my head bubbling with fluid buildup. In my near death
experience my spirit and soul completely left my body and my body remained in my
room on my bed while I travelled to other realms and other dimensions. I know I
was not dreaming and know that I had died. I had almost died a year earlier
from a allergic reaction and was gasping for air and blacked out.
There were experiences
of other realms. the first realm was a cave with several black souls fighting
each other so I call that grinding and gnashing of teeth they were doing because
it was such a small area for them all to be standing waiting to throw the ones
that descended into that realm over the cliff into a hole in the ground. The
next realm was temptations of earthly places and I felt myself descending toward
the earthly place but it was not where my body was and the being that was
holding my hand let go and I began descending out of the tunnel so I apologized
for being distracted realizing I was dead and couldn't get back to earth where
my body was laying on my bed. I thought that if I had fallen out of the tunnel
I would have ended up on the cruise ship a ghost and far away from my body and
unable to get back to my body.
The next realm was a
flickering white light at the end of the tunnel which I thought may be the white
light that the woman who wrote embraced by the light wrote about walking with
aliens into the white light so I didn't chose to go there and went on in the
tunnel to total darkness and appeared to be waiting there and not moving in the
tunnel so I thought I would ask for mercy from God and to be allowed into heaven
and asked to knock on the door of heaven. the saying ask and ye shall receive
seek and ye shall find knock and the door shall be opened unto you made me think
that if I asked Jesus to help me find heavens door and seek God and knock on
heavens door I would have a opportunity to enter into heaven because my body was
without air and dead in my room on my bed. I also thought if I followed the
straight and narrow path it would lead me to heavens gate where the bible states
greeters are to greet each soul that makes it through. I said whatever you want
to do with me God I surrender to your will and I was instantly pulled out of
darkness and into a awesome bright golden light standing in the midst of the
golden light and that was not a dream. It was real. There was so much love
beaming from the light it filled my heart with joy and peace. After basking in
the love and joy and peace the golden light parted showing me a blue sky and
clouds. some clouds had only a few people on them. One cloud had several
people on it and the man standing in front of all those people held out his
hands and magnetically pulled the cloud I was standing on towards his cloud and
as soon as I was at his cloud I was instantly transported back to my room and my
spirit and soul still were not entirely back inside my body and I felt like I
was walking on air and it took a week to get entirely back inside my body. It
was not a dream. It was a NDE. I died and came back to life and was given a
second chance at my life.
At the time of your
experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
Yes I felt like I was about to die. I then became paralyzed to the bed and
couldn't reach the telephone to call 911 and my heart stopped beating after I
had taken my last gasp of air and there was a pain in my heart and a snap sound
in my heart area. It could have been from the date rape drug that was put in my
drink that caused the heart failure.
Was the experience
difficult to express in words?....Yes....Going
through the realms was difficult to explain because I had never known there were
other realms such as those and believe that when I will be going through the
same paths when my life ends. I also have difficulty expressing how awesome the
feeling of joy and love I felt coming into my body when I was standing in the
midst of the golden light. There are no words to describe it.
At what time during
the experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and
alertness?....More
consciousness and alertness than normal I was the highest level of
consciousness and alertness throughout the entire NDE and throughout the out of
body experience.....When I returned to my body I was highly spiritual and felt
like I was walking on air off the ground.
Please compare your
vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately
prior to the time of the experience.
I was a normal
person prior to the death experience and wasn't certain about the afterlife till
after I had been through the death experience. I had no visions of the
afterlife before the death experience and had no dreams of what heaven would be
like and had no dreams of what other realms would be like.
Please compare your
hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately
prior to the time of the experience.
There was
nothing heard during the experience.
Did you see or hear
any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness /
awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
Yes In one realm I
saw a cruiseship on the ocean and that was a temptation of earthly events that
distracted me from seeking God and thinking of Jesus while in the tunnel.
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?....I
was feeling sorry for the mistakes I had made that I was shown in my life review
that I didn't know were mistakes I needed to ask to be forgiven for. I felt joy
when I was in heavens gate filled with love coming from all who were there.
Did you pass into or
through a tunnel?....Yes....After
I was shown a few things of my life review that were mistakes I had made then I
went into the tunnel and travelled in the tunnel through all the realms and
dimensions I passed through and then when I was in the gates of heaven I was no
longer in a tunnel.
Did you see an
unearthly light?....Yes....In
one realm there was a white light flickering far away in the distance.
When I was in the gates
of heaven I was standing in the middle of a bright golden light like sunlight
shining all around me.
Did you seem to
encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?....I
encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
I saw a group of
people that were black souls that stood battling each other while they waited
for people to descend from the tunnel into what would be considered where hell
might be. The tunnel was at the ceiling of that cave and passed through that
place. The ancient egyptians said a sun-god took people through a tunnel is
what they saw is what I read after I had my death experence.
Did you encounter or
become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?....Yes
They appeared to be greeters of souls that made it through the tunnel pulled out
of darkness and they looked like human beings from earth.
Did you become aware
of past events in your life during your experience?....Yes....After
my spirit and soul left my body and I left my room and went into another realm
that is when I saw a vision of a mistake I made as a teenager that I didn't know
I needed to be asking to be forgiven for. That was the only past event in my
life I was shown. When in darkness I remembered many past events that were
mistakes I had made.
Did you seem to enter
some other, unearthly world?....Some
unfamiliar and strange place....The
tunnel was near the top of the cave and I could see below me a small area where
black souls were standing battling each other and throwing dead into a hole over
a cliff.
When I was pulled out
of darkness I saw a beautiful blue sky with clouds and what looked like human
beings standing on those clouds.
Did time seem to speed
up or slow down?....No....
Did you suddenly seem
to understand everything?....Everything
about myself or others....I
suddenly understood how a person gets to the gates of heaven.
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?....Yes....I
reached what I call the gates of heaven and went no further and was returned
back to my body that lay in my room and noticed that it had been 22 hours gone
by since I looked at my bedroom clock.
Did you come to a
border or point of no return?....I
came to a definite conscious decision to "return" to life....I
said that I was going to surrender to the will of God and my heart wanted to be
back on earth with my children so it was the choice of God to give me a second
chance at life
Did scenes from the
future come to you?....No....
Did you have a sense
of knowing special knowledge or purpose?....Yes....I
believe I went through this death experience to share the information so that
people would know what to expect in the afterlife.
Discuss any changes
that might have occurred in your life after your experience:....Large
changes in my life....I read the Holy Bible everyday and began attending church
again....
Did you have any
changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result
of the experience?
Yes I worship God
and pray to the mediator Christ and prayers to God as well for guidance
Do you have any
psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did
not have before the experience?....Yes
I became telepathic and started to be psychic and highly intuitive and highly
spiritual and had discernment of spirits. I had been attacked by the spiritual
dark several months after my death experience and assume it is because I learned
the truth about the afterlife and the truth about the realms and dimensions when
I travelled through the tunnel to the gates of heaven where Jesus is.
Have you ever shared
this experience with others?
Yes I was not able to
explain it well enough to make people understand that it was not a dream but
that my body was dead and I passed through the afterlife into several realms and
dimensions. Some don't believe that human beings who are in the gates of heaven
stand on clouds. In the Holy Bible it states Jesus will come down on a cloud so
it has to be true about the people standing on clouds who are greeters and that
is as far as I went in the afterlife. I only told my children about what
happened to me and told your website.
Did you have any
knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?....No
I had no knowledge of near death experiences until after my body died and I had
a out of body experience. I also had not heard of out of body experiences till
after I had out of body experiences. My body was not breathing so my spirit and
soul left my body to go into other realms and other dimensions.
What did you believe
about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:....Experience
was definitely real I wanted to be back in heavens gate because of the
awesome joy I felt but God wanted me to continue my life and enjoy my life with
my children. I love my children very much and didn't want to leave them and
felt a need to return to help my children have good lives. My children have
good lives and are doing well. I always wonder when I will be going back to the
tunnel and hope that I make it through to the gates of heaven again like I did
in the year 2000 when my life on earth ends.
What do you believe
about the reality of your experience at the current time:....Experience
was definitely real....After my death experience I experienced a out of body
experience where I went to a realm and flew using the merkabah vehicle of
travel. I stood in my room and practiced the merkabah and a spirit spun me
around and then took me on a out of body experience to another realm and I stood
on a pillar that transported me through what appeared to be endless space to a
gigantic door where I believe the white light is located and transported me back
to my room and I was standing in the same spot where I was standing when I began
spinning and was never laying on my bed or laying on the floor and wide awake
when I did the merkabah vehicle of light travel so I know that was not a dream
just like my experiences in the afterlife was not a drean state and was a death
experience.
Have your
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?....Yes....I
became more interested in being more spiritual and more religious so I changed
my friendships. I never told people about the afterlife experiences.
Have your religious
beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?....Yes
I
started to attend church more and read the Holy Bible daily and prayed more and
I experimented with several churches to find the right one but have not found
the church I want to attend and started to change my religious preference.
At any time in your
life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?....No
Did the questions
asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe
your experience?
Yes
Are there one or
several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant
to you? I
expected to see angels in the gates of heaven but saw only people who looked
identical to human beings clothed in clothing like regular human beings would
wear. I believe in angels because a angel pulled me out of the river when I was
drowning five years after my near death experience when I fell into the fast
flowing river.
Is there anything else
that you would like to add about your experience?....Several
months after my death experience I was laying on my bed and my head began to
feel like it was bubbling fluid up and down so I lay there and felt my head and
it was bubbling up and down so I was afraid I would die if I moved my head so I
lay there waiting for the bubbling to end. After that bubbling stopped I
realized that it could have turned into a death experience if I had not laid
there till the bubbling stopped.