Puthen P's Experience
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Experience description:
Ever since I was diagnosed for
CML in Feb 2004 I never regretted or lose faith in the Almighty and never said
WHY ME all I could relate was that God has some purpose in me so that I got this
deadly disease at a very young age and I was 36 years at the time of diagnosis.
However God has His plans and I developed Resistance and had to do a bone marrow
transplant. It was festival of lights in India and On Oct 21st 2006 I travelled
to another city Vellore where the hospital was located and has the best team for
BMT. I prayed with complete hope and faith that I shall live and promised my two
young daughters and parents that I shall come back alive..
Going through a bone marrow transplant is a near death experience because the
bone marrow is suppressed with high dose chemotherapy and I am susceptible for
any infection leading to death. Though I had all the antibiotics etc given I
developed a strong will to LIVE and used to see my wife and daughters photos
which made me keep saying that I have a purpose to LIVE
This experience was so blissful and I faced the predicament with courage, hope,
faith and trust.
Now I am on remission, grew in my career and my family has established
themselves
I want to share my experiences to a larger group and share and add more smiles
to all faces in the human mankind across geographies.
But with complete Hope Faith and trust in me, my
family and almighty I went ahead with Bone Marrow transplant and came back to
life and now living for last nine years on remission
This resolved in months ahead where my blood group
which was b- negative, became b+ positive.
I said it is my body which is affected whereas the
mind and soul are not at all affected and this set a motion of positive thoughts
and energy continuously flowing which supported with my prayers and recites of
hymns.
Help other people excel.
Now am evolving a journey to gain the Mental
attitude to move from physical plane to mental plane and to spiritual plane
Don't Lose Faith
Trust in one and all. yourself, your family,
treating doctors and medicines
At the time
of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
Yes
I was diagnosed for Chronic myeloid
leukemia in Feb 2004 and was under safe medication called Glivec but in Oct 2006
I suddenly took resistance to Glivec and my bone marrow went crazy without any
symptom and was medically termed as Blast stage. Only solace was Bone marrow
transplant and doctors clearly told me and my wife that they cannot guarantee
life for me during BMT as success rate is very low
Was the experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At what time during the
experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness? Yes I was complete
aware and when my brother cells were entering me on the day of transplant, on
November 6, 2006 all I keep saying was to my old cells that they should not
fight with the donor cells, thanked them for taking care of me for last 38 years
and unfortunately it was contaminated with leukemia and said to them to exit
with peace and allow my healthy brother cells to manifest and make me a better
healthy person
How did your highest level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal
everyday consciousness and alertness?
More
consciousness and alertness than normal
I kept focusing on my body and its cells
and kept connecting to my inner self talking to me and my soul
Please
compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
It was blissful serene and a sense of wholeness was felt that I felt secured in
the almighty hands and felt that he has shouldered my pains and allowing me to
recoup
Please
compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
Hearing was normal but was hearing more of being at
peace and not unrest or fear of any kind even death though was at a distance
that thought of death never ever manifested not even a single time
Did you see
or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your
consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
Yes
saw a bright white light engulfing me and
my room that night in the ward
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
secured safe and more bliss and courage to face the
predicament
Did you pass into or
through a tunnel?
No
Did you see an unearthly
light?
Yes
a white light engulfed in my room in the
ward that I was admitted it came
twice
Did
you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable
voice?
No
Did you encounter or
become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by
name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?
No
Did
you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?
No
Did
you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?
No
Did
you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?
No
Did time seem
to speed up or slow down?
No
Did
you suddenly seem to understand everything?
Everything about myself or others
I could be more connected with myself and kept
echoing and telling myself of thanks to my old cells and allow new cells to
work. This words kept on talking to itself in my deep conscience.
Did you reach a boundary
or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you come to a border or point of no return?
No
Did scenes from the
future come to you?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly
life (�life after death�)?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God
or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?
Yes
my felt that light was from God who
engulfed and protected me
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you
either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a
mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s
meaning or purpose?
Yes
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s
difficulties, challenges, or hardships?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not
shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?
No
Did you have a sense of
knowing special knowledge or purpose?
Uncertain
am for sure know very well that my life
and my testimony has a wider purpose but it is yet to unfold.
What occurred during your
experience included:
Content that was entirely consistent with the
beliefs you had at the time of your experience
I knew that the almighty shall protect me and this glowing light was a
strong evidence that I felt secured.
How accurately do you
remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around
the time of the experience?
I remember the experience as accurately as other
life events that occurred around the time of the ex
this can never be forgotten as it has a lasting impact and secured my
belief in the ALL ABOVE THE GOD
Discuss any changes
that might have occurred in your life after your experience:
Having seen death close by in form of my
predicament during BMT, the confidence and motivation I can give to myself and
others is tremendous and want to spread the word of HOPE, help one person
everyday
My
experience directly resulted in:
Large changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience?
Yes
It reaffirmed the infinite Power is there to guard us and can be manifested
throught each one of us from our mind power.
Do you
have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that
you did not have before the experience?
No
Are there one or several parts of your experience
that are especially meaningful or significant to you?
Never give up HOPE
Have you ever shared this experience with others?
Yes
with my family and very close friends
Did you have any knowledge
of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
What did you believe about
the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:
Experience was definitely real
The experience restored the Power Above
that governs the entire universe and having a experience to feel it was superbly
great
What do you believe about
the reality of your experience at the current time:
Experience was definitely real
as many pitfalls have been experienced
during the roller coaster ride of my life from then to now, I was assured that
this experience made to have a shoulder and with that faith managed to lead a
life against many turbulences that affected our family
Have your relationships
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
became more harmonious, blissful, loving and happy
Have your religious
beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
At
any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Is there anything else
that you would like to add about your experience?
Celebration of my cells from Blast
stage of leukemia to now healthy cells which I got from my brother
reaffirms the Power of thought of Hope Faith and Trust.
Did
the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes
the links and questions gave a deep dive
down reviews on the experience I had and was able to connect the dots.