P.T.'s Experience
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Experience description:
I was driving a car in
a monotonous road in morning light. At one moment I was thinking of a song in
radio, that the song was too boring song to listen at night (5am). Next thing I
realized, I saw myself (my car & me) coming against "me" on the road. That was
quite confusing experience, and I was startled. Then I was "back" at the car and
started to keep the car on the road, and breaking heavily. After short moment, I
ended up to a ditch backwards unharmed. I am not sure if my external me helped
me to stop or slow the car in time so that nothing worse happened - car was
damaged, but I was basically fine and feeling very alert and swift at thought. I
think that the same song, that I remember hearing was still playing when I
returned to the normal speed.
I still don't
understand how the car ended up to the ditch backwards- so the most of the
damage went to the rear of the car - even the airbag didn't open and most of the
hit was to my back. My cervical spine was X-rayed later, and there was nothing
wrong, despites that upper back muscles hurt a bit like after heavy exercise,
but that has almost passed now.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes See below.
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Calm at the beginning
and hyper fast during the experience.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
No.
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes I think I was
flying a bit over the car's front window in some "airy" form.
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
Amazed, startled,
quick-thinking.
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
Just some faint roaring
- could have been the car.
LOCATION
DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Uncertain My first
thought was that my soul went ahead of me before the accident or some guardian
angel was present. Although I'm not sure if the cause of the accident was my
own, or if the cause was a broken tire, but still it was weird.
Did you see a
light?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
Uncertain I saw
just myself.
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
Uncertain
Either 'my presence'
helped stop the car, but the experience was so fast, so cannot be certain.
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Uncertain I was
wondering the stopping distance while breaking. On the tracks there was a
straight breaking point and then it curved. I don't realize breaking while going
straight; because I was already trying to keep the car on the road.
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes
Enhanced.
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
Yes It felt like
going at least double speed - 1 second seemed like minutes.
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes My after
thoughts are of not wasting time to useless things.
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become
aware of future events?
Uncertain I'm
waiting what is to come...
Were you involved
in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Uncertain I was
aware, as I was coming against me, that I should return to correct the
situation.
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Uncertain Sense of
urgency. To make best of the available time.
How has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices?
Decided to pursue my studying goals even more determination. To do my best .
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No response
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes They were
amazed. Fragility of life dawned on them.
What emotions did
you experience following your experience?
Amazed, frightened but
still happy. I feel like that I was lucky, but on the other hand I'm sad and
disturbed that the accident had to happen.
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
Best: I coped the event
as a whole.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
You
could have some range questions like from high to low about feelings. It's hard
to describe everything on words.