Prasetyo AN's Experience
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Experience description:
It was midday and the
room was sufficiently illuminated by sunlight. As usual at this time of day I
was engaged in meditation concentrated on raising the level of static
electricity (strengthening motor and sensory impulse) of the body, also
practicing control of autonomatic organ function (primarily control of heart
rate). Indeed my intent was to achieve astral projection, my previous astral
projection experiences were not satisfactory (I am sure my previous astral
projection remained in the dream state). However, this time I directed my
concentration differently at specific nerve centers trying to direct the energy
into parts of my body (bones and muscles). After about one hour of this, at a
moment in time the vibration of my body formed a pulse which produced a strongly
felt streak of impulse flowing into specific centers of my brain, flowing via
the nerves of my spine coming together at the top of the frontal lobe. At that
moment there was a feeling of drifting slowly moving into the upper portion of
my body, starting with the tips of my toes becoming cold; stiff; numb feeling as
my spirit body moved upwards. To a specific location (about at the knees) then
the spirit body began to rise up penetrating through the skull above the frontal
lobe accompanied by a speeding of the feeling of numbness moving up to the
heart.
In addition I could
feel things happen to the physical body. The eyeballs rolled upwards, the
breathing stopped, there was no more heartbeat and the feelings of the spirit
body became more intense. When my spirit body reached the point of my waist I
sensed a difference in being between my spirit body and my physical body.
Originating at the traces of concentration remaining in the spirit body it was
as if a new being existed. In addition there was a sort of fiber connecting the
spirit and physical bodies. Nevertheless I could no longer see this spirit nerve
fiber reach the physical because at that moment a red glowing light shone in the
vicinity so that I could no longer see the physical body. Hearing the
surroundings became far more acute (hearing of voices from far away). My
intuition said there was some other person (spirit) standing nearby, because I
was afraid that he would endanger me I tried to grab his neck (reflex without
awareness of whether it was real or not). But I asked it, �who are you-who are
you?� in my mother tongue (Indonesian) but the response I heard was not a
language that I have ever before heard. Then at that moment a knock came at the
door. My younger sibling wanted to enter the room which I had previously locked,
therefore I quickly returned to my physical body being propelled downwards.
After this event until now I have tried again without success.
Waktu itu siang hari
dengan pencahayaan dalam kamar cukup terang oleh sinar matahari. Seperti
biasanya saat itu saya melakukan meditasi konsentrasi pada membangkitkan listrik
statis (perkuat impulsa motorik & sensorik) tubuh, juga melatih pengendalian
organ autonom (terutama kendali denyut jantung).Konsentrasi itu saya lakukan
dngan posisi tidur terlentang. Memang tujuan saya mampu melakukan astral projet
namun peristiwa astral project yang telah terjadi tidak memuaskan saya (saya
yakin astral project sebelumnya itu masih dalam lingkup mimpi). Namun kali ini
saya lakukan konsentrasi berbeda pada titik-titik saraf tertentu dan coba energi
itu dialirkan kebagian dalam tubuh (tulang dan otot). Setelah sekitar 1 jam
melakukannya, saat penguatan tubuh getaran merasuk kedalam sangat terasa
lintasan impulsa mengalir ketitik-titik tertentu di otak, mengalir lewat saraf
tulang belakang memusat pada ubun-ubun. Saat itu ada perasaan mengalir secara
perlahan-lahan bergerak ke bagian atas tubuh, mulai ujung jari kaki terasa
dingin; kaku; mati rasa seiring tubuh rohku bergerak ke bagian atas. Sampai
lokasi tertentu (sekitar lutut) maka tubuh roh mulai beranjak menembus bagian
ubun-ubun dengan adanya percepatan aliran perasaan mati itu sampai jantung.
Selain itu sangat
terasa pada tubuh raga secara otomatis bola mata terbalik menghadap keatas,
sudah tiada nafas, tiada denyut jantung terasa lagi namun perasaan pada tubuh
roh melalui raga sangat terasa. Saat mencapai tubuh roh sepinggang diatas kelapa
raga, saya rasakan perbedaan wujud antara tubuh roh dan raga terletak pada
jejak-jejak titik-titik konsentrasi terhubung yang masih membekas di tubuh roh
seolah olah menjadi wujud baru. Demikian pula ada semacam serabut yang
menghubungkan tubuh roh dengan raga, namun serabut saraf roh itu tidak lagi bisa
menjangkau bagian raga yang sudah terlewati Karena saat itu pandangan cuma bisa
menangkap cahaya merah merata disekitar maka saya sendiri pun tidak bisa
mengamati tubuh roh. Pendengaran akan lingkungan sekitar terasa jauh lebih peka
(terdengar suara-suara yang letaknya jauh). Intuisi saya mengatakan ada
seseorang (roh) lain yang berdiri di samping, karena takut dia membahayakan saya
maka saya coba cengkeram lehernya (reflek tanpa sadar apakah itu nyata atau
tidak). Padahal saya sampaikan pertanyaan "siapa kamu-siapa kamu?" tentu saja
dalam bahasa ibu (bahasa indonesia) namun yang terdengar bukan bahasa yang saya
pernah dengar. Lalu saat itu pintu kamar diketuk adikku yang ingin masuk kamar
yang saya kunci sebelumnya, maka kembalilah aku ketubuh raga secara cepat
meluncur kebawah. Setelah peristiwa itu terjadi dan sampai sekarang sudah saya
coba lagi namun belum berhasil.
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes terutama pada saat tubuh roh terasa sekali ada perbedaan wujud dengan
tubuh raga dan terasa serabut tali temali yang menghubungkan tubuh roh dengan
raga. Dan pada saat itu semua indera berfungsi lebih peka kecuali mata hanya
melihat cahaya warna merah terang disekitar.
Yes Primarily at the
time the spirit body feeling was most keen there was a difference in being from
the physical body and a cord was sensed that connected the spirit body to the
physical body. At that time all the senses became more acute except vision which
was dominated by a red light all around.
Yes and no, because at
no time did it seem at all like a hallucination and my senses, except my vision,
became more acute than normal. Intuition strongly suggested other creatures were
present.
Yes and no, because at
no time did it seem at all like a hallucination and my senses, except my vision,
became more acute than normal. Intuition strongly suggested other creatures were
present.
Yes, a bright red glow
around me prevented viewing other objects.
Yes I strongly felt a
difference in the clarity and loudness of nearby sounds and also sounds from far
away became extremely clear.
Alert, surprised, very
light, there was some fear because I was aware of the risk of dying, the
emotional level was very high.
Uncertain Although
my eyes did not see it my intuition informed me that there were several
creatures near me whom I did not know and they were silent.
Uncertain Crossing a
boundary was felt at about the skull above the frontal lobe of my physical body.
When I started to rise it felt as though my head above the frontal lobe cracked.
Around that point I felt the passageway and indeed I limited my spirit body from
exiting fully, only to the waist, at that point is when I could feel that
creature mentioned above.
Uncertain Because
previously I had often meditated and felt and moved parts of my spirit body
(example hand) which I was able to do. Other than that I often conducted
meditation for astral projection.
Untuk hal astral
project saya sudah sering alami dan saya rasakan sekali lingkungannya adalah
linkungan mimpi demikian pula proses pelepasan sukmanya sangat nyaman seperti
tertidur pulas dengan kesadaran pada pendngaran.
Experience was
definitely real This was very different from the situation and condition that
resulted from previous meditations both in terms of the method and the feelings.
I have previously often
experienced astral projection however in those instances the surroundings were
dreamlike and so was the separation.
The feeling of numbness
was very evident which slowly moved from the tips of my feet to my heart.
Additionally the feeling of existing as a spirit being was much different than I
had previously imagined.
Experience was
definitely real Perhaps at that time I reached the exact level of
concentration which could activate clusters of nerves throughout my body which
is difficult to repeat because it happened by chance that I found the exact
method.
Gradually I am
realizing that the astral projection was only a dream however this NDE was truly
real. I have a sure knowledge that the spirit body is real and different from
the physical body.
Yes I feel it is
enough because the experience has taken long enough to tell maybe there are a
few details missing.
No there aren�t.
At the time of
this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
At what time
during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and
alertness?
ya dan tidak, karena tak pernah sedikit pun larut dalam hayalan dan penginderaan
selain mata terasa lebih peka dari biasanya. Intuisi keberadaan makhluk-makhluk
lain terlintas dengan tegas.
How did your
highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to
your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest
level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from
your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:
ya dan tidak, karena tak pernah sedikit pun larut dalam hayalan dan penginderaan
selain mata terasa lebih peka dari biasanya. Intuisi keberadaan makhluk-makhluk
lain terlintas dengan tegas.
Did your vision
differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as
clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes cahaya merah terang yang berpendar disekitar menutupi obyek
apapun
Did your
hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect,
such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Yes Terasa sekali perbedaan tingkat kenyaringan sumber bunyi
yang dekat demikian pula sumber bunyi yang jauh sangat jelas terdengar
Did you
experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
What emotions
did you feel during the experience?
waspada, heran, sangat ringan, ada ketakutan karena sadar resiko kematian,
tingkat emosional sangat tinggi
Did you pass
into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No
Did you see a
light? No
Did you meet or
see any other beings?
Uncertain Walaupun mata saya tak melihat namun dari intuisi memperingatkan
ada beberapa makhluk di samping saya yang tidak saya kenal dan mereka diam saja.
Did you
experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did you observe
or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you see or
visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?
No
Did you have
any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a
sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
Uncertain perlintasan batasan terasa di sekitar ubun-ubun tubuh raga. saat
mulai muncul seolah-olah dari ubun-ubun dan sekitarnya terkuak. Di sekitar
situlah pintu perlintasan yang saya rasakan dan saya memang membatasi rohku
keluar cuma sampai pinggang sehubungan ada merasakan suatu makhluk itu.
Did you become
aware of future events?
No
Did you have
any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did
not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain Karena sebelumnya sudah melakukan sering sekali melakukan
meditasi merasakan & menggerakkan sebagian tubuh roh (misal tangan)yang mampu
dilakukan. Selain itu sering melakukan meditasi Astral Project.
Have you shared
this experience with others?
No
Did you have
any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
How did you
view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:
Experience was definitely real Ini sangat berbeda dengan situasi dan
kondisi hasil meditasi konsentarsi sebelumnya baik dari metodenya maupun apa
yang terasa.
Were there one
or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to
you?
Perasaan raga
mati itu terasa sangat nyata perlahan -lahan dari ujung kaki sampai jantung.
Selain itu perasaan dalam wujud roh yang sangat berbeda dari bayangan
sebelumnya.
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real Mungkin saat itu pencapaian konsentrasi
yang tepat untuk aktifkan titik-titik simpul saraf di seluruh tubuh yang sulit
diulangi lagi karena peristiwa itu terjadi secara kebetulan tepat metodenya.
Have your
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed
specifically as a result of your experience? No
Following the experience, have you had any
other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part
of the experience? No
Is there anything else you would like to add
concerning the experience? Semakin saya
sadari bahwa astral project itu cuma mimpi namun NDE kali ini benar-benar nyata.
Dengan pengetahuan baru bahwa tubuh roh itu pasti ada perbedaan dengan tubuh
raga.
Did the
questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes Saya rasa
cukup karena pengalaman itu sudah berlangsung cukup lama mungkin secara detail
kurang lengkap.
Are there any
other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?
tidak ada