Pela Experience
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Experience description:

I was at that time in a very painful existential crisis. I didn't know why we are here on earth. I had to know the true meaning of life, and I was inside very depressed because life didn't have an universal meaning above my little personna. That night, just before waking up, it was around 6am, I have in the mid state between sleep and awakening.

Then a light being came to me. I felt it was god, because, there were so much love emanating from him, and  that to a certain point, I couldn't handle so much love.( after a certain exposition so much love was almost painful, unbearable ) His shape was a kind of a ball of light, but it was much more than that. His presence was that of a pure love, an essence that is is so pure, that you cannot resist falling in tears. His presence had nothing to do with what religions told us ( I have a Christian background ; particularly ' the father, the son and the sanctus spiritus ' because father and son is masculine and that like was above that ), It was above all particular forms, and it was a much more universal love. I felt it was the perfect appearance for me, because I was before the experience very suspicious with religions, and seeking for universal truth above particular and cultural forms. It wasn't jésus christ but it was the light ! ( maybe the light from the beginning of the gospel john). That love was beyond anything you can read in the bible, the koran or any other text. They are so pale in comparison, and I would say, that comparing to this light, I do not believe that god can be in anger ( particularly in the old testament ). That being was infinitely much above that.

That light came to me to teach something. ( because I was searching in pain, and very honestly ). he showed me how 'he' made beings. It was so perfect :

1. first he designs from his pure intelligence, functionally organic bodies ( in a platonic interpretation ), in the world of pure ideas. ( he showed me the body of an unloving bird, but so beautifully designed )

2. the he infuses its own light in that body ( and in all bodies ), that light is life ! life is light and light is life. but light is also pure intelligence and unconditional love.

3. the meaning of life : from the love I felt from him, that pure love that is above any color ; I then understood, that to love each other is the first meaning of life. Love is meaning itself. absence of love, is absence of meaning. he didn't told me to love but I understood from its presence and action, that what he was emanating was the meaning ; because we are also made of light. What we are at the deepest level is love, so It is our 'ontological meaning.'

For very very long minutes after that encounter, I felt in tears, because I saw how much poorly I was loving in comparison to that light being. To me it was god in an intelligible form, because, you feel ' he ' is the light. But It was above masculine, and feminine, it was light ! So I created the term 'Li' ( from the beginning of light ) not 'he' is or 'she' is ; but li is ; to enter that new pronoun in our 21st culture. 'li is the light !  ' ' li is so wonderful ! '. It is above any sexual organic formation. Li was the ' love standard ' from which we compare our attitude and will. Willing love is what is judged at that time because we cannot always act, particularly when we are ill or injured. So the intention is the most important. Intent with unconditional love.

Thank you,

 Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?      No     

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          Yes    The medium of communication was non-worldly

 At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No     

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?    vivid and perfectly communicating without words

            Was the experience dream like in any way?  no, it was intense and vivid

 Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   Yes    I was pure consciousness

 What emotions did you feel during the experience?          pure and absolute, perfect love beyond any words

 Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?         no

 LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?         No     

Did you see a light?        Yes    Li was the light !

 Did you meet or see any other beings?         Uncertain     I felt my father was also looking at the experience with me ( but he wasn't there )

 Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?         No     

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No     

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Yes    yes it was pure unity and communion with that being beyond any sense

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes    It was above time, as if the light opened up another dimension, which is timeless. And I bet, I could use that knowledge I git from li for further researches in physics If I was a physicist.

 Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         Yes    Love is the only meaning of life.
      
Did you become aware of future events?      No     

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?          No      Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Yes          increased intelligence and intuition ( i could know future events )

 Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?     Yes    Love and creativity were the answer

 How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?   yes ! It was painful, because almost nobody is loving in our world. Li is pure love, and humans are not very loving creatures at the moment...

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes    yes I'm much more loving and patient, and I can discuss with li, he supports me silently ( and all of you ! )


 Have you shared this experience with others?       No          What emotions did you experience following your experience? love, pure love.

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?          feeling loved perfectly.

 Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? Yes ! We must learn to love. Healing come from love. Our industrial and technical society is cold, and not loving. Most religions are made to control populations, and are not as loving as that light. we must find a relationship with that light and not with our clergy. There is no need for clergy man, which is an invention. Most of them didn't saw that light, because the would not teach most of things they teach, and they would come to  a combination with pure love and science.

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No     

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes    It was good.

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