Paul J's Experience
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Experience description:
I was 10
when I had an OBE experience; I can't give an exact date. During the
experience, I was sick, possibly with the flu. I remember being so tired that I
slept all night and day. Later in the afternoon, I became aware of my room.
Nothing visual just an lingering awareness. I then had
a feeling of thickness in my body as if my soul where thinning out. It felt
larger somehow. Then it was as if time stopped because I then became aware I
had been staring at myself from above. Seeing myself laying there, I could
sense some connection with my body still - not in a physical sense but maybe in
that thinning feeling sense. An eternity could have passed but I would have
never knew it. I wasn't scared at the time but I do remember thinking I might
be dieing. However, I became worried I would float too high and not be able to
get back. I can't tell how I snapped out of it or back into my body. I
just remember waking up later feeling better. My mother became worried when I
told her the story and told me I must have been dreaming but the awareness
sensation was too strong. I have also had that thick or thinning feeling
several times since the experience. The last one was in 2001. It seems to be
at that twilight state between sleep and being awake. During the OBE, I
remember a feeling of a -I'm going to use a sound to describe a feeling- silent
hum. I hope that makes some sense. Sight -
Different but not sure how. I could sense everything in the room. That's where
the description gets hard. Hearing -
I could only hear silence but I was in my room by myself. Smell -
None Taste -
None Wife -
Believes. She says she had several as a child but hers were at will. They
sound more like remote viewing because she says she could see and feel what
others felt. Sisters -
not sure.
Girlfriends - not sure. No
apparent influence. Worst -
The question of "Would I have been able to get back to my body had I gone
further?" It's prevented my from relasing myslef when I get that thick/thinning
feeling.
Any associated medications
or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
Yes
The feeling I had before and
during the experience. My body felt thick, like my soul was thinning out.
Maybe it was that I could feel everything in my body. I'm not sure. I have had
that feeling several times (last feeling was in 2001) since but no OBE.
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Uncertain
I had never felt that ill
before -possibly the flu. I snapped out of the sickness shortly after the
experience
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
At first I wasn't very alert to it
but then when I realized I was staring at my body from above, I became very
aware. An awareness without time.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
No. I used to lucid dream a lot
about 10 years ago. The feeling isn't the same.
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
I had no physical form.
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
Curiousity and some minor fear at
the end.
Did you hear any unusual
sounds or noises?
I heard nothing.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures? No
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see any other
beings? No
Did you experiment while out
of the body or in another, altered state?
NoDid
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did you notice how your 5
senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes
Touch - No physical feeling.
Did you have any sense of
altered space or time?
Yes
Time was wasn't there. Only my
thoughts.
Did you have a sense of
knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
Uncertain
I had a sense I was higher than
the actual ceiling but I could not see the ceiling. Only a focus of myself on
the bed.
Did you become aware of future
events? No
Were you involved in or aware
of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Uncertain
Can't remember how I got back.
It's not that it's been a long time since this happened. I just don't remember.
Did you have any psychic,
paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have
prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Uncertain
I began questioning the Bible.
But not sure if it's directly related because I am a very analytical and curious
person.
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices? Not much.
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes
Mother - disbelief. "probably
the devil's work"
What emotions did you
experience following your experience?
Wonderment.
What was the best and worst
part of your experience?
Best - Something like that
happened to me.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
NO
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
The
questions helped me to explain it better. I did feel there were some repeats.
However, this might be because some experiences require further questioning and
it might be different for every experience.