Patrick's Experience
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Well this is how I remember my near death experience. I was 17 at the time and was going to school full time, going to work close to full time, and had to deal with my parents divorce through all of this. I would have to say this was one of the hardest time periods of my life so far. Depressed, not eating, and basically having no time for myself due to the emotional stress from my parents divorce, I felt worthless and alone in this world just EMPTY. One day after coming home from school and work I put on some music and laid down to sleep really weak, after not sleeping the night before or eating the whole day. (The fact that I wouldn't sleep most of the nights was cause I would stay up and listen to my parents downstairs to see if I would have to break them up from any physical confrontations) As I began to listen to the music, I slowly began to sink in to this really comfortable state of relaxation. When all of a sudden it was as if I was in this "void" with nothing around me but pitch black. I started to panic and got really worked up cause I felt like I couldn't move anywhere (a feeling like you have a million tons on you) and see anything.

I started yelling for help when all of a sudden I was sucked into this tube going faster than the speed of light. When I finally stopped I saw my life before me. It was TERRIBLE! I saw everything I ever did and how it had affected others. I actually felt the hurt I had caused others but it was like a 1,000,000,000x intense, and trust me it was pure hell!!!!!!! After I saw my life review I was pulled closer to God. At one point god and I were ONE!!! And the pure unconditional love he gave me was pure ecstasy (I was exploding with love!!!!). The next thing I remember was being given this block of knowledge of everything. I like to say block of knowledge cause it came all at once to me unlike on earth we have to accumulate what small knowledge we do have little by little. (my thinking was a lot more clearer now and not "polluted") I was soon near my body again looking at it knowing that if I were to leave it now it would be totally acceptable and I would be fine, but that my body would decay and I would not be able to come back. When all of a sudden I thought of my mother, I was immediately downstairs (I used to live on the second floor) in the hallway seeing my mother sleeping in her bed. I had this sense that she still needed me in this life to help her spiritually progress.

There was not time like there is on earth but instead the present past and future were all together simultaneously. During all this I had noticed that I was a brilliant light and that I could go anywhere and be with anyone just so long as I thought about them. I too at this time noticed that all humans are connected to each other In the sense that each and every one of us effect the whole through thought, words, deeds, etc. Shortly I was back at my body again looking at it, when all of a sudden I felt this vacuum pull me back through my head into my body. Wow was my body freezing!! I was what you could say a meat popsicle. I slowly started to lose my knowledge of everything until it was gone. Being exhausted from the experience I went to sleep. I woke up in the morning getting ready for work feeling a LOT different. I walked into work feeling like there was not a thing I couldn't do in this life. I was feeling so ECSTATIC My co-workers at best buy thought I was on drugs cause I was so energetic, polite, and happy to like the 3rd degree. I don't think they had ever seen anybody like this but I know why. God has a plan for each and everyone of us, and its just funny cause its true when people say that god works in mysterious ways. Hang in there and don't ever give up on God, in the end you'll come out a stronger person. 

Loads of love!!!,

Patrick

 Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     Feelings in the Spirit world are hard to express into words

 At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    I was conscious the whole time Just not inside my body but outside of it

 How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

 If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            I was conscious the whole time Just not inside my body but outside of it

 Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     Everything was soooooooo much more intense

 Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     Every thing perceived was not how we perceive on earth it was all telepathic and through emotions , thoughts, feelings, etc.

 Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

 What emotions did you feel during the experience?            LOVE, PEACE, CALM, SERENITY, SAFE, EXTREMELY COMFORTABLE

 Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     Passed through a tunnel at an amazing rate

 Did you see a light?           Yes     The light WAS GOD

 Did you meet or see any other beings?           Uncertain      I Only remember seeing GOD

 Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes     LIVE THE GOLDEN RULE, RESPECT LIFE, NEVER JUDGE AND LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes     My mother was sleeping in her bed when I had asked her later

 Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Uncertain      Don't remember

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     past present and future were all together

 Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     I knew EVERYTHING PAST PRESENT FUTURE ALL INFO

 Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No      

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes
            My future was revealed to me by god before I came back to my body but I knew that I would not remember it once in my body.

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     No      

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     My Girlfriend, she's become a better person , and it was about a year after I experienced my own

 Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    Shocked! I had never experienced anything like it  before and I was sort of confused what had happened

 Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            How GOD and I became one!!!!!!

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real    It has made me a more spiritual person

 Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           No      

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes    

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        GOD IS LOVE AND WE ARE HIS CHILDREN

 Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes