Patent Attorney's Experience
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Experience description:
I have
done this for about 20 years. Too many experiences to write. With the Internet,
I have sometimes searched and found helpful comments from others. For the most
part, I have found others to be overly compelled to render conclusions based on
experiences. People write as though they hold the key to all. I would greatly
enjoy to participate in research with some smart people that did not over
extrapolate on things. I have had
many phases of experiences. Perhaps, I need guidance by someone with real
knowledge and depth. I started
as a young boy with great interest in "controlling my dreams." In
college, I started to perceive the vibration state and to "sit up" into the
dream state and zip all over...I loved to do that. I often would go up to other
planets and/or hang out in the clouds. Of course, that was my perception. I
don't like holding to it as factual--ie, which I think hinders so many people
that do this. Over the
years, I have tried different things to ascertain if anything could be done that
would affect the "real" world. So many times, I have flown to my wife, or
friends, etc., and observed them in a drunken state. I was intrigued to hear
that as being common. Although, I still would recommend that people don't over
indulge in meaning there. I have
also talked to many "supposedly" dead people. I always tried to find facts that
I could prove to be true later. I have
also experienced having someone or something teach me things. Well, they
presented books with pictures and poems, and even told me that parameci's cause
rheumatic fever.:-). I have
also gone through times of great fear in which I felt shadowy entities pulling
at me and/or holding me. That really put a hold on my activity for a few years.
And, I still have some more caution than others seem to-ie, I try to keep all
possibilities open. I have
also spent countless OBEs trying to maintain control, to move about for
prolonged periods. I also had
a lot of OBEs where my state turned to more like floating in grey stillness or
nothingness-with images that float in and out only sometimes (ie, in some OBEs). Anyway, I
am certain that there is much to be gained with OBEs, but I have really largely
done everything alone. I would like to learn from a master so to speak -- and
not one of the countless people that I expect have even less experience and/or
knowledge than me yet speak as though they know all and/or even what the heck is
really going on in that state...or those states... Anyway, I
also want to add that I see lucid dreams, OBEs, astral projects, near death
experiences, or what have you to be all part of the same general thing. I am not
so fond of use of so many terms, talk of spirituality, of karma, etc. I see it
as basic stuff like breakfast and underwear. By the
way, I put check marks above in this form, but I don't necessarily assert things
in such definite terms to hold that I have truly done things like talk to dozens
of dead people. Yes, it does feel that way, but to conclude so would be--i
believe--foolish and limiting, albeit that which humans do best (ie, being
creatures consumed by language). Yes and no
and maybe. I often felt without a body... Well, it
was interesting, and perhaps non-sense, or perhaps my one wasted opportunity to
kick back with the rather-but-perhaps-not-all-mighty. :-) They told
me lots of things, showed pictures explaining life, and poems, etc., too. :-) The most
striking part of those dreams was how the water just rose over the land like
spilling over a cup... I have
been stuck in a sort of void...although, always able to wake up, but having
trouble to get much to happen other than to float in grayness.
Any associated medications
or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No I am confident that the
best way to really have the best mental clarity, focus, etc., is to eat very
purely. I don't view this as a granola-crunchy type, but as common sense. Just
try eating raw vegetables, fruits, nuts and some meats (sushi is perhaps best)
for a week and see for yourself.
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Typically high alertness. That is
one of the key points of enjoyment.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
Sometimes it is...especially, if I
do it without planning to ahead of time--ie, without an agenda.
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
No response I don't
like this question.
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
Varied...often intrigue,
excitement, fear, but I typically try to curtail extremes to maintain the state.
Did you hear any unusual
sounds or noises?
Yes, of course. At the onset,
there is buzzing, vibrations. And at other points.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes I did once see that which appeared to be GOD... Who interestingly
had human arms, a lions face, a horses hind quarters, etc. :-). It was one of
my favorites. "GOD" also bellowed in such a resonance that is was hard to
hear... He/it/she bellowed until I could focus clearly and hear the words more
clearly...eg, seeming as though really being a vibrational state kind of thing
verses bellowing.
Did you meet or see any other
beings? Yes
Yes, often. What they are, who knows. I felt like some had died, some were
others in my family in unconscious states, some were helpful hiding beings (my
favorites) and some were scary leechlike ghostly pests (the scariest).
Did you experiment while out
of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
Yes, often. So much so that it
started to get frustrating...oh well, another dead person...or the like. I
really hoped to find some special answers or concrete proof of something... But,
no such luck yet.
Did you observe or hear
anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No Most people say yes here, but that is likely BS. I have many almosts,
no clear proof. As an FYI, I did have many recurring tsunami dreams for a few
years that I turned to lucid OBEs... They stopped after the tsunami.
Did you notice how your 5
senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes Over time, there
are so many things... But, a big thing for me initially was the realization that
the visual field of view was oval, and blurred around the edges--just like I
later realized they are in the "real" world.
Did you have any sense of
altered space or time?
Yes This is a key aspect I have tried to focus on at some times. I have
theorized that time is a key aspect. In this state, it is often that the "real"
time is unknown or hard to perceive. I have many thoughts here. So, not time to
write.
Did you have a sense of
knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No response These are big
words filled with gobbledygook. Yes, of course. And, no.
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
I have passed thru
things...
Did you become aware of future
events?
Uncertain Who knows... Maybe.
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
Yes, almost always.
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No Just that mighty warm and fuzzy feeling after a good long OBE...and, of
course, the ability to talk to animals--just kidding.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes Of
course... Many experiences...many changes...just like "real" life...
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
Too much to
write...
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes This
feels so important to me. Yet, I cannot devote enough time to it. My wife
thinks it is kooky too... I would really like to meet people that study this
from a standpoint of being scientific and not over indulgent.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes It is
very hard. I have yet to meet anyone to really share this with who has any clue
about it. It would be really nice.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
These have been
some of the best experiences of my life.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
best-many.
Worst, is that I really started to fear the dark entities that I perceived
coming after me. It really hampered my obes for years. I also felt that the
good entities were not sticking around to help too. Of course, I don't really
know if there are/were such entities. But, I felt as though there were, and I
still think I could use help from someone who really knows how to deal with
this. I have used self empowerment and changing of vibration state to thwart
off such entities, but I am still dealing with issues here sometimes.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
Yes...:-)
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
I have
years of experiences. So, cannot explain all...especially typing in on a
Blackberry. :-)