Pam H's Experience
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Experience description:
I have seen deceased
relatives, but I mostly see deceased "strangers". They normally like to
communicate w/me & sometimes you "feel" as if you already KNOW them, but don't.
It is very strange. You travel almost always as if you get a floating/flying
sensation. You can also GO THROUGH things like walls, windows, etc. I have even
"accidentally" crashed into another spirit. You will see colors and be able to
hear a sound when you go through something, except for glass. That doesn't sound
different, but LOOKS blurry as you go through it. If you go through something
like a wall, you will actually see the inside of the wall and it also sounds
kind of muffled. When I mingled w/another spirit by accident, the color was red
and it looked a zillion little molecules like you'd possibly see on a static
television station. It also has a brief static sound. You can travel up & down
through the different astral layers, but you are only allowed to go as "high up"
as you spiritually evolved to go. The farther down the level, the dimmer and
less color the atmosphere is. The feelings are "spookiest" at the lowest levels.
The farther up you go,
the more vivid the color, but mostly the more HAPPIER & PEACEFUL you become and
everybody in that one level is at the same happiness level. If you go down,
everybody else there mostly involves themselves in earthly pleasures. The
further up you go, the less earthly pleasures you have, but you get more
"emotion & feeling" w/a sense of complete pleasure, peace and a closeness to
GOD. Some areas look like teaching areas and some look like here on earth. Some
look like a choreographic musical and everybody is singing and dancing. I have
also been able to be in the future looking at now. I know it doesn't make sense,
but it IS possible. It is very awesome. Time periods can be viewed almost as
"rooms". In many instances, "higher spiritual" beings have observed me. Almost
as if I was an "alien" to them. They want to know what I can see and have only a
few times, received warnings. They are not allowed to give you a lot of
information. You can ask for considerations of changes in your current life and
they can actually "pull up" your chart. However, they are not allowed to look
inside of it. They can only psychically guess what has happened in the past and
have you confirm it. It is impossible to lie, because everyone has the ability
to read your mind.
If you float above a
great crowd, it sounds like chatter but if you focus on a certain individual,
you are automatically conversing with them in your heads. You can only converse
w/one person at a time. Some visits seem to be "tests". Possibly to see if I'm
allowed to advance to the next level. When they first started happening, I was
only allowed at the lowest earthly levels (or lower) and it is very frightening.
You have to face the fear of them or else they will feed off your energy and
will try to take over your soul. It can be very dangerous. It helps me to ask
for protection before I go to sleep. You can not only see in front of you, but
your peripheral vision is perfect. You can see almost all the way around you,
except for exactly in back of you. You can view ahead like you do w/your eyes or
you can actually "see" yourself, but not usually from the front. It is a view
behind you and slightly above yourself. Being over there takes a lot of practice
especially getting your bearings. You no longer need legs to walk and at first,
your speed is slow. With more practice, you can gain magnificent speeds which
can feel almost rollercoaster like. There is also a type of hierarchy there.
Think of it as GOD as the big CEO of a company. Then, there would be presidents,
vice presidents, executives, administrators, and then the workers. Everybody
that is in the evolving stage basically has a "job" to do. They are either
evolving spiritually, learning, preparing for life or helping others here,
including animals.
If you really want to
see something or change your "chart" or a circumstance (i.e.: job, etc.), you
can ask your spiritual helpers that are assigned to you to go "further up" and
ask on your behalf. You can also pray directly to GOD or his Angels, Saints for
interceding, but if you are speaking directly to GOD, all communication with
them is automatically "shut off". Your prayers are private. Only between you and
Him. If you want your helpers to help you, you have to be very specific. If you
say something like I really need help finding a job, they will help, but it may
not be the job you were hoping for. You'd have to say something like; Please
Angels, intercede on my behalf. This is what my SOUL needs to evolved towards
Christ. You would ask (in prayer) that you want a job that you will thoroughly
enjoy and will be part of your "passion". If it involves your soul evolving (or
especially feeling hopeless) they are more apt to ask your higher-ups and try to
help you. You are absolutely able to change your chart (life plan) but that has
to go even higher up and most likely have to be in a stand still emotionally or
at a desperate time emotionally.
I had it happen to me
and I even was able to "take part" in the panel of Elders associated with the
life change I was asking for. It was totally awesome. Almost everybody there
(except higher up) appears as adults. Usually maybe looking around early
thirties. I think there is a significance to the age 33 which was the age of
Christ's death on the cross, but I don't know enough about that yet. The only
people that appear older are what I refer to as "Elders". These people are
usually in teaching areas and appear as teachers or speakers. Also, your
personal helpers who are watching out for you can appear as older. If you see a
deceased relative, you will see them at the age you remember them as. If you
have a cousin or friend that died as a child, they will appear to you as a
child. That is so you can recognize them when you see them. However, anybody can
change anything physically about them; hair color, eyes, body shape, etc. I have
so much more to tell, but my arms are so tired from typing. Much, much more that
happens over there. FASCINATING!
Did you meet or see
any other beings other than the deceased?
Yes
Was this
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
DEFINITELY! I try to
tell everyone when I first wake up because I tend to forget after I'm more
lucid. I am in a kind of "babbling" state. Not much information comes out except
solid details. That is very hard though because everything (except traveling) is
mostly experienced telepathically AND with emotions.
Did you hear the
deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?
Yes
Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was
communicated:
Sometimes while just
waking up or falling asleep I will hear people having conversations. I am
usually in a very drowsy and relaxed state when this happens. I often hear (only
Men so far) speaking like in a Latin/Hebrew language and also speaking some sort
of scripture. If I'm already "over there" I hear people just fine. However, you
hear them very fast, mostly because their "thinking" fast. Their level has kind
of a higher frequency or vibration, so I have had to tell people to slow down so
I can understand them.
Did
the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you,
or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was
communicated?
Yes, knowing (feeling the feelings) but speaking with telepathy.
If
you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound
the deceased made when they were alive?
Deceased more speak in
thoughts, not noise. Most of them are strangers so they have their own distinct
voice like you & I. Relatives tend to speak to you with your voice in your head.
Hard to explain.
Is
there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
Nope
Was
there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
Only sometimes a
higher vibration and faster communication that we're used to.
Did you feel a
touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?
Yes
When I saw my
deceased uncle after his death & appeared to me, I went to hug him and forgot
that I wasn't in the physical and my arms went "through" him. We both cracked
up!
Was
the touch familiar or unfamiliar?
Unfamiliar.
Was
anything communicated by the touch?
See Above.
Is
there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
Absolutely not.
Did you see the
deceased?
Yes
Strangers will
sometimes appear in the fashions of the time when they lived. Mostly, you rarely
pay attention to what someone is wearing. For some reason, I usually don't see
them down past their waist. For some reason, they are usually "legless".
Probably due to the fact that unless you are looking to see what they are
wearing, you will not notice it. You normally only pay attention to their face &
head (for telepathic thinking)
How
clearly did the deceased appear?
Spirits are usually
very clear, but I have had apparitions show me how they appear from energy to
almost an orb to a transparency w/an outline, then color, then full form with
full color.
How
much of the deceased did you see?
Usually only see them
from waist up. Except for times when they are dancing, etc. A relative is more
likely to show you their full body image. (Probably because that's how you
remember them). Strangers really don't care how you see them. They have no
earthly worries or expectations to live up to.
Did
the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
At the age they died
or at the age you last saw them.
How
healthy did the deceased appear to be?
Happy & Healthy. They
have no physical deformities or limitations.
Is
there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the
surroundings at the time of your experience?
Nope, they're all
people I've never seen before. I'm positive about that.
Did you smell a
distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
Uncertain
What
smell, scent, fragrance or odor did you smell?
With strangers, usually
no. With relatives, not so much smells but familiar surroundings you are used to
seeing them in.
Was
the smell, scent, fragrance or odor familiar?
n/a
Was
anything communicated by the smell?
Memories.
Is
there any possibility that the smell, scent, fragrance or odor was from any
other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?
No, my Grandma's
rose garden is NOT in my bedroom while I sleep.
How long did the
experience last?
No Sense of
time. Seemed like forever. However, realistically, it usually all happens within
2 hours at most.
Was the beginning
and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?
I've experience
both, but more typically sudden & spontaneous and uncontrolled.
Could you sense the
emotions or mood of the deceased?
Yes
Absolutely. It's all
feelings over there!
Did the deceased
give you information you did not previously know?
Sometimes.
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was
definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not
real:
More lucid & vivid than real life or any dream. The "good places" are more
colorful too!
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
No Nothing like a
dream.
Describe in detail
your feelings/emotions during the experience:
I've felt every emotion
at different times. Some scary, some happy, some peaceful, etc.
Was there any
emotional healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
Absolutely. Grateful
& very emotional. Sometimes just happy, sometimes sad or scary and sometimes
absolutely Heavenly. A feeling of closeness to God and a feeling of wanting to
worship God & being happy to do it! Has brought me to tears, down on my knees,
enlightening and blessed.
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
Too much to explain
here.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Describe:
My soul has, not
so much my "life".
Did you have
any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
Took several years though.
Did the experience
give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God,
etc.?
Yes
I don't think I should share that.
Death Compacts
are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies
first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a
compact?
Yes
Compact w/my family
members. No not the deceased I experienced.
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Uncertain
They have yet to happen.
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
Total and udder
THANKFULNESS. Blessed & enlightened.
Was the experience
witnessed or experienced by others?
No
No, although I
continually try to wake family members up with my astral body.
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
Yes
No sense of time.
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes
Yes, not sure to
share. God respects humbleness.
Did you become
aware of future events?
Yes
Have yet to see if
it happens.
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
Yes
Kinetic energy &
visions. Spirits seem to follow me around from house to house.
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain
Don't understand the
question???
Yes, see above.
Did you see a
light?
No
Did any part of
your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described
above?
Yes
Astral & Earthly
planes.
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes
Only family members mostly and only people I trust. I don't care about strangers
like you though because you don't know me & can't judge me. I have learned not
to tell a lot of people because sometimes they look at me like I'm nuts. I've
gotten negative feedback from professionals before. They look at me like I'm
crazy & I'm Skitzo. I don't tell them. People here judge. People over there
DON'T.
Have you shared
this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web
site?
Yes
Family, but nobody
has ever contacted me.
Is there anything
else you would like to add regarding your experience?
Would like to be in
touch with someone that is interested in doing serious research or would like
more info.
Were there any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
Uncertain
Not really I think.
I can have them whether or not I'm taking medicines, but I do notice more
"activity" when I've taken something to sleep like Benadryl, and I routinely
take a common anti-depressant for insomnia due to it's sedating qualities. I
have more activity when I'm in a DEEP sleep.
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
They keep happening
now. I have these experiences with the dead at least once a week. I'm used to
them now.
Did you ever in
your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other
spiritual event?
No
Did the questions
asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes
Except one, above.