Osman Experience
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Experience description:
It happened during a time in my life where I left an abusive aunt who only
favored her kids. She was angry with me for graduating high school.
I left to move to my mother and away from the aunt's abuses.
It was the aunt that raised me up and she always had some sort of mental
illness where she frequently talked to herself and only whipped me with wire and
not her kids. Seemed like she always
looked for the littlest things to attack me over.
I went running one morning with the intent to have an OBE since I read about
Robert Monroe's experiences and what he wrote about fascinated me. I slept on my
side and closed my eyes and imagined myself swinging back and forth as if on a
hammock and then all of a sudden I hear, feel and see a white flash in my head
area. I can then see the entire room
in broad daylight as there was plenty of sunlight coming into the room.
I feel this incredible sweet heavenly blissful cool energy.
It is a state that I did not even want to leave.
I was like more alive then I currently am.
It is like the life of this world is a dream compared to that state I was
in.
The interesting thing is that I did not even know that I had intention of
achieving OBE, It is as if the memories of my body and intentions remained back
in my body(my physical brain during my normal life can clearly remember all the
details of that other realm I visited)--and I couldn't even speak a language in
my own head. Normally I speak
English or Somali to myself in my own head when I am thinking, but in this state
those languages didn't exist. I
looked at my arm and I try moving it, but I see and feel a phantom arm move. It
is as if I am some sort of body that is super imposed on my regular body but in
another dimension. I regret not
exploring and flying or doing other fun things people do when they OBE.
I am pretty sure that is what they call the real time zone that I
projected into and I haven't had an opportunity to attempt it again for a decade
now, but I do occasionally get sleep paralysis.
The way I know that Out of Body experiences are very real is that I saw
through my own eye lids many times in the past while I slept.
I even heard a snoring one time while I slept in a dark room, but I was
conscious and I am pretty sure that was my body snoring.
Back to the OBE experience, I was confused as to what was going on after I waved
my phantom arm and I tried hard to exit that state and I found myself awake in
my body. Even though that state was
peaceful and tranquil and blissfull-I still for some reason got urges to get out
of it. Since that time I noticed
heightened psychic abilities and I think they came from the OBE.
I found out that I can know who is calling or what song is about to start
playing before they actually call or play the song (don't know if it has to do
with picking up radio waves before they arrive to the tuner or phone).
I also noticed that I get jobs and stuff easily when I don't make an
effort.
The sleep paralysis I often get at night happen when I change my sleep cycle or
when I specifically want to try an OBE, but that vibrations stage is scary and I
often see myself coming out of it.
If scientists can somehow hook some stuff up to me or use electromagnetic
sensors or something during this sleep paralysis/vibrations stage--I am sure
they can discover something interesting.
At the time
of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
No
Was the experience
difficult to express in words?
Yes
The blissful tranquil peace is something
hard to describe. One has to feel it
to know.
At what time during the
experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness? After that bang of
flash in my head, the only way I can describe it is a big bang of white light in
my head and then seeing through my eyelids.
After that experience I definitely believe we are beings in a multi
dimensional Universe and each dimension has its own rules.
The body is just a shell and fear and anger are just things in the
physical body.
How did your highest level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal
everyday consciousness and alertness?
More
consciousness and alertness than normal
More alive than normal.
This world and body is like being half alive or half awake.
Please
compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
I can see the whole room and everything through my eyelids and my awareness and
consciousness felt way more real than my day to day life.
Please
compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
The room was quiet, but I can hear bubbly wisps of
energy initially and afterwards no sound, but the room is visible and am highly
conscious.
Did you see
or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your
consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
No
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
Pure heavenly bliss beyond words can describe.
It is a sweet tranquil state that a person can exist in forever and still
be pleased.
Did you pass into or
through a tunnel?
No
Did you see an unearthly
light?
No
Did
you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable
voice?
No
Did you encounter or
become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by
name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?
No
Did
you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?
No
Did
you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?
No
Did
you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
Real Time Zone closer
to earth, but in a different dimension.
Did time seem
to speed up or slow down?
No
Did
you suddenly seem to understand everything?
No
Did you reach a boundary
or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you come to a border or point of no return?
No
Did scenes from the
future come to you?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly
life (“life after death”)?
Yes
Clearly obvious, if even the most Atheist
of Atheists were to go into that realm and experience what I did, pretty sure
they would no longer fear death and look forward to that after life.
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God
or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?
Yes
Anyone that experiences that extreme
heavenly bliss in that state I was in will also feel there is a God that exists,
the bliss also continued after I was back in my body.
At the mall and on a Bus stop, I noticed too lady feel Euphoric energy coming from ,
because they both smiled at me and looked at me even though I wasn't looking at
them.
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you
either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a
mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?
Yes
We are all part of a higher reality.
There is a hidden higher reality.
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s
meaning or purpose?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s
difficulties, challenges, or hardships?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?
Yes
Love is energy, peaceful blissful tranquil
coolness calmness etc.
During your experience,
did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not
shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?
No
Did you have a sense of
knowing special knowledge or purpose?
No
What occurred during your
experience included:
Content that was entirely consistent with the
beliefs you had at the time of your experience
The 3 major Monotheistic religions are not lying.
There is a God and there is an after life and higher reality.
As for Hell, I haven't verified, but I did taste a bit of heaven.
How accurately do you
remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around
the time of the experience?
I remember the experience more accurately than
other life events that occurred around the time of th
It is not something one can easily forget.
If I do end up getting it again though I will remember I had it in the
past.
Discuss any changes
that might have occurred in your life after your experience:
After that experience I was robbed while waiting
for a bus because I did not have a car at the time and the Robbers for some
reason were not able to find my Wallet at all.
I know I had it and it had $200 in it and I put a verse from the book of
my religion in the Wallet which may have helped keep it hidden from Robbers. 2
men were not at all able to find my wallet, I still find that hard to believe
that it happened, but anything is possible.
My
experience directly resulted in:
Large changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience?
Yes
Yes, now I know that we are all conscious and in higher dimension reality.
Do you
have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that
you did not have before the experience?
Yes
As described previously, some telepathy. When I let something go, it
doesn't mean my higher self let it go.
I believe we are all interconnected on a higher level of reality and bad
things we do on this earth to people don't go unnoticed and some form of justice
happens to wrong doers on earth.
This justice comes from a higher side via a higher reality.
Are there one or several parts of your experience
that are especially meaningful or significant to you?
That OBE was Epic, I want to get it again, soon I will go on a light run
and when my physical body gets tired, I will attempt it in a bright lit room
like I did back in that time.
Have you ever shared this experience with others?
Yes
I shared it with my sister and she thinks
I am crazy so I don't tell people anymore.
Others in their physical body can't comprehend such stuff is possible so
will assume either that I was dreaming or am crazy or lost my mind, and since
they hear of such a thing as people going nuts etc, they will think I have
become one of those people. It is
one of those things that I just don't talk about except to people on here in
NDERF. Ones that have had NDE's in
the past will understand me for sure, but people who are even in my religion and
believe in an afterlife will still think I am nuts even though they believe in
an after life. It is kind of funny
how they can believe in a spirit higher self and yet when they hear a story of
an out of this world experience by someone--they will label that person mental
or something. They contradict
themselves.
Did you have any knowledge
of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
Yes
I read some in the past.
But Robert Monroe was the reason why I decided to try an OBE and it
worked.
What did you believe about
the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:
Experience was definitely real
As said above experience was beyond real.
Pretty sure scientists can detect something by people who can claim OBE
so science can once and for all know that there is a deeper level of
reality--heck I think they already know.
Look at the spookiness at a distance that Einstein and other physicists
are puzzled about. Look at the many
people that report of thinking of a person before they get a call from that
person, or sensing something happened to a relative and they later find out
relative was injured or something.
Lots of proof and evidence in the world.
What do you believe about
the reality of your experience at the current time:
Experience was definitely real
same as above
Have your relationships
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have your religious
beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Uncertain
The experiences match what my religion talks about.
At
any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Is there anything else
that you would like to add about your experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes