Osman's Experience
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Experience description:
It started out with my
intention to project, I came from running and was feeling relaxed and an inner
happy peaceful feeling. I took a
shower did some stretching, put a light tape on my mouth to help it relax. All of the
reading I did on OBE's would never prepare me for what was to happen. I lied
down on my right side with my left hand between my thigh and my right arm in
front of me, sort of a fetus position. I had
never been more relaxed in my life. I closed my eyes and imagined myself
swinging from side to side on a hammock, after a few minutes I felt saw and
heard a bright white flash in my head accompanied by a bang sound. After
that, I could see the sunlit whole room more clearly and more real than before
and this enormous feeling of bliss was all around me and my eyes, it was a cool
heavenly feeling that is indescribable. I totally forgot I wanted to project so
I thought I was still awake in my physical body, I tried moving my arm which I
can clearly see, but I felt and saw this transparent arm waving, it was phantom
like. When I
looked around the room my eyes felt like water, they were light in weight. I
became confused and shocked at why my arm wasn't moving and I heard a lady's
voice calling my name, I thought someone came in the house so I tried my best to
wake up, after struggling for a few minutes I managed to wake up rested relaxed
and refreshed. I later found out their was no one in the house and came to the
conclusion that the voice was not physical. The
peaceful state of bliss which I experienced and would give anything to
experience again confirmed that the experience was real because this same state
of bliss is mentioned in numerous parts in the books, Bible, Quran etc. In the
following months of that experience and during many terrifying sleep paralysis
experiences at night, I noticed that I felt more energized and happy and some
people would stare at me when I am on the bus and in an elevator, I believe they
could sense the energy radiating from me. I also
found out that when I wanted something really badly and just forgot about it or
thought that I couldn't get it, I would find it when I least expected it, for
example I was working down in the mall of America underground shipping and
receiving dock, the loading unloading of the trucks made me very dehydrated and
I wanted to get something to drink but the nearest fountain was couple of floors
up near the shopping complexes, It was a long walk and I just thought I might as
well wait till my shift is over, on my way back, near the truck I was unloading
I saw an unopened 12 pack of Hawaiian punch, the chances of that laying their in
my path with all the people and trucks coming and going is very slim. I knew
someone had dropped it, but I believe it wasn't coincidence. These
experiences and countless other spiritual phenomenon I experienced hint to an
underlying reality and that there is more than the physical senses can detect. Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes
English is not my first language so bare with me.
Any associated medications
or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
Yes
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No response
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
More alert and more alive than I
currently am. After that, I feel that I am not 100% alive right now.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
No.
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
I believe I was in the same
space as my body but in a different body.
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
indescribable.
Did you hear any unusual
sounds or noises?
at first I heard cracking popping
sounds, my whole reality became like clear water, sound became very clear.
Did you see a light?
No
Did you experiment while out
of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No