Okskai Z's Experience
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Experience description:
At the age 17 I was going through tough faze in my life and it was one
of the reasons that I wanted to learn what is the meaning and sense of life .
At this time I heard about meditation techniques leading to out of body
experiences. I thought that I would like to try that . I was hoping that this
will help me better understand the world I'm living in. I was also curious if
this is possible at all.
One night I started my " experience " laying in my bed. I was laying
motionless with closed eyes , I was trying to relax. At first nothing was
happening, then after one hour I started feeling strange sensations in my body.
My heartbeat got slower and slower but I could still feel it beat strangely hard
.My eyes were still closed and I started seeing light flashes but the when I
opened them it was all dark around. I was still laying motionless and started
feeling my body " filling with energy " , I could feel pleasant euphoria that
started grow stronger and at some point I could feel mild pressure deep inside
my brain. I could describe this feeling as brain being " turned on " by switch.
All this energy that caused euphoria in my brain in split of a second escaped my
body upwards. I found myself out of my body, at first I could see only my body
then next I was looking at our planet Earth.
That's true that my out of body experience wasn't caused by illness or
accident or near death experience but it was unfolding the same way as those
experiences. Suddenly I realized that till now I was living in kind of half
dormant state and in this other state I am so much more knowledgeable.
First thing that amazed me it was the colors, I never saw such colors in
my life, the Earth was surrounded by hard to describe blue- violet- pink like
haze. The space was filled with this color haze as well and it was completely
translucent. I noticed that I can see at very long distance and at wider angles
than before. On the Earth I saw strange blue shining points and around the globe
I saw several human like silhouettes. Everything seemed so natural to me that's
why I wasn't afraid only curious. Suddenly strange feelings started entering me,
all kinds of memories from my life but only the ones that had impact on me.
Specific words and thoughts that led to deeds and feelings that I wasn't proud
of. This wasn't pleasant, it felt like experiencing myself whatever wrong I did
to others and sorrow I caused. After this I felt cleansed and light. Next I was
feeling that in 'distance' there is something that draws me to it like a
magnets, I knew that I want to go there but I didn't exactly know what it is, I
had this feeling that I belong there, like this is my home.
At first I didn't give up to this feeling but it got stronger and
stronger and finally pulled me and engulfed, it was like traveling with
lightning speed towards the source of light, I was in even deeper layer of
reality, I don't know how else to describe this. It was such a beautiful
feeling, like suddenly all my wishes came through. I was euphoric and I knew
that there is no boundary for all the love and knowledge I received, the more I
wanted the more I got.
At some point I got so much that I got completely ' lost ' in it and I
felt that I'm one with it. I got so much information about everything, whatever
question I had I got answer instantly like on interactive internet. I could feel
that this "knowledge" is present everywhere across the Universe. Everything was
known , why things happen, when and what will happen, what's the reason, what's
the outcome, why we act the way we act, what we feel, what we think. I
understood that everything happens the way it should happen, our deeds create
events but those are foreseen and determined ahead. Even the most horrible
things happen for reason and eventually over series of new events lead to better
outcome. It is hard to explain and understand unless you experience it.
When I came up with a question if there exists a life on other planets (
it was pure curiosity, in this state there is no secret, whatever lays in your
'heart' is formed as a question to which you get answer right away ) I got
possibility to observe from distance another planet with some different life
forms. When I wanted to get closer I could do that but only under circumstance
that I would never get back in my human body. I got reminded that there on Earth
I left a body that belongs to me. That was something that I forgot about with
all the emotions and flow of information that I received it seemed dimmed and
strange. When I got reminded about that I saw the Earth again and I could feel
its pulling force. I was still outside my body but I realized that there is some
kind of connection with it however I didn't see that 'silver cord' that some
used to mention, I just could feel that part of me is there. Suddenly I was
approached by shiny golden hue energy with humanoid form which asked me what I
have decided - do I go back in my body and continue with my life or choose new
direction. In some way it was scary feeling, that's how I would describe it. I
was communicating with this being in a strange way, not exactly by thoughts but
rather feelings. It knew what I feel and I knew its feelings. Its consciousness
was so clear that I could see my thoughts inside it. I could compare this to
mirror reflection of my soul , this way it was much easier to decide what I
want. In this form there are no lies, mistakes or misunderstandings just
whatever really is inside us.
So finally I decided to go back to this radiating suffering place from
the heavenly place that I just experienced. I realized that if I can help to
lessen the suffering on this planet during my life then it is worth it. After my
decision I got back in my body rapidly. I realized where I am, got up from the
bed and was still in a state of euphoria. I drank some water. I couldn't really
feel my body weight and I felt like I was sleeping for a week. In the dark I
could see some strange flashing points like speeding particles colliding. After
about half an hour all those feelings disappeared and got replaced with
disturbing feeling that now I am disconnected from the ' source '. It was very
painful feeling, I felt like I'm falling apart. It took me a while to get back
and get used to my normal everyday life. At the time of your experience was there an associated
life threatening event? Uncertain. This was the first time in my life that I
have tried out of body meditation technique and as a result my heart rate
gradually fell down to practically zero, I could feel that ( my out of body
meditation lasted for almost 3 hours ) Was the experience difficult to express in words ?
Yes. It is hard to describe all those colors,
feelings, thoughts, "views", information that I didn't experience while in human
body, there's not enough words for that. At what time during the experience were you at your
highest level of consciousness and alertness ? When I was in "heavenly place", this was a point when
I felt so knowledgeable and a part of source. How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal. I did
understand correlations , reasons why things happen. There was no doubt and no
fear just pure feeling of love, everything seemed so clear. Please compare your vision during the experience to
your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the
experience. I was always calm and quite happy
person but since my experience I see everything in different way- the life ,
myself, the others , deeds. I'm not saying that right now
there
are no clouds on my horizon , I
realize that I could be so much happier in this other place but I know that it's
not about my happiness only, especially in this short life. I became somewhat
reserved in many ways, my feelings calmed down, I became more aware of my
subconscious desires. Please compare your hearing during the experience to
your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the
experience. I didn't notice any change in my hearing. Did you see or hear any earthly events that were
occurring during a time that your consciousness/awareness was apart from your
physical/earthly body? Yes. While out of my body I saw energy points on
Earth. In split of second I traveled far away from my body so I didn't notice
other events. What emotions did you feel during the experience? Overwhelmed at beginning then
feeling of love and compassion followed by feeling of
cleansing and peace. Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Uncertain. I would compare my travel towards the light
to being sucked into the source of light. It wasn't exactly travel in time and
space but rather towards the deeper layers of reality. It is like a vortex in
the ocean that goes deeper into itself. Did you see an unearthly light? Yes. It was this source that pulled me towards it
right after I left my body, it can be described as unearthly light. Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence
or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being or a voice clearly of
mystical or unearthly origin. When I was looking at the Earth
from distance I saw human like beings that
looked like they are taking part in
some teaching, they were listening to their teacher. I could say that the source
itself was a mystical "being " being but it was so much more than that. Did you encounter or became aware of any beings who
previously lived on Earth who are described by name in religions( for example
Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc)? Uncertain. It' s hard to tell , I don't remember any
name being mentioned. What I experienced was more straightaway. My "helper"
golden hue being that helped mi decide where I want to go, had very high level
of knowledge and I was sure that at some point he lived on Earth as a human,
experienced a lot and that's why he was able to understand what I feel and help
me with my choice. Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased ( or
alive) beings ? No. Did you become aware of past events in your life
during your experience ? Yes. After I left my body I experienced intense
feelings and thoughts about things I did in my life, I re- lived them. Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm. After leaving my body I found myself outside of Earth
in the space .This as well as unearthly light can be described as unearthly
realm. Did time seem to speed or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once: or time
stopped or lost all meaning. It's hard to decide. I felt like I relived long life -
I learned so much and received incredible amount of information in such a short
time when you compare it to earthly time. When I stepped in the" light " time
lost all meaning. Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the Universe. I had a feeling that I am omni present and I can
understand everything and everybody. Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical
structure ? No. Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a definite conscious
decision to return to life. I got a chance to freely decide either I want to
continue my life in human body or not. However when I compared suffering on
Earth to this state of ultimate harmony I knew that I cannot
keep it for myself, others have to
understand that there are endless possibilities inside each one of us. It's part
of us from the moment we are born. Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future. It happened several times that I dreamt about things
that happened later on. During your experience did you encounter any specific
information/ awareness suggesting that there either is ( or is not) continued
existence after earthly life ("life after death")? Yes. I understood that human life is only very small
however important part of our existence. During your experience did you encounter any specific
information that God or a supreme being either does ( or does not) exist? Yes. I call it a "source ". Source of knowledge, everything
comes from it and returns there. During your experience did you
encounter any specific information/awareness that you
either did( or did not) exist prior
to this lifetime? Uncertain. I have some memories of "prior" lives but never really
paid attention to this, always thought that only present counts , whatever
happened before leads to present that's why present is most important. During your experience did you encounter any specific
information/ awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/ oneness
either does ( or does not ) exist? Yes. There is a connection between every being. The
higher the level of knowledge the tighter a connection. During your experience did you encounter any specific
information/ awareness regarding earthly life's meaning or purpose? Yes. I could feel very intensely suffering radiating
from our planet, sign of ignorance and lack of love. During your experience did you encounter any specific
information/ awareness regarding earthly life difficulties, challenges or
hardships? Yes. Same as above. During your experience did you encounter any specific
information / awareness regarding love? Yes. After this experience I reevaluated meaning if love
and now it means so much more for me. To me love is an imprint of the
Source/God. During your experience did you encounter any other
specific information/ awareness that you have not shared in other questions that
is relevant to living our earthly lives? Yes. I learned that the we all
should be less judgmental
and more understanding and
forgiving towards ourselves and others , it is very important. Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or
purpose? Uncertain. I think that what I experienced is achievable by
anyone, the only difference is that I know about this specific place ( I
remember it) while in the others it's in their subconsciousness .I would be glad
if more people would know about that and experienced what I did. What occurred during your experience included: Content
that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time
of your experience. Before my experience I had some kind of belief but
whatever I knew about religions was not enough for me, something was missing.
The picture of God that I knew before my experience has changed afterwards, it
got so much closer and personal. How accurately do you remember the experience in
comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember experience more accurately than other life
events that occurred around the time of it. I remember it much more accurately than any other
event, I couldn't even describe what I did yesterday as accurately as I
described my experience even though It happened 10 years ago. Although I feel
that lot of my experience is hard to express in words, it was so complex that
sometimes I catch myself having trouble with understanding it when I think back
about this. Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience: I had my experience when I was still young so it
didn't change me in such a way as it would if I have had established ideology.
However my behavior and relationships have changed, I became mire thoughtful and
compassionate. I value life much more than before. Quite often I find that I still know very little. I
don't give up to stress, don't sweat the small stuff. I pay bigger attention to my health, much bigger than
before but I don't go too far, don't want to live forever in this body. My experience directly resulted in : Moderate changes in my life. Did you have any changes in your values of beliefs
after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience? Yes. My relationships with other
people and with myself got stronger. Now I know for sure that life continues
after our
body dies. I experienced presence
of higher power. After all this I don't follow religion. Do you have any psychic, non- ordinary or other
special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Uncertain. Right after experience for about 30-40
minutes I felt very light like the gravitation didn't have effect on me. My
vision became much sharper, sometimes in my dreams I see future events, some of
this came through. I dream quite often about other worlds, beings. Are there one or several parts of your experience that
are especially meaningful or significant to you? It was very meaningful for me to
understand everything happens for a reason even if it's hard to understand and
accept. There are no accidents or mistakes. All our deeds are excusable. We are
condemning
ourselves
till we accept what we did. There
is no good or bad by itself, it's
a question of point of view. Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes. At first I told my closest family about my experience,
all together maybe 3 people within 1-2 days after it happened. I knew right away
that it will be hard to express everything with words, I just told them the best
I could, they were pretty interested in it and some were scared. After this I didn't talk too much about this, maybe
only on special forums where I could talk to people with similar experience.
Whenever a topic comes up I talk about this but never force my experience on
others. Did you have any knowledge of near death experience
(NDE) prior to your experience ? No. What did you believe about the
reality
of your experience shortly ( days
to weeks) after it happened : Experience was definitely real. I was so much more knowledgeable in this state. I
would rather question my present life events before I question anything that I
experienced in this state. What do you believe about the reality of your
experience at the current time: Experience was definitely real. At one point in my life I was searching for
explanation to my experience - something scientific .This topic however is not
too popular in scientific circles. Have your relationships changed specifically as a
result of your experience? Yes. I am avoiding company of some type of people
while I am looking for the other kind. I try to control what I say and what I do
to not hurt the others. Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices
changed specifically as a result of your experience ? Yes. I used to attend the church
in younger age but now
I do this only on special occasions
. Even without that I still feel close to whatever I " believe" in. I
experienced this so to me it's not belief anymore but knowing. At any time in your life has anything ever reproduced
any part of the experience? Uncertain. Once I had a dream that I died and entered
this place again, I could feel this love and oneness again but it didn't last
long, I woke up. Is there anything else that you would like to add
about your experience? Yes. There were so many questions so I don't think
that I left out anything. I described exactly all that I experienced. What could a national organization with an interest in
near death experience (NDE) do that would be of interest to you? I would read whatever comes out about this topic. It
is very important to share all those experiences with as many as possible. Are there any other questions that we could ask to
help you communicate your experience? This topic is quite hard to express, one can just try
the best to describe the experience. The more questions the better the chance to
express the experience. On the other hand if there are too many questions the
one tries to speed the process of answering. I think that amount of questions
you asked me was just right.
EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
Egy este el is kezdtem a 'k�s�rletemet' az �gyamon fekve.
L�nyeg�ben mozdulatlanul fek�dtem csukott szemmel �s pr�b�ltam ellazulni.
Eleinte nem is t�rt�nt semmi, gyorsan eltelt �gy 1 j� �ra, de azt�n elkezdtem
�rz�kelni szokatlan �rzeteket a testemben. A sz�v ver�sem megv�ltozott,lelassult
�s m�gis furcs�n erősen �reztem, de nem f�jt. K�zben csukott szemem ellen�re
f�ny felvillan�sokat vettem �szre, de ha kinyitottam a szememet teljesen s�t�t
volt. Tov�bbra sem mozogtam �s �reztem ahogy 'felt�ltődőm energi�val', legal�bb
is �gy tudn�m jellemezni, ez egyfajta kellemes, l�gy euf�ri�t kezdett el okozni,
ami azt�n fokoz�dott, folyamatosan egyre jobban. Eg�szen addig am�g �reztem egy
enyhe nyom�st az agyamban valahol m�lyen k�z�pen. Ahhoz tudn�m hasonl�tani ami
ut�na t�rt�nt mintha egy kapcsol� felkapcsol�dott volna az agyam egy pontj�n
olyasmi �rzet volt. A rengeteg energia ami a testemben az euf�ri�t okozta pedig
egy pillanat alatt felfel� szinte 'kiv�g�dott'a testemből. Ezt k�vetően a
testemen k�v�l voltam, egy r�vid időre l�ttam csak a testemet, ut�na szinte
kiszippant�dtam onnan(legal�bb is ehhez tudn�m hasonl�tani) �s m�g jobban
d�bbenve n�ztem, hogy k�v�lről n�zem a F�ldet.
Igaz nem a klasszikus baleset okozta testen k�v�li, illetve hal�l
k�zeli �lm�nyk�nt kezdőd�tt, de egy�rtelműen �gy folytat�dott.
Ahogy d�bbenten r�j�ttem, hogy mi is t�rt�nhetett alig tudtam
elhinni, hogy ez lehets�ges, de m�gis sokkal val�s�gosabb volt minden. Mintha
addig csak egy f�lig alv� �llapotban �ltem volna �s ez az �llapot tűnt sokkal
tudatosabbnak.
Elősz�r a sz�nekn�l tűnt fel, hogy olyanokat l�tok amilyeneket
eddig m�g nem. P�ld�ul a F�ldet k�r�lvette egy k�kes-lil�s-r�zsasz�nes nehezen
le�rhat� sz�nes felhőszerűs�g. Illetve az űrben aminek s�t�tnek k�ne lenni is
�rz�keltem egyf�le mindent �that� halv�ny lil�s-r�zsasz�neshez hasonl�that�
k�d�t, ami teljesen �tl�that� volt. �szrevettem, hogy nagyon messzire ell�tok �s
j�val nagyobb sz�gben �rz�kelem a teret magam k�r�l. A F�ld�n m�g 'l�ttam'
furcsa k�kesen izz� nagy energia pontokat, amiket nem tudom igaz�n micsod�k,
illetve n�h�ny embernek tűnő alakot is l�ttam a bolyg� k�r�l, de nem
foglalkoztak velem vagy csak nem �rz�keltek.
Minden olyan term�szetesnek hatott egyre ink�bb ahogy ebben az
�llapotban voltam, emiatt nem f�ltem, de nagyon k�v�ncsi lettem. Furcsa �rz�seim
t�madtak, elkezdtek eml�kek z�porozni bennem az �letemből, de azok csak amik
nagy hat�ssal voltak r�m addig. Bizonyos szavak, gondolatok amik tettekhez
vezettek, �rz�sek amikre nem voltam b�szke stb... Ez nem volt kellemes mintha
minden kellemetlen vagy �ltalam okozott m�soknak kellemetlen tettet �jra �t�ltem
volna saj�t magamon. Ezt k�vetően viszont egyf�le megtisztul�s �rzetem volt,
mintha valami neh�z teher esett volna le a v�llamr�l. Nyilv�n nem volt hangom
abban a helyzetben, de ahhoz tudn�m hasonl�tani mintha ord�tottam volna egy
nagyot f�jdalmamban, de azt�n megk�nnyebb�ltem teljesen.
Ekkor �reztem, hogy a 't�volban' van valami ami nagyon vonz mint
valami erős m�gnes, �reztem hogy oda akarok menni, de nem tudom megfogalmazni mi
volt az, csak azt �reztem hogy oda tartozok, hasonl� az otthon �rzethez. Eleinte
ellen�lltam ennek az �rzetnek, de egyre erősebb lett. V�g�l mint egy vill�mgyors
utaz�s egy f�ny forr�s fel�, �gy tudn�m le�rni oda vonzott mag�hoz teljesen ez
az �rzet. Olyan volt mintha egy m�g m�lyebb r�teg�be utaztam volna a val�s�gnak,
nem tudom m�shogyan le�rni. Teljesen k�rbe fogott ez a f�ny, mindenhol
�rz�keltem ahogy bele ker�ltem. Csod�latos �rz�s volt, mintha minden kellemes
amit csak szeretn�nk megval�sulna ahhoz tudn�m hasonl�tani azt �rzetet, amit
ebben az �llapotban vagy 'vil�gban, dimenzi�ban' tapasztalni lehet. Teljesen
euforikus �s k�zben tudtam, hogy ez az eg�sz amiben vagyok tudatos, tele
szeretettel amiből min�l t�bbet k�v�ntam ann�l t�bbet kaptam egyszerűen nem volt
hat�ra.
Egy bizonyos ponton annyit kaptam, hogy szinte teljesen 'elvesztem'
benne mint egy�n �s �reztem ahogy egy� v�lok az eg�sszel, �rz�keltem, hogy tele
volt inform�ci�val tud�ssal mindenről, ami csak megjelent k�rd�s m�r kaptam is
az inform�ci�t r�la, mint valami interakt�v internet. Volt egy pont ahol
teljesen �reztem, hogy mindenhol jelen van ez a 'tudat' nincs hely az
univerzumban ahol nem. Emiatt teljesen meg�rtő, mindent tudott mi mi�rt t�rt�nik,
mi mi�rt fog, ki vagy mi, mit mi�rt tesz,�rez, gondol. Pont emiatt nem �t�lt el
semmit, mert mindent meg�rt �s mindennek az ok�t �tl�tja, m�g a meg nem t�rt�nt
val�sz�nű v�gkifejlet�t is tudja. Meg�rtettem, hogy minden �gy t�rt�nik
ahogy t�rt�nnie kell, nem nagyon tudom m�shogyan le�rni, a tetteink sz�lik a
t�rt�n�seket, de ezek nagyban meghat�rozhat�ak �s előre �tl�that�ak egy bizonyos
szinten. M�g a legborzalmasabbnak tűnő dolgok is okkal t�rt�nnek, amik v�g�l
olyan esem�nyekhez vezetnek amiből valami �j rem�nytelibb esem�ny sz�lethet.
Neh�z megfogalmazni �s meg�rteni is ha nem tapasztalja az ember ezt.
Mikor előj�tt bennem a k�rd�s van e m�s bolyg�n is �let (csak
term�szetes k�v�ncsis�g volt, ebben az �llapotban nincs titok, ami a 'sz�vben'
van az r�gt�n elő is ker�l k�rd�sk�nt amire j�n is a v�lasz bizonyos m�dokon)
akkor megkaptam a lehetős�get, hogy t�volabbr�l is megn�zhessek egy �lettel
lakott a F�ldtől elt�rő m�sik bolyg�t. Amikor k�zelebb akartam menni csak azzal
a felt�tellel lehetett volna, ha nem t�rek vissza az emberi testembe, erre
kaptam egy�rtelmű utal�st. Eml�keztet�st kaptam, hogy a F�ld�n van egy testem
ami hozz�m tartozik. Erről t�nylegesen meg is feledkeztem, olyan sok inger �s
inform�ci� �rintett r�vid idő alatt, hogy ez teljesen elhalv�nyult akkor, sőt
kifejezetten idegennek tűnt a dolog.
De mikor ez előj�tt, �jra a F�ldet l�ttam m�r k�v�lről, mintha
amire gondoln�k ott teremn�k, mag�hoz h�zott ami �rdekelt. M�r �gymond �jra
egy�nk�nt �rz�keltem magam, a f�ny vil�g tudatosod�s�b�l 'kiv�lva', de intenz�v
eml�kk�nt bennem. Olyan jellegű tudati �llapotban voltam �jra mint mielőtt ebbe
a forr�sba visszat�rtem volna, de anyagi test n�lk�l m�g, mint k�zvetlen�l test
'elhagy�som' ut�n. Teljesen nem hagytam el az emberi testemet egyf�le k�tőd�s
maradt, de nem l�ttam azt a bizonyos 'ez�st zsin�rt' amit szoktak eml�teni csak
�reztem, tudtam hogy egy kis r�szem ott van.
Ezut�n egy f�nyes, arany sz�nű energia alak, aminek humanoid
emberszerű form�ja volt k�zel�tett meg, valami�rt azt k�v�nta tudni hogyan
d�nt�k. Visszat�rek e a testembe �s folytatom ahol abbahagytam, vagy befejezem
�s m�s utak fel� indulok. Egyf�le k�s�rő volt, �gy tudn�m le�rni. Furcsa m�don
kommunik�ltunk, nem csup�n gondolatok r�v�n, hanem �reztem amit �rez �s ő is
�rezte amit �n �rzek. Tudta amit gondolok �n is amit ő. Annyira tiszta volt a
tudata azt egy�rtelműen �szrevettem, hogy j�form�n csak az �n viszonylag a (hozz�
k�pest) mondhatni kev�sb� letisztult �rzelmeimet �s gondolataimat l�ttam benne
viszont. Kicsit olyan volt mint egy l�lekt�kr�t mutatott volna �nmaga �ltal �s
�gy sokkal k�nnyebb volt eld�ntenem, mit is akarok, hogyan d�nts�k, l�nyeg�ben
seg�tett nekem. Itt nincsenek hazugs�gok, �nbecsap�sok, megt�veszt�sek, az van
ami t�nylegesen benn�nk van �s az alapj�n is hozunk d�nt�seket.
Sz�val v�g�l arra jutottam, hogy nem sz�vesen j�v�k vissza egy
messzire kisug�rz� szenved�st �raszt� helyre, ebből a paradicsomi �llapotb�l.
Viszont m�gis tudtam, hogy ha csak egy kicsit is seg�thetek hogy kevesebb legyen
ez a szenved�s �s nem n�velem azt, m�r van �rtelme visszamennem n�h�ny
�vtizedre. Mert l�nyeg�ben azt meg�rtettem, hogy itt a F�ld�n is az lenne a c�l,
hogy a forr�shoz (Istenhez, de nem tudom megfelelő e ez a titulus) tudatosabban
csatlakozva, egy minden form�ban j�val szenved�s mentesebb a t�nyleges vil�gunk
�tfog�bb ismeret�vel l�tezz�nk emberk�nt is. Ami pedig egy ahhoz hasonl�
szeretett teljes �llapotnak �rhat� le mint ami a forr�sban is jelen van. Sajnos
ettől m�g �gy tűnt messze 'vagyunk'.
Sz�val �gy d�nt�ttem, hogy visszat�rek a testembe, majd ez gyorsan
meg is t�rt�nt. Magamhoz t�rtem, felkeltem az �gyb�l nagyon euforikus �rz�sem
volt egy darabig, illetve szinte olyan �reztem mintha lebegn�k, mik�zben mentem
ki hogy igyak egy poh�r vizet. Sz� szerint nem �reztem a test t�megemet �s
teljesen fel voltam t�ltekezve, mintha egy h�tig aludtam volna folyamatosan. A
s�t�tben egy darabig �rz�keltem furcsa felvillan� pontokat, mintha a gyorsan
mozg� r�szecsk�k �tk�z�seinek a felvillan�sait l�tn�m de nem tudn�m megmondani
mi volt ez konkr�tan. Viszont �gy f�l �ra eltelt�vel ezek az �rzetek eltűntek �s
j�tt helyette egy nagyon kellemetlen �rz�s, ahogy r�d�bbentem mennyire el vagyok
z�rva ettől a 'forr�st�l'. Ez nagyon sz� szerint f�jdalmas volt, �gy �reztem
�sszeroppanok. Azt�n szerencs�re valahogy siker�lt erőt vennem magamon �s sz�p
lassan visszat�rni az �jra megszokott emberi h�tk�znapokhoz, de ez az�rt időbe
ker�lt.
Illetve a forr�s maga egy tudatos "l�ny" volt mondhatni, de ann�l
az�rt t�bb.
Valamint testembe visszat�r�s előtt, egy "energia l�ny
Viszont mikor �sszehasonl�tottam a F�ldi szenvedős k�r�lm�nyeket
azzal az �llapottal ami t�k�letes harm�ni�nak nevezhető, valami�rt �gy �reztem
ezt nem tarthatom meg magamnak �s m�soknak is meg kellene tapasztalnia �rtenie,
a benn�nk rejlő szinte korl�tlan lehetős�geket. Ez m�r sz�let�s�nktől fogva a
r�sz�nk, de nagyon nehezen �bred�nk r�.
Emiatt illetve a tapasztalat miatt, milyen ezzel az eml�kkel
emberk�nt le�lni egy �letet �gy d�nt�ttem, hogy visszat�rek abba a testbe amibe
itt megsz�lettem.
A vall�s mint c�l arra, hogy t�rekedj�nk megismerni mi is ez az
eg�sz amit �letnek, l�tez�snek nevez�nk �s a benne l�vő miszt�riumokat, �gy
gondolom eredetileg egy inspir�l� dolog volt. Ma m�r ink�bb az ellent�te sokszor,
�gy vettem �szre.
Gyakrabban �rzem, hogy nagyon keveset tudok m�g a dolgok
műk�d�s�ről.
Kev�sb� jellemző r�m hogy stresszes lenn�k, k�nnyebben �lem meg a
dolgokat, esem�nyeket ak�rmilyen kellemetlenek vagy nehezek is, de a
kellemesekkel is ugyan �gy vagyok.
A testem eg�szs�g�re igyekszem odafigyelni m�g jobban tal�n mint
előtte, ez�rt eg�szs�gesebb is vagyok, azonban nem �rzem hogy ezt t�lz�sba k�ne
vigyem. Nem akarok v�gtelens�gig �lni ebben a testben csak am�g sz�ks�ges,
semmivel sem tov�bb.
Gyakran �lmodom m�s vil�gokr�l, l�nyekről.
K�sőbb azt�n nem igen besz�ltem r�la �vekig, csak hasonl� t�m�j�
f�rumokon kerestem t�rsas�got ahol olyanokkal tudtam besz�lni akik tapasztaltak
ilyesmit. Majd egy hozz�m k�zel �ll� szem�lynek �jra besz�ltem r�la majd 8 �v
eltelt�vel. Sz�val sz�vesen besz�lek r�la annak akit �rdekel �s valahogy a t�ma
felj�n, de nem erőltetem, főleg hogy sok ma elterjedt n�zettel ellent�tes, ami
az erős szem�lyis�gű emberek sz�m�ra csak vita forr�st jelent.
Ma is azt gondolom, hogy teljesen val�s�gos volt ez az �lm�nyem. A
tudatoss�ga a tapasztalatnak �s az �vek alatt ki nem t�rlődő eml�ke is ezt
bizony�tja sz�momra.
�gy tapasztaltam, hogy tudatoss�g f�ggv�nye ez nem is annyira az
esem�nyek�. Orrunk előtt is lehet a "f�nyvil�g" ha nem vagyunk azon a
tudatoss�gon nem sokat fogunk �t�rezni, �t�lni belőle.
What could a
national organization with an interest in near death experience (NDE) do that
would be of interest to you? Igaz�b�l b�rmit ami ezzel
kapcsolatos tapasztalat vagy ismeret ebből ad�d�an, sz�vesen olvasom. Valamint
nagyon fontosnak tartom, hogy ezeket az �lm�nyeket meg lehet �gy osztani
m�sokkal is, akiket ez �rdekel. �gy tal�n seg�ts�g�re is lehetek m�soknak ezzel,
akik ezt kutatj�k.
17 �vesen kiss� nehezebb �letszakaszomban j�rtam �s t�bbek k�z�tt emiatt is,
szerettem volna tudni mi �rtelme az �letnek egy�ltal�n, illetve mi�rt olyan
amilyen. Akkoriban hallottam a test elhagy�sos medit�ci�s technik�kr�l, �s
gondoltam ha t�nyleg lehets�ges ez, akkor ki k�ne pr�b�lnom. Rem�ltem k�zelebb
ker�l�k ahhoz ez �ltal, hogy meg�rtsem jobban a vil�got, de �nmag�ban is
�rdekelt t�nyleg lehets�ges e ez egy�ltal�n.
At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
Uncertain Akkor �ltemben elősz�r kipr�b�ltam egyf�le test elhagy�sos
medit�ci�s technik�t. Ez konkr�tan azzal j�rt (amit csak �rzetileg tudok le�rni,
mert a pontos folyamatot nem ismerem), hogy rengeteg energia termelőd�tt bennem,
�s ezzel egyidejűleg a sz�vver�sem szinte 0-ra reduk�l�dott fokozatosan, ezt
�reztem is (ehhez k�zel 3 �r�t medit�ltam folyamatosan).
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes
Sok �rzetet, sz�nt, gondolatot, "l�tv�nyt", inform�ci�t amit emberk�nt nem
tapasztaltam, szavunk sincsen r�, neh�z k�rbe �rni.
At what time
during the experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness?
Egy�rtelműen mikor a "f�nyvil�gban\dimenzi�ban vagy mennyorsz�gban" voltam, az
volt a pont ahol legtudatosabbnak �reztem magam a forr�s r�szek�nt.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal Mint m�r eml�tettem,
�rtettem az �sszef�gg�seket a dolgokban. Az okokat, okozatokat mi mi�rt t�rt�nik.
Nem volt k�tely, f�lelem, csak tiszta szeretet �rzet �s teljesen �tl�that�
t�rt�n�sek.
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that
you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.
Egy�bk�nt is viszonylag nyugodtabb, vid�m ember voltam, de ezt
az �lm�nyt k�vetően, teljesen m�sk�ppen l�tok mindent. Az �letet, magamat,
m�sokat, a tetteket. Azt nem mondom, hogy jelenleg felhőtlen�l boldog lenn�k,
hiszen tudat�ban vagyok, hogy enn�l j�val boldogabb is lehetn�k m�shol. Viszont
azt is tudom, hogy nem kifejezetten az �n boldogs�gom a fontos, főleg egy r�vid
�let idej�re. Kiss� visszafogottabb lettem ezzel egy�tt sok mindenben, �rzelmeim
nyugodtabbak lettek, a tudat alatti v�gyaim j�val tudatosabbak lettek, de jobban
�tl�tom mi�rt vannak, illetve kev�sb� tartom fontosnak a v�gyaim hajkur�sz�s�t.
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that
you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.
A hall�somon sok v�ltoz�st nem mondhatn�m, hogy tapasztaltam, de
lehet csak nem tűnt fel.
Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that
your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
Yes Amit l�ttam az mag�n a F�ld�n l�vő energia "foltok" vagyis annak tűnő
term�szeti jelens�gek voltak. Mivel pillanatok alatt messze ker�ltem a
testemtől, sok m�s dolgot nem �rz�keltem.
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Megd�bbents�get
eleinte azt�n felszabadults�got, szeretetet �s egy�tt�rz�st. Ut�na
letisztults�got �s teljes nyugalmat.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Uncertain �n az
utaz�st mikor a f�ny fel� mentem, �gy tudn�m le�rni, mintha nagyon gyorsan
mag�ba szippantana ez a f�ny forr�s. De nem kifejezetten t�rben �s időben val�
utaz�s, sokkal ink�bb a val�s�g m�lyebb r�tege fel� tudatosul�s. Mint egy
v�zt�lcs�r az �ce�nban ami csak �nmag�ba m�lyebbre megy.
Did you see an unearthly light? Yes Maga az a k�zeg ami
mag�hoz vonzott, nem sokkal a testemből kil�p�s ut�n f�ld�nt�li f�nynek is
le�rhat�.
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an
unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice
clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Mikor F�ldet �rz�keltem k�v�lről, �szrevettem embernek mondhat� l�nyeket hasonl�
k�zegben mint amiben �n is voltam a "testemen k�v�l", akik mintha valami
tan�t�son vettek volna r�szt, volt egy tan�t�juk akit hallgattak. Nem tudom kik
vagy mik lehettek ők.
Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth
who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha,
etc.)? Uncertain Neh�z megmondani, mivel semmilyen
megnevez�sre vagy n�vre nem eml�kszem, hogy eml�tettek volna ilyesmit. Enn�l
sokkal k�zvetlenebb volt amit tapasztaltam. Nem tudn�m biztosra mondani ez
alapj�n. De tudatilag a "seg�tő" nagyon magas szinten volt, tippelni viszont nem
akarok, azt tudom hogy m�r �lt a F�ld�n emberk�nt, meg�lt sok mindent, ez�rt is
tudta teljesen meg�rteni mit mi�rt gondolok �rzek, �s ez alapj�n seg�tett nekem
d�nteni.
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?
No
Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?
Yes Nem sokkal testemből val� kil�p�s ut�n, �reztem olyan erőteljes
�rz�seket, gondolatokat, amiket tettem �s ezeket �jra �t�ltem. Illetve l�ttam
magam k�v�lről 1-2 szitu�ci�ban ami a m�ltamban t�rt�nt.
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly
mystical or unearthly realm
A testemből val� kil�p�s ut�n, gyorsan a F�ld k�r�li űrben voltam. Szinte
biztosan amiatt, mert r�szben szerettem volna megismerni t�bb mindent a vil�gb�l
�s ebbe gondolatba ez a ter�let is beletartozott. Illetve a f�ny vil�g ami egy
m�g m�lyebb r�teg�nek tűnt a val�s�gnak, szint�n ide sorolhat�.
Did time seem
to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be
happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Nehezen meghat�rozhat�. L�nyeg�ben olyan volt mintha le�ltem volna egy hossz�
�letet az emberin bel�l, olyan sok inform�ci� �radatot kaptam egy egy�bk�nt
viszonylag r�vid idő alatt ha a F�ldi �r�t n�zz�k. Mikor a "f�ny vil�gba"
bel�ptem, teljesen időtlen k�zegbe ker�ltem, ez�rt mondhatni ott elvesztette a
jelentős�g�t.
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the
universe
Egy v�gtelennek tűnő pillanatban �reztem, hogy jelen vagyok minden�tt, �s ez
alatt egy�rtelműen �gy �reztem mindent �s mindenkit meg�rtek.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a definite
conscious decision to return to life
A lehetős�get megkaptam, hogy szabadon d�ntsek folytatom e az emberi �letemet
vagy sem.
Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future
Előfordult az�ta, hogy �lmodtam olyat ami azt�n megt�rt�nt velem, de olyan is
ami csak r�szben val�sult meg.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly
life (�life after death�)? Yes Egy�rtelműen tapasztaltam,
hogy az emberi �let csak egy nagyon kis, de l�nyeges szelete a l�tez�s�nknek. A
folytat�lagos l�tez�s a klasszikus �rtelemben nem teljesen �llja meg a hely�t.
Az amit szem�lyis�g�nknek nevez�nk itt, az �let�nkkel lassan felold�dik �s
letisztul. �gy vettem �szre, hogy kisgyerekekn�l l�that� milyen is az, mielőtt
egy�nis�g�k kialakulna tiszt�n azok akik egy�bk�nt is, csak kev�sb� tudatosan.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist? Yes
Ezt az egyszerűs�g kedv��rt "forr�snak" nevezem. A tudatoss�g forr�sa, minden
ami tudatos belőle ered �s t�r vissza oda. Jelenl�te �that mindent �gy
tapasztaltam.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?
Uncertain Bizonyos eml�keim vannak, illetve j�ttek felsz�nre az�ta
"előző" �letekről. Nem foglalkoztam vel�k m�lyebben, mert neh�z biztosra venni
ezeket bizony�t�kok n�lk�l. �gy gondolom mindig a jelen a l�nyeges, a t�bbi
esem�ny�nk mind csak �t ami a jelenbe vezet, ez�rt mindig a most a fontos. Ebből
nem tartom b�lcs dolognak a tud�s mer�t�s�t, kiv�ve ha term�szetes m�don j�n a
felsz�nre adott szitu�ci�kban.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not)
exist? Yes Minden tudatos l�tező k�z�tt kapcsolat van. A
tudatoss�g min�l m�lyebb szintje fel� megy�nk, ann�l szorosabb �s �rezhetőbb a
kapcsolat mindennel �s mindenkivel.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding earthly life�s meaning or purpose? Yes Nagyon
erőteljesen lehetett �rezni az emberek szenved�s�nek kisug�rz�s�t az eg�sz
bolyg�r�l. A tudatlans�g �s a szeretetlens�g keserűs�g�nek tudn�m le�rni.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding earthly life�s difficulties, challenges, or hardships? Yes
Nagyon erőteljesen lehetett �rezni az emberek szenved�s�nek kisug�rz�s�t az
eg�sz bolyg�r�l. A tudatlans�g �s a szeretetlens�g keserűs�g�nek tudn�m le�rni.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding love? Yes A szeretet mint fogalom
�t�rtelmeződ�tt �s t�bb tartalommal rendelkezik sz�momra, ezut�n a a tapasztalat
ut�n. A szeretet ahogy �rtelmezni tudom a forr�s\Isten "lenyomata", hogy jelen
van vel�nk, m�g akkor is ha mi kev�ss� tudatos �llapotunkban alig �rz�kelj�k.
Mondhatn�m azt is, hogy kisug�rz�sa a mindenhat�nak, ami persze �ltalunk,
rajtunk kereszt�l az ő r�szeik�nt is kinyilv�nulhat sokszor.
During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information /
awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living
our earthly lives? Yes �sszefoglalva amit nagyon fontos
tanuls�gnak tapasztaltam, hogy min�l kevesebbet �t�lkezz�nk magunk �s m�sok
f�l�tt, pr�b�ljunk min�l megbocs�t�bbak lenni �s meg�rtőek (val�ban pr�b�ljuk
l�tni �s meg�rteni az okokat mi mi�rt t�rt�nik, ez nagyon fontos). Ne m�st �s
m�sokat okolni a probl�m�k�rt az �let�nkben, akkor sem ha l�tsz�lag k�lső
forr�sa van a probl�m�nknak. Mert minden rajtunk m�lik mindig, a "kis" egy�neken.
Ha minden egy�n csak saj�t tetteire, gondolataira, besz�d�re figyelne oda �s
felelőss�get is v�llalna az�rt amit tesz, minős�gben rengeteget javulna az
�let�nk, minden szinten.
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?
Uncertain Igaz�b�l azt tudom, hogy ez amit �t�ltem b�rki sz�m�ra
el�rhető, emiatt nem gondolom hogy b�rmiben is k�l�nleges lenn�k. Az egyetlen
k�l�nbs�g csak abban van, hogy �n tudat�ban vagyok egyfajta vil�g ismeretnek (teh�t
eml�kszem r�), ami m�sokban tudat alatt van. Annak �r�ln�k ha ez t�bb ember
sz�m�ra tudatosabb lenne �s min�l t�bben tapasztaln�k meg amit �n is
What occurred during your experience included: Content that was both
consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your
experience Az �lm�nyem előtt is rendelkeztem egyf�le hittel. De nem
igaz�n el�gedtem meg azzal amit vall�sokr�l tudtam, �rzetem hogy valami hi�nyzik
belőle. Az a fajta Istenk�p ami a tapasztalatom előtt l�tezett bennem igen csak
�talakult. Sokkal szem�lyesebb �s k�zelebbi lett. El sem tudtam k�pzelni előtte,
hogy ennyire tudatos szinten lehets�ges "valaminek" a l�tez�se.
How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events
that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the
experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time
of th J�val pontosabban �s r�szletesebben eml�kszem r�, mint b�rmi
m�sra. Konkr�tan a tegnapi napomat nem tudn�m ennyire pontosan felid�zni mint
ezt az �lm�nyemet, pedig m�r t�bb mint 10 �ve t�rt�nt. Igaz �gy is �gy �rzem,
hogy rengetek mindent nem tudok �tadni belőle �r�sban sem mert annyira �sszetett
volt �s n�ha �n magam is nehezen fogom fel, mikor eml�kezni kezdek r�. Maga az
�rz�s amit akkor �t�ltem az ami legink�bb elhalv�nyult az idő alatt �s persze az
a fajta tudatoss�g. Ez�rt is neh�z pontosan visszaadni ezt az �lm�nyt.
Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:
Mivel viszonylag el�g fiatalon t�rt�nt velem ez az �lm�ny, nem okozott akkora
v�ltoz�st mintha egy teljes vil�gn�zettel rendelkeztem volna. Viszont �gy is az
emberekkel val� kapcsolatom, viselked�semen jelentősen v�ltoztatott. J�val
megfontoltabb vagyok �s jobban odafigyelek m�sokra is. Az �letet nagyon
fontosnak tartom, jelentősebbnek mint előtte. Furcsa m�don a
tudom�nyos-materi�lis ismeretek sokkal jobban vonzanak, de nem nagyon tudom ezt
elv�lasztani a spiritu�lis ismeretektől.
My experience directly resulted in: Moderate changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience? Yes Fontosabbnak
tartom m�s emberekkel �s �nmagammal val� kapcsolatot mint előtte. Megerős�tette
bennem, hogy van l�tez�s a fizikai test�nk elpusztul�sa ut�n is �s egy nagyon
magas tudatoss�g� szintű l�ny jelenl�t�t is megtapasztalhattam. Ezzel egy�tt
kev�sb� lettem vall�s k�vető.
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your
experience that you did not have before the experience? Uncertain
Az �lm�ny ut�n �gy 30-40 percig k�l�n�sen k�nnyűnek �reztem magam, mintha nem
lenne hat�ssal r�m a gravit�ci� �s k�l�n�s f�nyeket �rz�keltem (ez hamar elm�lt).
A l�t�som �lesedett, ezzel egy�tt jobban zavar az erős f�ny, ak�r term�szetes
ak�r nem. N�ha vannak előre l�t� �lmaim, volt ami meg is val�sult. Stabilabb
vagyok �rzelmileg, de m�g is �rz�kenyebb bizonyos "pozit�vnak" mondhat�
�rzelemre.
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful
or significant to you? Ami nagyon jelentős volt sz�momra
mikor meg�rtettem, hogy minden �gy t�rt�nik ahogy megfelelő, m�g ha neh�z is
elfogadni, meg�rteni sz�munkra. Nincsenek v�letlenek �s mindennek oka van. A
tetteink ak�rmilyenek is megbocs�that�ak. V�gső soron egyed�l �nmagunkat �t�lj�k
meg �s el, eg�szen addig m�g el nem tudjuk fogadni amit tett�nk. A nehezen
elfogadhat� tetteink mind tudatlans�gb�l t�rt�nnek, m�g a sz�nd�kosak is. Olyan
hogy j� �s rossz �nmag�ban nincs, ez mindig n�zőpont k�rd�se. De azt is �rhatn�m,
hogy minden tudattal rendelkező l�tezőben benne van "Isten", min�l tudatlanabbak
vagyunk ez ann�l kev�sb� �rz�kelhető �s ann�l jobban szenved�nk.
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes Elősz�r
csal�don bel�l osztottam meg ezt az �lm�nyemet ott is csak legk�zelebbi 3
csal�dtaggal, 1-2 nappal az esem�ny ut�n. R�gt�n tudtam, hogy igaz�n nem fogom
tudni elmondani szavakba �nteni ami t�rt�nt amennyire tudtam az�rt elmondtam.
�rdekelte őket, de volt aki megijedt ettől, olyan is aki elfogadta, de nem
�rtette meg igaz�n, ami persze �rthető. Olyan is volt akinek volt hasonl�
�lm�nye ez�rt jobban elfogadta ezt.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your
experience? No
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to
weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real
Sokkal tudatosabb voltam abban az �llapotban. Mondhatn�m azt is, hogy a mostani
�letem val�s�goss�ga j�val megk�rdőjelezhetőbb mint amit a testen k�v�li
�lm�nyem sor�n tapasztaltam. Egy�rtelműen tudtam akkor is, hogy ez a vil�gunkba
egy j�val tudatosabb m�lyebb szinten val� betekint�se lehetett. Fel sem mer�lt
bennem, hogy nem volt val�s, csak megd�bbentem hogy ilyen is l�tezik.
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:
Experience was definitely real Volt egy időszak mikor kerestem
magyar�zhat� ok�t ennek a tapasztalatnak. Teh�t valami tudom�nyosat. De azt
kellett tapasztalnom, hogy ezzel a t�m�val sőt �ltal�ban a tudat műk�d�s�vel nem
igen foglalkoznak tudom�nyos k�r�kben. Vannak r� pr�b�lkoz�sok, de olyan hat�rt
kell ennek meg�rt�s�hez �tl�pni, amit műszerekkel egyenlőre nem igen tudunk
m�rni.
Have your
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Bizonyos t�pus� emberek t�rsas�g�t kev�sb� keresem, m�sok�t
pedig jobban. Pr�b�lok min�l kev�sb� gondot okozni m�soknak �s jobban
odafigyelni arra amit teszek vagy mondok.
Have your
religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience? Yes Templomba j�rtam
r�gebben, ezt az�ta nem igaz�n teszem csak bizonyos alkalmakkor. E n�lk�l is
k�zel �rzem magamhoz azt amiben "hiszek". Pontosabban amit meg is tapasztaltam,
teh�t nem csak hit sz�momra m�r hanem ismeret.
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the
experience? Uncertain Volt olyan �lmom amiben konkr�tan
meghaltam, ezt k�vetően ebbe a f�nyvil�gba ker�ltem �s �jra �reztem ezt a
szeretetet �s egys�get. De nem tartott sok�ig hamar fel�bredtem.
Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?
�gy gondolom minden l�nyegeset le�rtam ami most eszembe jutott.
Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience? Yes A k�rd�sek
soksz�nűs�ge miatt �gy gondolom nem hagytam ki semmi fontos r�szletet. Teh�t
pontosan le tudtam �rni amit tapasztaltam. M�r amennyire szavakban ez
visszaadhat�.
Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your
experience?
Ez egy el�g nehezen le�rhat� t�mak�r, igaz�b�l csak k�r�l �rni lehet. Sz�val
min�l t�bb a k�rd�s ann�l pontosabb az �lm�ny le�r�s. Viszont a t�l sok k�rd�s
arra �szt�n�zheti az embert, hogy elsiesse a dolgot. Sz�val �gy gondolom ennyi
k�rd�s bőven elegendő, legal�bb is sz�momra.