Experience description:

I have a memory from the other side for a long time now.

I was in a void and could not see anything. I did not have a sense of cold, heat, or emotions like anger.  I did not have a body. I was floating around at great speed, toying and playing around. I realized that I was an orb and light as a feather. I was so happy floating in  every direction.

I was waiting in line, like in an airport waiting to check in.  Every thing was white and there were other orbs like me.

I remember choosing my life.  I didn't want to miss out since everybody was doing it. The beings with me were male energy to my right and female energy to my left. I was presented with thousands of different planets, and worlds to live in. There was something like a screen. I saw a futuristic, metropolis city. It was a very advanced civilization.  In another screen picture, I saw a reptilian-humanoid being.  He just got out of the cave to view the landscape. It was night and dark blue, rocky world. It was overwhelming to choose just one life and I did sense that there was a pressure to hurry up. The guides with me recommended that I go to the earth planet earth. Next, I decided which family I would have, in what year I wanted to incarnate, and what life I would have. I had three or four options to choose from. It was again recommended that I choose one family over the others because it was more advanced.  I saw glimpses of what that life would be like and I saw that I would get to experience life in other countries. I saw what my body would look like. This life would be much more relaxed in comparison to the other options, but I would suffer internally. Life after my 20s would be a struggle, but I would live into my 80s or 90s. From the point of my orb self, I was excited for this life and I knew that this was not going to be easy but it was the easiest from the other options.  As an orb, I didn't really understand how much suffering there actually is.

I also remember telling them that I want to remember this discussion.  There were now three beings discussing whether to let me have this memory. 

The next memory is of me, floating over planet earth.  I felt pressure behind me to hurry up and get through some device or tube.  It was like I was magnetically sucked through this tube.  I was instantly afraid as I was shot, like a bullet, to earth at great speed. I said to myself to remember this memory. I willed it. I wanted to explore the earth as floating orb with that much freedom. I said or thought to myself, that I was going to research everything about this planet.

Then there was a flash of light and boom, darkness again.  But now, it was so warm and occasionally I felt that I was being fed with milk. That was strange since I, as my true self, do not need anything such as food.  I remembered everything being blue.  I was a baby, opening my eyes as I saw my father and mother.

I remember slowly shifting from a 3D perspective of me perceiving my body, to the first perspective as my mother was calling my name. That is where I finally realized that I was inside that body. I was excited and ran to the mirror to see.  As I looked, I realized that it was not me and I was in a body. I was surprised that I could move my hands for the first time.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?      No     

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          Uncertain    

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No     

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?    normal

            Was the experience dream like in any way?  no

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   No     

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          realization

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?         no

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?         Uncertain     I was in infinite void    

Did you meet or see any other beings?         Yes    orbs like and guides/beings to help me choose. Not sure if I knew them. I was choosing what planet I would live, my family, and the life I would have and whether I would retain this memory

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?         No     

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes    my life script I saw only glimpses

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No     

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         Uncertain    

Did you become aware of future events?      Yes    my life script, I saw only glimpses        

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?   no, everything is the same

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No     

Have you shared this experience with others?       No         

What emotions did you experience following your experience? a sense of realization that I am actually playing a game

What was the best and worst part of your experience?          best part is that I remembered thia. I wouldn't say it is the worst but concerning was fear and pressure when choosing and going to earth.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? yes there was a pressure behind the choosing process.  I felt fear when being shot like a bullet to the earth

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No     
       

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