Neeraj M OBEs
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Experience description:
One fine day, On Sunday July 1987 , I took the breakfast and came to my
hostel room (Surat, India) for taking a nap. As I was trying to get relaxed,
suddenly I felt that I am just getting died for no apparent reasons. My breath
became very short and I was feeling that i am not able to breath.
As I tried to open my eyes, out of fear, I saw that My head is just about to
touch the ceiling and my body is lying on bed.
At that moment of OBE, I felt that I am very powerful and filled with LIGHT.
Also a lot of light is emanating from me. As if i am a SUN but not heated one.
Also a very peaceful feeling drawn over me.
After little time, I again saw my body and thought whether I am dead or alive?
And now in a split of a second I was again in my body.
This was the first experience of this kind to me. After this experience, i
searched over internet and found this was OBE. After that i tried my self for
such experience many times. On many occasions, I saw black tunnels sometimes and
then returned back due to fear, some time I felt tilting away from my body, half
upside down etc.
But my first OBE was spontaneous and very powerful one.
After such experience corporate life and social life is a bit difficult for me
because people consider me innocent and soft spoken and take advantage of me
whereas I have a general loving feeling for all the creatures.
At the time
of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
No
Was the experience
difficult to express in words?
Yes
the feeling of power fullness and peace is
inexplicable. I can only feel that but it is impossible to speak or even imagine
it .
At what time during the
experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness?
when i felt that i am dead, and tried to know who
I am. I felt very powerful, more powerful than sun.
How did your highest level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal
everyday consciousness and alertness?
More
consciousness and alertness than normal
i felt very powerful, more powerful than
sun. peace emanated from within.
Please
compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
i felt very powerful, more powerful than sun. peace emanated from within.
Please
compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
nil
Did you see
or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your
consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
No
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
peace and powerfullness
Did you pass into or
through a tunnel?
No
Did you see an unearthly
light?
No
Did
you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable
voice?
No
Did you encounter or
become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by
name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?
No
Did
you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?
No
Did
you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?
No
Did
you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?
No
Did time seem
to speed up or slow down?
No
Did
you suddenly seem to understand everything?
Everything about myself or others
more peaceful, fearlessness and confident
Did you reach a boundary
or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you come to a border or point of no return?
No
Did scenes from the
future come to you?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly
life (“life after death”)?
Yes
i felt that body is just a covering around
me. I am much powerful, light and peaceful.
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God
or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you
either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a
mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s
meaning or purpose?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s
difficulties, challenges, or hardships?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?
Yes
i felt there is so much love and peace all
around us. there is no fear or death.
During your experience,
did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not
shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?
No
Did you have a sense of
knowing special knowledge or purpose?
No
What occurred during your
experience included:
Content that was both consistent and not consistent
with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
How accurately do you
remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around
the time of the experience?
I remember the experience more accurately than
other life events that occurred around the time of the experience
Discuss any changes
that might have occurred in your life after your experience:
earlier i used to be angry very often but after
this experience anger is no where.
My
experience directly resulted in:
Large changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience?
Yes
more belief in god and soul and deathlessness of soul
Do you
have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that
you did not have before the experience?
No
Have you ever shared this experience with others?
No
Did you have any knowledge
of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
What did you believe about
the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:
Experience was definitely real
more realistic than earthly experiences,
dreams etc.
What do you believe about
the reality of your experience at the current time:
Experience was definitely real
Have your relationships
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have your religious
beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
At
any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes
many times after that i have felt obe but
not so vividly
Did
the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes