What happen next is a little faded, as it happen over a year ago, but it said to me that it was not my time and I had more to do.  I am unsure if this meant more for me to do to be able to pass or more to do in life.  It said I need to go back down as I was going back down. I pled not to send me back.  I was unsure if I was going back to earth or somewhere else, I felt an extreme sense of sadness come over me.  I pled to stay and I went back the same way I came up. 

I went very fast down back into my body as I awakened. I was gasping for air and jumped up. I still was not feeling well, so I laid back down unaware of what just happen.  I did not come aware until after I was no longer sick. I have not told anyone in fear that no one would believe me or think that it was hallucinations or crazy. The very few people I have told think it was an hallucination but I had hallucinations throughout the night.  These hallucination were more like dreams that I came in and out of.  They were way less vivid and not like I what I had experienced.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   No 

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes     it is a think you have to see to understand

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    close to the start

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal    I processed things quicker

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   I guess I could see better

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   I am unsure if hearing was same or different

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   Yes  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   mostly calmness and happiness until the end extreme sadness  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   Uncertain   I don't know if it was a tunnel or if I was being carried

Did you see an unearthly light?   Uncertain  

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   No  

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   A clearly mystical or unearthly realm

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   Yes

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (�life after death�)?   Yes  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Yes  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   Yes  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   Yes  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s meaning or purpose?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   No  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   Uncertain  

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your exp  

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience
 
My experience directly resulted in:   Slight changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Yes  

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   No  
   
Have you ever shared this experience with others?   No 

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   No  

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real  

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was probably real  

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   No  

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes