Natalia's Experience
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Experience description:
I know
exactly what ECMs are.
I was VHI
positive; currently I have AIDS in an advance phase, it started there.
Sometimes,
I completely forget about the time or conscious of my body, everything starts in
my own funeral, I watch everything in third person�I see my family crying,
hugging me, talking to me�and my body lies there in a coffin. I feel the
suffering of each one of them, their love for me, I am receptive and I canalize
all in me. I approach them, when they cry they transmit me their sorrow and I
cry too. If they are remembering me with love they fill me with love. Everything
passes in real time, in black and white though, there is no colour, I see myself
in a coffin, I watch myself thoroughly and I can�t believe, I try to tell them
that I am there with them, they don�t see me or hear me though.
A whole day passes when I see a road or a tunnel (all in black and white)
Something impulses me, pushing me towards the tunnel, at the end of it there is
a white light extremely shiny. In the tunnel I completely forget about the time,
I am slowly suspended, I feel wonderful in peace with myself; at the same time
my whole life goes in front of me like a flash of lightening. All people I met,
situations I have lived, sensations that I felt, it is overwhelming, so much
that I want to reach the light�I feel that my people is there, that after all I
will see each other again and will be together and I want to get there, but at
the same time I feel for the one I leave in life, yet I perceive that something
is missing with the alive people, I have the sensation that I can decide and
everything ends�
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
At what time during
the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and
alertness?
During the experience my conscious level is high
Durante
toda la experiencia mi nivel de conciencia fue alto
How did your highest
level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your
normal every day consciousness and alertness?
Normal consciousness and alertness
During the experience my conscious level is high
Durante toda la experiencia mi nivel de conciencia fue alto
Did your
vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception
degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes Some
moments of my experience were in slow motion, others in black and white.
En ocasiones habia momentos de la experencia que pasaban
Did your
hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect,
such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
No
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?
fueron muchas y de diversa indole: tristeza, alegria, amor,
Did you pass into or
through a tunnel or enclosure?
Yes era una especie de
tunel o de camino en blanco y negro que se iba estrechando
Did you see a light?
Yes al final
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
Yes vi a mis familiares fallecidos a un lado y a mis familiares vivos en
otro lado nadie se comunico directamente conmigo, pero era
Did you
experience a review of past events in your life?
Yes
Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
No
Did you
see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
Yes
Did you
have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
How did
you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real
How do
you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Have
your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did the
questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes