Narendran's Experience
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Experience description:
This
experience started as a strange dream when I was in sleeping. One might even
consider it an OBE experience. Usually I trace out few dreams after i make
conscious but none of them very lucid like this one. Before i
was going to bed, I focused on infinite intelligence. I could not see
anything except after seeing all the gloomy, faint light places, i finally ended
up near the water like or semi water-like material. i do not know exactly
how to describe it. Then i started to sleep. Suddenly i
got conscious (still in sleep) that something was behind my bed. I tried to see
it. I saw a very dark FIGURE about 7 feet tall standing there. That
presence gave unknown fear to me. I started chanting a protection MANTRA
so that that "figure" would get away from me. A few
minutes afterwards, I noticed the figure was still there. It ordered me
(but not in words) to come. I was adamant against following the figure.
The figure forced me to follow. The moment i thought that figure pulled
me, it did not even reached near to me but some how it did pull me. In the
next second, i was traveling over a path or tunnel covered by light. The
experience was like traveling through a huge pipe, but i could see other space
materials. The travel was fast but lasted only seconds. I found myself in
the open upstairs of some house. A middle aged lady was there. She was
like a white light having a grey or black long tail that would extended even at
the steps and i did not see where it ended. I asked
her where am i and she said it was T Nagar and some street (this is not more 10
kilometers from the place where i live). She applauded me that i too was
white and the color of my lips were orange. She asked whether i was Hindu,
and i said, "yes." She told me that i should travel here and there in a
matter of fact tone (no voice actually). It was assumed that traveling
this way was no big deal. At that moment i felt sad that i miss my home
and i have to do more things in my life. I do not
know what happened after that. i found myself in another place where i saw some
kids. They were all not from rich people's kids ,but they seemed middle
class kids and some men was also there but i could not see them very clearly.
I also saw the light pipe/tunnel which was far away from me in the sky. I asked
one of the kids what was the place name. One kid told me it is Karunium
(in English it can can be called, pity or Mercy). One asked me in helping
away to take bath in a short pond in helping manner, and i did. I saw my
neighborhood uncle. He came to me and said that i need not stay in this place
and helped me to return home. All this
happened in my dream. i found myself in my bed. I do not know if someone
has given me life again or simply it is dream. If anybody had similar kind
of dream, please contact me.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
Nothing. I did not take even headache pills/balms
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Uncertain
Most
of the part of the experience could be express but there might be other things
,well i am not sure...
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I
think it was Moderate
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
I do not know
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Really
do not know
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
It is mixed.
First i was in fear, then i felt homeless after that i had a feeling to give
some thanks to somebody
Did
you see a light? Yes,
i saw a light
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
yes
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
I think it
is out of body only, or else what it could be?
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Yes. I think
the special knowledge is helping others
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
Finally, I understood love and to help one another is needed before peep into
Infinite intelligence
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
No
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
Yes,
i shared with my parents. They said I was taken to death and come back with the
help of some spirits/Angels.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
I felt i still
had luck to return to home
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
Worst part is
the fear aroused due the unknown fierce looking FIGURE and nice feeling to come
back to home
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes,
To my
best
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