Nadia C's Experience
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Experience description:
I went
back to Italy for several years because, while vacationing there, I met my
husband and He told me to wait for him to finish his study so we could come
together. While I was in Italy with him, (this was 4 or 5 years ago) he had
bought a motorcycle, (he already had another one HONDA, but he liked this kind
INDURO, because you could seat on a more relaxing position and other
reason that I do not know and do not care, because I do not like to ride
motorcycle. I have had already two small fall from it, one while riding with one
of my brother, another while riding with my other brother. So, I was not so
crazy about my boyfriend motorcycle.....I did not feel safe at all.....The story
is the following: One day I
was laying on the bed, and I was awake and imagining my boyfriend and I riding
the new motorcycle, and strangely, I did not feel tense while riding, I was
almost enjoying the ride. I saw in my mind a car crossing the road and my
boyfriend hitting it in the middle while I was flying under the car, and I saw
myself going under the car and I was ready to feel the cracking noise of my neck
bones because the wheel of the car was suppose to cross my neck! All at a sudden
I interrupted my day dream that I was having with my eyes open, and I told
myself: why should I have another accident with the motorcycle? A lot of people
ride motorcycle, it does not means that they all have accident! This is just my
own fear that creates this images! I swear
to God, few days later, I had the same identical experience - only it was real
this time. We were coming from the beach, and strangely enough, I was not tense
as usual, and I was even enjoying the ride! All at a sudden, just like I already
imagined days in advance, a car crossed the road and my husband hit the car and
the accident was identical in all details even the fall under the car with the
wheel almost crossing my neck! Even there I was ready to feel the cracking noise
of my neck bones, but, thanks God, the wheel stopped just next to my neck!
Identical to the day dream I had! I still feel shaky when I think about it! AND GOD
CREATED THE WORLD And God
created a beautiful world for all His creations. So many amazing beauties, so
many animals, so many flowers, so many human races�. Each and
every of His creation is so unique in his spectacular perfection and diversity,
and everything knows how to fit perfectly in His world. Human being, the last of
His creations, has not yet learned how to live in harmony with his surroundings
and his different brothers. He gave us diversity to make us richer and not
poorer. We are so
lucky to exist in this fantastic world, but we are also so foolish to dishonor
His love with hate, his creations with destructions, the life He has give to
everything and everybody with death. Who are we
to use His name to inflict pain and death to His children? Who are we to use His
name to gain power and control over our brothers? We are the shame of his
Creation. Let's stop
going against God. God is love and life. Let's all live together in peace in
His world meant for all of us. Let's learn to love one another just like He
does. Let's live up to His expectations. Let's all
work together today for a better tomorrow, for ourselves, for our children,
because they too have the right to live in this world; love is the only path
that leads to life; hate leads to death. God is
life, God is love. Let's all pray God to help us to make some sense in our
minds and some love in our hearts. Amen. What was
your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was
relaxed in bed, during daytime, taking a little rest, and this thought just came
into my mind and I watched it just like a movie, or when you picture things in
your mind and you can actually see them.
I did not hurt myself, but as soon as i could get into my sensed, I got
hysterical and I started to cry and to scream that I did not want to ride the
motorcycle anymore, I wanted to go home by bus! When we got home, I was so
shocked, I felt like a very powerful electricity inside my body, and I was
scared of the doubled experience I had gone through, not the accident itself.
The cat when saw me, he got scared and saw I had some more spiritual dream, very
profound one.
I was asking about the human race.....why people are the way they are.....and
the answer was....that when we are born, we are just like seeds. we have all our
physical and spiritual characteristic inside of us. Some have the seed of art,
some leadership, some science etc....according to where and when this seed find
itself, if the ground if fertile, if there is sufficient water, it the
temperature is appropriate etc... it can sprout and if all the conditions are
met, it can develope into a beautiful plant, otherwise, it can adjust itself to
survive but never become what it was meant to be, or it can die if the
environment is too hostile of if the seed is too delicate......The voice told me
that we have all the answers that we need all around us, we have to learn to
read and understand them....we have to learn to see with our heart not with our
eyes.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
It is the kind
of experience we have almost everyday, when we imagine things in our mind and we
actually can see the pictures of the event we are thinking about, and of course,
we are awake, riding the bus, laying in bed, waiting on line, how do they call
them? Day dreams....I think....
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No response
I
cannot say it, it was just like many ordinary day dreams.
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
I was shaken
and I interrupted the dream when I was about to die, and I wonder why should I
have such a terrible accident? So many people ride motorcycle, they are not all
having accident! This is just fear in my mind that creates this images! This is
what I have told myself calm down.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
Not in this
particular event, I usually have loud noise in my head and electricity in my
body when I am getting an out of body experience, that I have notices, it
usually manifests itself in time of strong emotional stress, or sometimes,
extreme physical tiredness. Just the moment that you begin to relax your body,
it takes over, and take control of the body and release it. Now I have not had
them for almost a couple year may be, now that I really like them, I lost fear
and I need to investigate this event, it just slides away. I was thinking that
it may be because, I am much more relaxed and happy, and strange enough, even my
monthly period (which used to be terrible unpredictable and extremely late, like
every 2 or 3 months sometimes!) now that I am in a better state of mind, I am
rather regular, and I regret not having my oob experiences, I wonder if there is
a way to induce them, I would like to know so i can do my own experiment....I
have the need to understand what the hell is inside this brain of ours! Maybe I
will never understand, but this does not mean, that I do not have to try.....
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No response
I did
encounter other entity, but during my oob experiences, and not during the day
dream I am talking about. This encounters are like, if you close your eyes in
front of a person, and you know the person is there even if you cannot see it.
But in this experiences, you can perceive the essence of the person, you can
talk exchange thoughts without talking. It is frightening only when you come
back in your body and you mind begin to make some sense out of it but you cannot
find it! What is it? What does it mean? Do many of us have this things but we
are embarassed to talk about them?
Did
you see a light? Not
on this particular day dream. But I have seen it several times, when I was so
depressed I wanted to die. I saw the light, I felt the love of the light and a
sort of angelic music. I was not afraid to die anymore, and I knew it was not my
time yet....I had thing to take care of on this earth, even if I could not see
them at the moment, they were there waiting for me. It was right. My life was
connected to the life of many and brought many changes....in better, how one
life can interact with many other lives is incredible....Sometimes I feel like
in a sort of movie like �life is wonderful� all the pain we have to go through
is justified and welcome if it is necessary to make things better, and then you
can lay back and see how many things you have done with your life, how many
hearts you have touched, how many lives you have magically changed, how much
happiness you have created....When I will die, I know I have done many of the
things I was set to do....no matter how much they have hurt me, even the pain is
welcome, if at the end it brings great joy, to you and to your family, friends,
and to occasional people you may meet only once in your life or you may never
meet. I am grateful even for the terrible things happened to me, because without
them, I would have never been able to appreciate in full this life, I would have
never been able to understand what I understand now and and enjoy all the
blessing I have now....
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
not
in this particular case of day dream, or premonition dream (i do not know how
to define it) but I had done it several times on other occasion when I had oob
experiences...Twice I was even told that they felt my presence in the house even
if they knew I could not possibly bee there, in fact one was my boyfriend, he
was looking for me around the house because he knew I was there but he also knew
he could not see me and the same ting happened to my boss, he was looking for me
in his house even behind the door! I was a little scared because I did not mean
to create this situations. I was just imagining to go there....that was all.
This two event happened in the same year, I was about 21 years old and I had a
lot of terrible family problems and personal problems....The two events have
been spontaneous, and I have tried to do it on command, but I was never able to
do it again at will. I really tried hard, but I never succeeded again. These
events took place in Rome, Italy.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No response
As I
have mentioned earlier, I saw the all accident I had few days later in all small
details while I was awake and laying in bed in daytime to take a little rest. I
was completely relaxed.
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
No response
It
seemed and ordinary day dream, even if there was something different, I cannot
recall it now...
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
I did
not have any of these on my premonition day dream that we are talking about, but
I had these experiences many times while having oob travel.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Not
in the event we are treating of my day dream that turned to be a premonition
dream. I know that feeling, because I have it during the oob, and sometimes I
was even able to realize that I was having an oob and I was trying out new
things, like trying to look at myself, go through solid objects...etc..
Did
you become aware of future events?
I
realized that it was a future event, when it actually happened after few days
and all the details and even feelings matched perfectly the premonition day
dream. I still feel sort of strange about it. There is something that I cannot
understand, but is here and exist, we cannot understand it, we cannot conceive
it with our mind limitations, but it is here and we are part of it.
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No
response
In
this instance, I do not think it was an oob experience, because I could see the
future and not the present, but I realized it was the future only when the event
took place in all his details....
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
I had
oob before, since the age of 19. I did not know what they where because the
first time they were very traumatic. I used to fight off this extremely powerful
feeling. They started first with a loud noise in my head, which would increase
to the peak level almost unbearable, simultaneously, my body would paralyze and
I would feel a sort of electricity starting from my extremities and going
gradually inside my body. The apex of the electricity and noise would create a
sort of near explosion that I would fight off with all my strengths, and as soon
as i would come to my senses, in my joins, I would still fell a powerful
electricity, and I would be soaking wet with perspiration. Several time when I
got up in this state, I told my mother what I was experiencing, and I was crying
and all shaken up, She told me that another girl was having the same thing and
she was terrorized to stay alone in the house because this powerful force would
take possession of her body. Then my mother advised me to see a neurologist,
which did not even listen to what I was saying but dismissed the all thing
saying that we young people are full of strange things....I was very upset he
did not help me at all and he did not even tell me what it could be...and my
mother remarks did not help me ether. Then. one day I just decided to surrender
to this powerful force and see what would happen. The worst would be dying
anyway, so I had to die anyway someday, I I could not live in that condition
terrorized to relax for the rest of my life? No, I had to face it! When I stop
fighting this force, after a climax of electricity and ringing noise in the
head, I had my first oob. Since the, I had so many, and in the last few year, I
even experimented few things while in that state.....The fanny thing, was, that
every time I could always see the room where I was, in all detail, I could even
hear the radio in the background, but it was a different way of seeing, not just
in front of you, but perceive the all room. I could always see my body laying,
and all the other things o people in the room....Then, I realized, I was not
crazy, because I found out, other people have this experiences too. So, this is
only one function of the mind that we do not know yet very well at all, and that
we are just beginning to study....
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
I
knew there was something that I could not understand, But I had touched it and
lived through it.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
I am aware that
there is more than the yes can see, there is so much that i do not understand,
but it does exist and it manifests itself to me in several way, maybe because I
am not supposed to leave this world yet, and there is still some homework for me
to finish. I do not know.....But I also know, if I need help and comfort,
someone, I cannot see, is always helping me to get up when I fall, maybe because
I have to continue this journey without getting lost or discourage by all the
negative encounters i have along the path of my destiny. This is only one
hypothesis. I do not know....But I know for real, every time I was near the end,
I always received some help and I was to get out of the worst trouble....
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No response
I do
not know, maybe it gave me more strength when I had to face some terrible
hardship the following years....Some how, I knew that every things, no matter
how terrible they would look at that time, they were phase of life I fad to go
through and I had to give my help in resolving painful situations, no matter how
much it would hurt me, it needed to be done, and ad long as I followed my heart
and my soul, I know I would always do the right things, even if nobody could
appreciate e realize my work, but I knew I was doing every thing out of love and
that somebody was guiding me and giving me strength to fight the numerous life
battles for every body goodness. Now I can see the fruits of my numerous
sacrifices. My broken family is again together. Many of my impossible dreams
have come true, and it brings tears to my eyes when I think about it and I feel
profoundly touched. There was a reason why at a certain point of my life I had
to go back to Italy for several years. Now I can see what somebody from above,
has helped me to do. I know that without his power and his love, I could not
have done any thing. I thank again this entity, this force, I do not know what
to call IT. I know that He also told me that I cannot go toward the light of
eternal love yet, because, my journey is not over yet, and I have to help other
human beings....He told me not to aspect any thanks from the people I may help,
not because they are bad, but because many times their souls are still naive and
they are still not aware of many things ....but I know that sometimes, the the
right word, at the right time, can change even the life of a stranger.....can
give someone a second chance to rethink over, to consider another option, to
open a door never noticed before.....I was told that I must pass to other the
chance I had, and do this because it is the right thing to do, not for some sort
of reward......
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
With
a lot of people and friends. But very few have taken me seriously...
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
When the
premonition day dream came true, after the accident I was completely out of my
mind and hysterical. I had other two accident with the motorcycle (one with one
with one brother, and another with my youngest brother) but I did not get so
scared like this time, because this time I had seen all the accident in all
details few days early and it was too much for my mind to handle! I had a very
powerful electricity and vibration inside my body, and even the cat, when I got
home, got scared when he saw me. He was able to fell my emotions! Incredible! He
swell up like a balloon! And I realized that one second you are here in this
world, and the next one you may not exist anymore! I felt like if i were
dreaming, and this was a second chance given to me. A second life. A second
opportunity. I had to use it properly.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
When I found
myself under the car and I was ready to feel the creaking noise of my neck bones
been broken by the wheel of the car passing over. I tightened myself ready for
the end that did not come, but it was interrupted one second earlier, just like
the daydream. I think that this would be a little too much for almost every body
to handle....
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes