Minitha's Experience
|
Experience description:
This
is a strange feel or vision I can say, where everything I do and see is fast
forwarded this has occurred about some 10 times till now. I'm very much awake
when this happens. even I can see everyone around me normal with their
activities. I become speechless and I try to analyze or observe myself sitting
in a corner, even then the fast forwarded feeling goes. after about 5 minutes
everything gets normal with me and then I tell this to d person with me at that
moment. But that person would have not observed any changes in me...with this I
can say its a feeling in my inner mind, this keeps me in a state of confusion,
but only for some time.
Last week when I was
studying for my next day exams this happened. I could not continue to study
after this. So I closed my book and went to sleep.
my friend felt its a
silly created story.
my sister did not
understand what I meant about.
my cousin felt very
strange about it, asks me about that experience when I meet her.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
No I've told this
to many of my friends and cousins, they either feel strange or they just ignore
that topic.
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No I feel its as
normal as anything. But I want to know why this happens often only with me.
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I'm normal awake and
conscious of things around me, I also try to avoid that, try my best to control
myself and continue to do my work, when this happens.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
no its not a dream I'm
awake when this happens to me.
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain I just
feel a little bit of separation of my body from consciousness...but most of the
time I try to control myself and act normal.
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
strange emotions like,
I'm ignored in this world, I'm not up to the mark in life, I feel I'm left
behind in this fast moving world.
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
no. everything around
me is normal except my mind.
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
I keep
thinking about it for some time and later I forget about it.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes Ive told this
to my friends sister and my cousins.
What emotions did
you experience following your experience?
I feel blank, alone,
strange, pressurized, unsuccessful.
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
best: it has never
affected me physically or mentally (but only for some time)
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes