Mike T's Experience
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Experience description:
The
purpose of my experience/experiment is to find the answer to what it is that
feels so close but I cannot see it nor no what it is. Maybe by OBE I will be
able to understand what it is. First of, OBE came upon me at the age of
14. I has frightened my entire being as it happens almost everyday until I was
21. Then I learned how to control it and not experience it as fright anymore. Today is
Jan 13, 2003. I have thought back to a time when I opened my eye in an astral
projection. It changed from grey, night vision, to very colorful vision, day
vision. I walked through a bush into a path. I saw half human/ half creature
like that of the Egyptians. I met a young lady with curly black hair that knew
me by identifying my inner nature which only I know and I saw people riding a
serpent down a river. She said I used to play with her when we were young. So today I
thought and try it again to open my eye while it is close. It makes perfect
sense that if your eyes are close and if you try to open them, but not the
physical eye, eventually something will happen. This will be the second morning
that I try this. Within 20 minutes of experiment, my eyes open. To my amaze it
work just as I thought. My physical eyes were still close, but my spirit eye was
open. And upon their opening, so my spirit was free from my body as will. I look
around the room, it look the same. I feel there was a lot of energy, vibrating
all around the room. I notice that if I focus on one thing, I can't see it too
well. The trick to looking was to look at the whole room. There was color aura
emanating from the room as well. I thought
to move my arm and they moved. I thought to lift my upper body from my bed and
it lift. Then I thought, its 10 am now and I better feed the kids. So I went
back into my body. In the process, I can't move my physical body. I feel as if
I'm really weak. When I fit into my body I was able to move slowly, eventually I
got up and feel stronger then ever. I was amaze how quickly it took to feel
strong performing OBE this way. Did you
notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
No
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
100%
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
No
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
The
form was like that of a shadow. I can feel it and as being darker but did not
matter to me so I did not look at it.
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
Energy
vibrations like it was bouncing around the room. And I can hear the noise of the
vibration.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
Yes, as above.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did
you see a light?
No
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
It
was the same as reality in my room.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
I am
not ready to cross the boundary today, but I will when I feel ready, for my
answer is beyond the boundary.
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
I
have to come back to feed the kids.
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes
Yes,
I've been doing this since I was 14. It was forced upon me. I do not know why.
My first time was a second reality; I saw the Indian dancing from the entrance
door to my room. It did not come close to me, it dance next to my door and I
could see it from the corner of my eyes, for I could not move. Later in the
years I notice that spirits do not come close to me even though I was frightened
to death.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
If I
don't learn to control what ever it was, I was going to die because after the
first time when I was 14, it happened almost every night and each time always
someone try to pull or suck me in. It was very frightening.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
All I could say
was I could not sleep after that first night I cause I was afraid I might die in
it. But after the age of 21, I have control over it because either I die or it
die. I guess I scare it.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Yes,
I either die or the dark spirit die. I'm not afraid to die anymore, I've had it.
So it ran of after realizing that.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
The
first time that it happened, age:14, they were very quite. I don't know why. I
did not tell my parents though because I did not like what the shaman because
they will ask a shaman to perform a ritual.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
age 14, fright.
Now, learn as quick as I can to move to my spiritual lessons, its waiting for me
and I can feel it very close.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
Best, I scare
many bad spirits, like the dark ones that some peeps see. Good, I'm moving
towards spiritual lessons.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
Yes, I
feel that there is always danger out there. And I have to be prepare by
experimenting close to my body before venturing farther from my body.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
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many experience that the time line may have been confused for the reader.