Miguel R's Experience
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Experience description:
My 25 year old
older brother had died just a few days earlier and it was a very traumatic
situation as his first son was just about to be born. He was buried at 1:00PM
and at 4:00PM the same day my nephew was born. My mother and I were not doing
well. the days to follow were very difficult. One night I went to bed and once
asleep I felt that I woke up in total darkness. I did not know where my head or
feet were, nor the direction of my body. I had completly lost my spatial sense.
I was very scared since my mind was very lucid and I was fully self aware yet I
had no body and there was nothing but darkness and silence. At that moment I
thought "I am dead", and I was terrified to think that I would have to stay in
that state of darkness and solitude. I then asked "God, why is this happening
to me?" and at that moment I saw a tiny point of white light. Everything
started to make sense, I now had a sense of direction. The point of light
increased in size at great speed. I am not sure whether I was approaching it,
or it was approaching me. Everything happened very quickly, the light enveloped
me and took the shape of a spectacular face made of light. What most impressed
me were the eyes, they were of a penetrating black color surrounded by light. I
felt an incredible sense of love. I started to vibrate from pleasure. I think
that is the hardest thing to explain. It was beautiful. Suddenly the light
disappeared and I jumped up in bed screaming. My mother and my other brother
entered my room worried about the screaming that they had heard and I told them
what had happened to me.
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
Los sentimientos que experiment� y la sensaci�n que me produjo el rostro que vi.
Yes, the emotions that I felt and the feelings that the face produced in me.
Hac�a pocos d�as que hab�a fallecido mi hermano mayor que s�lo contaba con 25
a�os, y la situaci�n fue muy traum�tica porque estaba a punto de nacer su �nico
hijo. Lo enterraron a las 13hs y a las 16hs del mismo d�a naci� mi sobrino. Mi
madre estaba muy mal y yo tambi�n. Fueron unos d�as muy traum�ticos. Una noche
me fiu a acostar y una vez dormido sent� que me despertaba en una plena
oscuridad. No sab�a d�nde ten�a la cabeza, los pies, ni la direcci�n de mi
cuerpo. Hab�a perdido tatalmente el sentido de la ubicaci�n. Me asust� mucho ya
que mi mente estaba muy l�cida y pod�a tomar conciecia de todo, pero no ten�a
cuerpo y s�lo ve�a oscuridad y silencio. Me dio mucho miendo y me asust� mucho.
En ese momento pens� "Estoy muerto" y me aterraba pensar que iba a estar todo el
tiempo en esa oscuridad y soledad. De repente dije: "Dios por qu� me sucede
esto" y en ese momento vi un punto min�sculo de luz blanca. Todo tom� sentido,
porque pod�a tener una direcci�n. En ese momento el punto se agrandaba
vertiginosamente. No s� si yo iba hacia �l o �l ven�a hacia m�. Todo sucedi� muy
r�pido, y la luz me envolvi� y form� un rostro espectacular formado de luz. Lo
que m�s me impact� era que los orificios que formaban los ojos eran de un negro
penetrante en todo esa imag�n de luz. Sent� una sensaci�n de amor increible;
comenc� a vibrar de placer. Tal vez esta es la parte m�s dif�cil de explicar.
Fue hermoso. Repentinamente la luz se esfum� y yo me incorpor� en la cama
gritando que quer�a quedarme ah�. En ese momento entraban a mi cuarto mi madre y
mi otro hermano preocupados por los gritos que hab�a dado y les cont� lo que me
hab�a sucedido.
At the time of
this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
At what time
during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and
alertness?
Cuando
me encontr� en esa oscuridad tan profunda y en ese silencio tan horrible.
When I
found myself in total darkness and that horrible silence.
How did your
highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to
your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest
level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from
your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:
Cuando me encontr� en esa oscuridad tan profunda y en ese silencio tan
horrible. When I
found myself in total darkness and that horrible silence.
Did
your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes
S�, la oscuridad la percib�a con otra intensidad y la luz tambi�n. Una oscuridad
muy penetrante que no es la misma que la que se puede sentir con la ausencia de
la luz que conocemos. Y la luz de ese lugar era totalmente diferente a la que
estamos habituados a ver.
Yes, I
perceived the darkness and the light with a different intensity. A penetrating
darkness and not the same as what is perceived with the lack of light as we know
it. The light in that place was totally different to the light that we are
accustomed to seeing.
Did
your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
No Yo no escuch� nada en la experiencia.
No, I did not hear
anything during the experience.
Did you
experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
Primero mucha angustia y al llegar la luz en forma de ese rostro, una
sensaci�n imposible de expresar con palabras. Ese rostro me transmit�a una
mezcla de profundo amor, compasi�n, ternura, protecci�n, y dejarme ir para
fusionarme en �l. Pero cuando estaba sintiendo que me fusionaba a �l fue cuando
volv� a mi estado de conciencia normal.
At first I
felt anguish, and then when I arrived at the light in the form of a face, a
feeling that is impossible to express in words. That face transmitted a mixture
of deep love, compassion, kindmess, protection, and allowed me to merge with it.
But the point when I started to feel that I was merging with it was when I
returned to my normal state of conciousness.
Did you pass
into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Uncertain
El tunel lo percib� cuando vi el punto de luz, pero nunca supe si yo iva hacia
la luz o la luz ven�a hacia m�. Si arriesgo una respuesta, dir�a que la luz
ven�a hacia m�, por la forma que me sent� envuelto y el rostro que se form�
frente a m�.
Uncertain, I
sensed the tunnel when I saw the point of light but I could not tell if I was
approaching the light or if the light was approaching me. If I had to say one
way or another I would say that the light was approaching me by the way that I
felt enveloped and the face that formed before me.
Did
you see a light?
Yes Una luz blanca, muy brillante pero no encandecente. Me transmit�a
hermosas sensaciones, protecci�n y paz.
Yes, a white
light, very bright but not burning. It transmitted to me beautiful feelings,
protection and peace.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Uncertain La luz me envolvi� y parte form� un rostro de luz frente a m�,
con dos ojos negros muy penetrantes. Pero no era un ser humano. Era la luz que
formaba ese rostro.
Uncertain, the
light surrounded me and part of it took the form of a face with two black
penetrating eyes.
Did you
experience a review of past events in your life?
Uncertain Despu�s de tantos a�os, estoy convencido que la experiencia fue
mucho m�s intensa de lo que yo recuerdo. Tengo la sensaci�n que me sucediron m�s
cosas pero no las recuerdo.
Uncertain,
after so many years I am convinced that the experience was much more intense
that I remember. I have the feeling that I experienced more things but I do not
remember them.
Did you observe
or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you see or
visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?
No
Did you have
any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
Era un tiempo y un espacio distinto, como si no hubiera gravedad.
Yes, it was a
different time and space, as if there were no gravity.
Did you have a
sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No No en ese momento pero despu�s tuve unas visiones de futuro que se
concretaron.
No, not at
that moment but I later had some visions of the future that came true.
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
Uncertain Tengo la sensaci�n que por un momento abandon� este mundo
Uncertain, I have the
feeling that for a moment I left this world
Did you become
aware of future events?
Yes
Excelente
Did you have
any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did
not have prior to the experience?
Yes Tuve un par de visiones personales
I had a pair of personal
visions of the future.
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes
Al poco tiempo lo coment� pero hace 37 a�os la gente no entend�a estas cosas y
sufr� mucho porque me miraban como a un loco.
Yes, soon
after I spoke about it, but 37 years ago people did not understand these things.
I suffered a lot because they looked like me as if I were crazy.
Did you have
any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
How did you
view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:
Experience was definitely real La experiencia no da lugar a dudas de que ha
sido algo real
There is no doubt
that the experience was real.
Were there one
or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to
you?
S�lo la experiencia y ese rostro que vi.
The experience and the face that I saw
How do you
currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real De la misma manera
In the same way.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
Estoy m�s pendiente de mi comportamiento con los dem�s.
I am more
aware of the way I treat others.
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Is there
anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
No
Did the
questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes Creo que en
relaci�n con la experiencia en s�, he sido bastante preciso.
I think that in regards
to the experience I was very precise.
Are there any
other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?
En este momento no se me ocurre nada.
I cannot think of
anything at this time.