Michelle B's Experience
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Experience description:
I was on
the top bunk. Lights were out for the night. I had been listening to music on
the headphone set. I took the music off and decided I would try to relax. As I
relaxed, from my toes to my head. Ending at my head. I kept repeating to myself
this phrase �you can lock up my body but not my soul.� I had decided at that
point that I was going to be free of the bondage of jail. As we
entered the city, there were no other people around. There was talk on the truck
and in the bunker that it had been evacuated. The city seemed to have a wall
around it or it was just the entry into the city. There were at least three
different types of uniformed men there. One man came around the corner of a
building he had a large gun in his left hand he began firing on everyone there.
I felt bullets fly by me, I heard the sound of them, and then I was off the
truck. The next
morning as always...the cell had on CNN news. They were showing pictures of
Desert storm and were saying that war had begun. I turned and looked at the girl
that slept under me and I said....� I was there! That's where I was�. Needless
to say, she was moved to another cell, by her request. Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience: No Was the
experience difficult to express in words?
No At the
time of the experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No What was
your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I would say a full level. Not dream like. Was the
experience dream like in any way?
no not at all Did you
experience a separation of consciousness from your body?
Uncertain Describe
your appearance or form apart from your body:
I believe I was whole in body. The man grabbed my arm...which I could see. What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
I believe many, fear, awe, curiosity. Did you
hear any unusual sounds or noises?
No I heard the wind wisp past me as I flew, I heard conversation, I heard gun
fire and felt bullets fly by me. Did you
see a light? No Did you
meet or see any other beings?
Yes
Describe:
I only met and talked to the one blond man. I did see many other men but they
were all human. Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
Yes
Describe:
I watched the news the next day. Did you
have any sense of altered space or time?
Uncertain
Describe:
Only when flying, it seemed that I was flying quite fast. Did you
reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No Were you
involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body?
No
Describe:
He told me that I had to go back and that is just what happened. Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you
did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain
Describe:
I am not sure, I have feelings that are sometimes true. Did you
have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Uncertain
Describe:
I believed that they could not contain my soul there in jail and I was right. Has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.?
Career choices? I have
become curious as to how that happened to me. I didn't intend for it to happen
even though my desire to be free was so strong that night. Have you
shared this experience with others?
Yes
Describe:
They believed me. I told one man who later told me that his friend had been shot
and killed while doing reconnaissance in a town that they had evacuated. Even
told me his friend died there and that he was blond. That the building I was in
was a church of some sort and so on. What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
I was very glad to know that the confinement that they had put me in could be
broken without having to say I escaped. What was
the best and worst part of your experience?
The best was being able to do it. The worst was having to come back. Is there
anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
I would love to be able to do it again someday. I haven't been able to since. Has your
life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No Following
the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No Did the
questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
Explain:
To the fullest.
I ended up �falling� into sleep. Feeling myself sink through the bed down into
the dirt. I could smell the dirt and feel the coldness of it. This scared me so
I said to myself �no I am not going there� and began to raise myself up. I began
to go higher. High into the atmosphere to the point of it being hard to breath.
I could see the earth below and became fearful of the height. So I lowered
myself.
I was about as high up as a plane. I could feel the air, cool and moist on my
skin. I was going through the clouds at that point. I then flew over the water.
I could see the waves below me. I then was over land, like a desert. I landed
there and I seen military trucks, men in uniforms and police that was not from
the USA. I knew at that point I was somewhere else. I could see oil rigs off to
my right and a city in front of me. It was either dusk or dawn, with that sort
of lighting.
I tried talking to the men there. No one would answer me. I followed some of
them into a underground bunker where the lighting was with a lamp of some sort.
There were maps on a table and men of many different ranks. I recall at least 10
men around this small square table. They were talking of going in to find
someone that didn't come back with the rest. I continued to talk to them but
they did not answer and it became apparent that they could not see me. I
followed them to the trucks that we convoying into the foreign city with,
escorted by that cities police. I was on a truck with six men and one man was on
a gurney.
I went into a building there that had a large door on it. There were like six
tables on the inside and seemed to be a pulpit. The tables had cloths on them
and something in the center of each table. Tables were being knocked over for
protection against the bullets. I was at this point stunned and was looking
around in awe when a man pulled me down behind a table. He was a blond man
wearing a white t-shirt. He was like glowing. That seems to be the only way to
put it. As he pulled me down behind the table, he said to me �get down or they
will see you�. I said, �What you can see me?� and he said, �Yes I can see you".
I was shocked and began telling him that I had been trying to talk to everyone
else and that no one else could see me. He then looked upward towards the
ceiling of this building and told me to hush. He then looked at me and told me
that I had to go back before they saw me. At that point, I landed in my bed.
The bed was still bouncing and I turned my head to see the girl that slept below
me....she was telling me ... �You were making noise, I could hear you� She was
very frightened. I was in shock that she was there next to my bunk. She then
stammered out. �I kicked the bunk.. and you weren't there...you weren't there.
Then she got in her bunk. I got down and asked her what she meant by that ..and
she told me to stay away from her ....