Michelle B's Experience
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Experience description:
It was rainy
outside in the late summer of 1980. I was 12 years old. My family and I had gone
to the river. The rain quit but it was still cloudy and a bit chilly. We were
all swimming in an inlet of the river that was about 20 feet wide by about 15
feet in towards the bank. It was only about 5-6 feet deep in the deepest area.
I was swimming
across and was caught in an undertow. I was under the water for sometime, I was
trying to make my way to the surface and I could feel myself dying. I saw a very
bright light appear in my eyesight. I was warmed and I felt comfortable. Then a
large hand reached down through the light and pulled me up out of the water.
That happen to be my older sister. She told me she couldn't find me and was
searching the water with her hand and all of a sudden I was there. I know I felt
very sad. I looked for the sun in the sky but it wasn't there. I was confused by
this.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
Yes
I was
drowning
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I
believe full
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
not at all
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
fearful yet
calm.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
no I heard
nothingness.
Did
you see a light?
Yes
a
VERY bright light
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
It hasn't
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
They
had no reaction in most cases, others didn't believe me. None were influenced.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
I was confused
and Sad to be here.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
The best was
knowing that things don't end here. The worst was coming back and the confusion
it caused me.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes