Michael L's Experience
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Experience description:
Angels and voices spoke
to me. I had resigned myself to death at the time and had made my peace with
myself. The voices in a void or different place than earth spoke clearly to me
informing me I would live and had a mission to carry out that would only become
clear to me over time. The information I was provided also detailed events about
my relatives that I found to be true despite they contradicted my prior
knowledge. I was told my selection for this purpose was not clear but alluded to
the fact I had lived a decent life and was a soul God favored. The one mission,
which was not to be the main purpose of my life, was to inform people of my
conviction and gratitude to God. It was also made clear to me my daughter would
be well ]provided I did as told. What I was told to do, or my main mission, was
not to be clear to me for some time, about 15 years, and I had to learn life
lessons, study forgiveness, have a kind heart, focus on helping the right people
and what I wanted or needed would be made clear and ultimately my life would be
useful and happy beyond my imagination filled with abundance although along the
way I would suffer to some extent and be exposed to bizarre experiences. It was
made clear to me my parents would suffer due to their own problems and some of
the knowledge to be gained would be via this episode. Also, it was revealed my
personal life would be ultimately happy and content but be in some time. It was
also revealed to me my uncles had killed their brother and my uncle's "fortune"
had been gotten thru less than ethical ways and not the way it had been
described. This is the part I managed to verify. It was also revealed some close
to me were evil or selfish and despite my desire to be with them I was better
off or needed to divorce myself from them but I had to figure it out. To date
all has been true except for how to complete my journey and the fact 15 years
has not elapsed.
At the time of your
experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
Yes I was told I had less than 48 hours to live.
Was the experience
difficult to express in words?....No....
At what time during
the experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and
alertness?....More
consciousness and alertness than normal The entire time....My mind did not
wander and every aspect I recall as though it happened or is happening right
this minute. The most alert I have ever been. The only other time I experienced
this state was when I was with my uncle when he died and I went "somewhere "
else which my cousin witnessed.
Please compare your
vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately
prior to the time of the experience.
I was very out
of it do to liver failure so my mind was most unclear prior to the vision. I
have felt a different person since.
Please compare your
hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately
prior to the time of the experience.
the same as
above
Did you see or hear
any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness /
awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
Yes I was aware of
the killing of my uncle but did not see it but was informed of it although the
event occurred in 1919joy
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?....joy
Did you pass into or
through a tunnel?....Uncertain....I
was somewhere else but not necessarily a tunnel
Did you see an
unearthly light?....Uncertain....the
light was a different type of light I have never seen
Did you seem to
encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?....I
encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
I believe I
recognized the voices of Albert Einstein, general Patton and some others
Did you encounter or
become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?....Yes
just what I described above but they were not there
Did you become aware
of past events in your life during your experience?....No....
Did you seem to enter
some other, unearthly world?....A
clearly mystical or unearthly realm....just
an important place of peace
Did time seem to speed
up or slow down?....No....
Did you suddenly seem
to understand everything?....Everything
about myself or others....all
seemed to make sense
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?....No....
Did you come to a
border or point of no return?....I
came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was "sent back" against
my will....I
wanted to die but was told I had a mission to complete.
Did scenes from the
future come to you?....Scenes
from the world's future....Only a sense all would work out .
Did you have a sense
of knowing special knowledge or purpose?....Yes....That
I must try as hard as I can to obey my instructions for my life and they are my
code of conduct. I can only serve one master and that is God whose concept
continues to evolve within me and is revealed to me in small and large ways
almost daily provided I remain open
Discuss any changes
that might have occurred in your life after your experience:....Large
changes in my life....I have 100% faith in God and am certain of my feelings. I
am committed to self sacrifice at any cost to do God's will.....
Did you have any
changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result
of the experience?
Yes I have taken
action to correct wrongs. I have no tolerance for evil in my life. My beliefs
are far more certain and act with far more faith and really do not care about
ridicule.
Do you have any
psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did
not have before the experience?....Yes
I have had experiences where I know I am doing something God wants me to do even
though I am uncertain at the time but find out later why.
Have you ever shared
this experience with others?
Yes Reactions varied
but some have had similar experiences and it can be seen in their eyes.
Did you have any
knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?....No
What did you believe
about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:....Experience
was definitely real the same as today, it was real and life altering and
affirming
What do you believe
about the reality of your experience at the current time:....Experience
was definitely real....based on what was revealed has all come to be
Have your
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?....Yes....No
tolerance for evil or bull$#@#
Have your religious
beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?....Yes
I am
more aware of making an effort to stay spiritual
At any time in your
life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?....Yes
when my uncle died in front of me I went somewhere else and a life force entered
me
Did the questions
asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe
your experience?
No not completely;
the feeling was unique and I can not fully describe it except I know it was real
and it was God
Are there one or
several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant
to you? The
entire experience has given me strength to go on in life during the most adverse
conditions. My faith was emboldened.