Melanie S's Experience
|
Experience description:
I felt
myself falling asleep, which is very rare for me. I was fully conscious
through-out the whole process. First there was a spinning sensation, then
velocity as if I was traveling at an absurd speed. I felt pressure on me, its
hard to explain how this pressure felt, but then I both heard and felt a
vibration. A vibration that got stronger and stronger. This had
happened to me once or twice before, but I always woke myself up because it is
very frightening. For some reason I decided to over-come the fear, and just see
what happens. I was still flying through a void of darkness, pressure
building, vibrations getting louder and louder. I wanted to cover my ears, which
to this day, I still can't explain. So after about five minutes of this, I
was about to give up and wake myself up. A second later, it was all over.
There was no more velocity, no pressure, no sound or vibration. I was
surrounded by light. It was a white light that felt like pure energy. This
sounds crazy, but if it were possible to feel the presence of God, this would be
it. There was so much power all around me that it made me feel intimidated. But
instead of feeling scared, I said four words, "I'm open to you" (I thought I was
in the presence of God, but later my friend told me that I reached the core of
my consciousness, I don't know what to believe.) Anyway,
as soon as those words left my mouth, I was back in my bed. I sat up and went
to rub my eyes, but my arms were invisible. I could make out the outline of
them, but they were transparent. I looked around my room, and everything was
intact, but darker than usual. I started hyperventilating because I though I
was a ghost. My heart started to beat so fast. That's when I woke up for
real. I started crying, and woke up my mom to tell her what happened. I
couldn't sleep for the rest of the night, so I went online and that's when I
learned about OBE. I never heard of it before, I only heard of Near death
experiences.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
Uncertain,
I
might have drank coffee late in the day.
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
It's
hard to explain the emotion I felt while I was surrounded by the white light.
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was
fully conscious
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
not at all
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
frightened
mostly
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
yes
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Uncertain,
the white light could have been heaven
Did
you see a light?
Yes
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes,
extreme
velocity
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Yes,
I sensed
the light was energy and power, I don't know how I knew, but I knew
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes,
I'm able to have more lucid dreams.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
only
that there is more to myself and this world than the conscious eye can see.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
It really had
no affect, yet.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
They
were shocked, maybe a little in awe
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
That I was
lucky to experience such a thing
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
the light was
the best, thinking I was dead was the worst
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes