Maurice F's Experience
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Experience description:
At the
time in my life, my future was uncertain. No job. I was being allowed to
stay at this new age crystal/tarot/incense kinda shop, in the back. The shop
wasn't open on Saturday so I had the place to myself. They had a room there they
called the meditation room. It was totally blacked out with curtains over
the door and nothing in the room but a comfy chair and a standing mirror in
front of it. Kinda like a meditative thing I guess. If no light, do you still
cast a reflection. Anyways, it was nice and quiet. I usually said my
Saturday prayers there, like you know, forgiveness for the week before..etc..It
was morning, early..first cup of coffee thing. I'm saying my prayers when
suddenly, I'm lifted out of my body. It took a week after the events I'm
about to describe to remember. It was like I remembered little bits and then
about a week later..it was like a door opened in my memory and I remembered
everything..vividly..chillingly..wonderfully. ok so here goes. I haven't told
many of this and never in this way..written..so bear with me.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I
seemed perfectly alert and conscious.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
no
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes a
ball of light or energy
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
elation,
wonderment, amazement, and sadness at the end when I was returning
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
yes, like a 10
billion person choir. hard to describe..not quite music..but close
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes Casper
Wyoming, the moon, mars and other planets and moons
Did
you see a light?
No
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes they
were balls of energy/light like me..they said they were showing me there was
more after this life
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes sight
was completely surround, everywhere at once..quite amazing to see in this way
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Uncertain
well special knowledge in that I do completely believe it was real. and was
shown what few others probably have.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes well the
boundary seemed to be the edge of this solar system
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the
body?
Yes I didn't
want to return..but had no choice. and felt a great sense of sadness
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
my whole belief system changed. I am no longer afraid of the hereafter, I know
its unlike what most people are expecting.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
well, I
definitely am more into God..but not in a church way..cause I know no one
believes as I do.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
well. I seem to look at religion like no one else. I don't think only Christians
will make it..Jews..Muslims..whatever..they all make it..and hell is being
denyed that seperation of body/spirit at death.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes i've
told a few close family members and friends..they believe me. as to influence..i
can only hope so
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
at the time
when I remembered..it was like..wow..a high almost..because I KNEW it had really
happened..how could I explain it to me..much less others.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
everything was
best..coming back was worst
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
not much
to add except I could never be suicidal now. lose what I know to be real? no
way.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this
questionnaire.
I would like to
know if there are any others with an experience like mine