Matty T's Experience
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Experience description:
I was in a
tunnel on a pogo stick and the tunnel looked as if it was red brick with bright
colored bricks scattered. Then i was in my great grandfather's house still on
the pogo stick and he was there (my great grandfather passed when i was 14) He
never talked to me, he was just there. Then it seemed if i was jumping
from place to place, I was back in the tunnel at what seemed to be the end of
the tunnel was a light. I was always on a pogo stick during this whole
experience, as i got closer to the light i wanted to go in the light but my
great grandfather was there and he spoke to me and told me not to go in the
light it was not my time i heard his voice as he spoke and it sounded harsh. i
was angry because he was harsh and would not let me go to the light. I turned
away from him and the light and found myself back in his house this time he was
not there. then i woke up and felt strange after i woke up and even now 15
years later i feel scared and angry when i see the house where he lived. Worst -
feeling so angry because my great grandfather was not allowing me to go to the
light.
Any associated medications
or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Sleeping and very alert during the
experience.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
I don't know, i was asleep. i
think it was almost like a dream because i was going from place to place.
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain
Did you hear any unusual
sounds or noises?
no, I don't recall hearing
anything except the harsh voice of my great grandfather.
Did you pass into or through a
tunnel or enclosure?
Yes
Did you see a light?
Yes
Did you meet or see any other
beings? Yes
My great-grandfather was
standing at the light. he told me to go back the it was not my time to be
there.
Did you see or visit any
beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?
Yes
the light was beautiful i was
mad because he would not let me go into it. As far as distinctive locations i
was in my great grandfathers house.
Did you have a sense of
knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
Yes
once i reached the light my
great grandfather would not let me go into the light. no i did not cross into
the light he made me turn away and go back through the tunnel. i guess i had a
sense of peace if i went through the light because i was very angry because he
would not let me go.
Did you become aware of future
events? No
Were you involved in or aware
of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did you have any psychic,
paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have
prior to the experience?
Yes
i feel as if my great
grandfather, my grandfather and my great aunt are watching out for me and my
children. I feel peace and happiness when i think of them. (all people are from
my mothers side of my family)
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices? it has not
because i have not told anyone about the experience.
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this
experience with others?
No
What emotions did you
experience following your experience?
confusion, angry and peaceful.
What was the best and worst
part of your experience?
best- the light and how much i
wanted to go into it.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes