MaryJo W Other
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Experience description:
This memory is so detailed in my brain as if it was yesterday. I was a
little girl around 5 or so. I woke up in the early morning and had this strong
desire to go swimming . I lived in an apartment complex in National City,
California and back in the 70's they did not have surrounding pool gates.
I was able unlock the door and off I went towards the pool. I remember
that I got in the pool and was holding onto the wall edges and basically going
around the pool in the water. for some reason, I let go and I found myself at
the bottom of the pool at the deep end. as I was standing in the bottom of the
pool, I looked up. the light was reflecting the images above, I can see the
buildings. All of a sudden thru the top of my head a VOICE over came me. it was
a mans voice with under tones of a woman, motherly loving being talking to me.
says to me: "MaryJo, I need you to jump, can you jump for me? come on MaryJo
jump, follow me, jump keep jumping. I did not see anything, just a voice that
was calling to me and wanting me to jump and follow him. I kept doing this until
I was reaching the shallow side of the pool. as I kept listening and jumping
towards the voice. the voice was leading me to the shallow side of the pool
because my head popped up and I was able to get some air and down under the
water I would go. I kept jumping until I reached the stares at the shallow side
of the pool. and when I reached the stares. the voice says very sternly " NOW GO
HOME!" that was it. I remember as I got out of the pool. my feelings were hurt
because I was yelled at and it hurt my feelings, but I did not know how to or
what just happened to me. when I was under water, I did not feel pain, cold or
suffering because of no air. it stuck with me this memory. for years I wrote of
the experience because it was so odd. until I saw a video about NDE that I
realized this is what it really was. I tried to share this story just recently
with some church goers and it did not go very well. no one believe me. makes me
feel like they think I'm crazy or am lying.
At the time
of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
Yes
I was 5 years old and standing an the deep
end of the pool underwater. did not know what to do or how to swim
Was the experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At what time during the
experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness? the whole time
How did your highest level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal
everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal
I sometimes feel that the gift I received from this was better intuition. I
get a strong gut feeling about something and it happens.
Please
compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
na
Please
compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
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Did you see
or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your
consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
No
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
I just didn't understand, I just wanted to listen
to the voice.
Did you pass into or
through a tunnel?
No
Did you see an unearthly
light?
Uncertain
because there was light but I'm not sure
if it was a special light. I was underwater, and can see above
Did
you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable
voice?
I heard a voice I could not identify
Did you encounter or
become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by
name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?
No
Did
you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?
No
Did
you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?
No
Did
you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?
No
Did time seem
to speed up or slow down?
No
Did
you suddenly seem to understand everything?
No
Did you reach a boundary
or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you come to a border or point of no return?
No
Did scenes from the
future come to you?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly
life (“life after death”)?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God
or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?
Yes
that voice, was like no other. I was aware
that it was GOD
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you
either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a
mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s
meaning or purpose?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s
difficulties, challenges, or hardships?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not
shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?
No
Did you have a sense of
knowing special knowledge or purpose?
No
What occurred during your
experience included:
Content that was both consistent and not consistent
with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
How accurately do you
remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around
the time of the experience?
I remember the experience more accurately than
other life events that occurred around the time of the experience
My
experience directly resulted in:
Large changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience?
Yes
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Do you
have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that
you did not have before the experience?
Yes
intuition is great
Are there one or several parts of your experience
that are especially meaningful or significant to you?
an understanding that we are not alone, there is more to this life
Have you ever shared this experience with others?
Yes
they don't believe me
Did you have any knowledge
of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
What did you believe about
the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:
Experience was definitely real
What do you believe about
the reality of your experience at the current time:
Experience was definitely real
Have your relationships
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have your religious
beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Uncertain
I don't know if church and religion are necessary
At
any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes