Mary S's Experience
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Experience description:

I had a dream while I was sleeping in bed and from what I remember of the dream, I thought I was in heaven although there was nothing to suggest that as I was in more of a void but a very bright void with figures of young men with dark hair and beards wearing white flowing robes zooming in towards me from angles from my right and from my left. whilst this was happening I felt the most powerful feeling of love which was so powerful it was unearthly as I have never felt love in such a way before or ever since. This feeling of love was rising and rising until it reached a peak when suddenly I found myself above my sleeping body although I don't remember seeing my body, but I remember seeing the brass knobs on my bedposts, then bang!!! I was back in my body. Since this dream I have been able to talk about it but for years when I tried to explain to anyone, I would become so emotional it was difficult to explain. Luckily I can now tell anyone about my dream I had all these years ago. I just can't explain it but it was an amazing gift and I will be forever thankful

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   No 

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  No    

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    it was very real to me even though it was a dream

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal   my whole experience was highlighted to a high level of consciousness

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   it was super bright

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   I don't recall any noise

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   No  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   very emotional, the beauty of love  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   Uncertain   Not sure, it just seemed like empty space, but bright

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes   super highlighted

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
men with dark beards and hair wearing flowing white robes

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   No  

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   A clearly mystical or unearthly realm

not so much a place but an experience

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   Everything about the universe
I felt part of everything

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   No

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   No

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (�life after death�)?   Yes   just that my spirit lives on after death

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s meaning or purpose?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   Yes   I feel it may have been an experience of conception of my son as after my son was born I felt the most amazing contentment as opposed to my 1st child

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   Uncertain   just that it showed me my spirit is very powerful

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your exp   I did believe in God at the time but only a belief

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience   I have vivid memories of my experience
  

My experience directly resulted in:   Moderate changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?  
No  

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   Yes   thoughts which come into me head which turn out to be true. My husband had a son unknown to us both who had found his phone number and I had this thought 1 day before my husband got a phone call from him. Sometimes I can feel what people are feeling and I also can have an overwhelming empathy towards people spur of moment

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?    
It all was meaningful although the feeling of love was very overwhelming, not of this earth

Have you ever shared this experience with others?  
Yes  yes, they listened but not sure if they truly understood the nature of the feeling of love

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   No  

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   I feel very very privileged to have had this experience

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real   Something I will never ever forget till the day I die

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   I feel my religion is personal to me. I don't believe in God as such, I believe we are all God

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   No  

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?   I think I have explained most everything

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes   hopefully you can understand enough of what I experienced