Mary P's Experience
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Experience
description:
I don't remember leaving my body but I found myself sitting at a desk in a
classroom. I could see myself below from somewhere above in the room. There were
three ancient men dressed in robes surrounding me. I knew them to be sages or
spirit guides. They were of three different heights. They were teaching me by
imparting knowledge directly to my brain in a telepathic way. I felt that they
were teaching me everything all at once. When I would later reenter my body I
would have no clear recollection of what they had taught me but I was aware that
this knowledge would always be a part of me and that I would be called to use
this at various times in my life. When I asked these beings who they were, they
replied "Wisdom, Knowledge and Understanding". I had the understanding that the
level of their varied heights described the level of each ability to which I had
been given. I knew that I had always known these beings from the beginning of
time even though I did not remember ever seeing them before this experience.
When I once again became aware of earthly time I expressed a wish to return to
my body because I knew that I still had children at home to care for. They
agreed and sent me back to my body. I actually became a huge ball of fire,
similar to a meteor, as I traveled at what seemed like the speed of light from a
very far off distance until I physically reentered my body with a huge thud.
When I came back to physical consciousness I was sitting upright in my bed.
While the experience was happening it seemed perfectly natural and I felt calm,
but later when I recalled what happened I was astonished. The experience was
very vivid and real. Even after 15 years I can still clearly recall the
experience.
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes My child was battling brain cancer.
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness
and alertness?
When I was "the fireball" traveling through space. I could feel the speed and
vividly see the colors of orange and the blackness of night.
How
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was
different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please
explain:
When I was "the fireball" traveling through space. I could feel the speed and
vividly see the colors of orange and the blackness of night.
Did
your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes color vividness, 360 degree field of vision, brightness
Did
your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
Uncertain Communication between beings and myself was
telepathic or "mind to mind".
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
calm, inquisitiveness, concern, exhilaration, surprise
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No
Did
you see a light?
No
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes Yes. The were ancient sages who called themselves Wisdom, Knowledge and
Understanding. Yes, I perceived that I had always known them or rather they have
always known me. They communicated Universal knowledge to me although after the
experience I could not remember what they taught me but they let me know that
this knowledge would always be a part of me.
Did
you experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
Yes I was in a classroom but it was not an earthly classroom. I knew I was
somewhere else perhaps in another dimension.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes There was no sense of time until I became aware that I was not on earth
and that I had to get back to earthly time to take care of my responsibilities
here.
Did
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes I had been given special universal knowledge by the three beings.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes premonitions, ability to communicate with people who have passed,
healing.
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes Very soon after. I have had other experiences before this that I have
shared with others.
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
Yes My son, who has since passed, had a NDE while receiving a spinal tap in
the hospital
How
did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real I felt that it was a real experience because I
had such vivid recollection of the experience and I felt changed by it.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
Yes,
I am humbled and grateful that I have been given a special wisdom, knowledge and
understanding
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real I view this as an extraordinary learning
experience that has changed me and allowed me to grow as a person. I now know
that all of the events that have happened,even the loss of my child, have
occurred to allow the next things to unfold in my life as they are meant to. I
have learned to trust in my instincts and intuition and to walk by faith and not
by sight.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
I am
more tolerant, patient and understanding of others because I realize that
everyone is on their own personal journey. I also used to be a "fixer" or
"rescuer" but now am able to be more objective and allow people to help
themselves with my support rather than trying to take over their problems.
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
Yes,
I am open and interested in all religions beyond the one that I was born into. I
accept the belief that all religions have a part of the Universal Truth as long
as they are working and practicing in a positive light.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No No, not this specific experience.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
I
would like to add that I believe a NDE or out of body experience can happen due
to trauma or in a post traumatic stress situation as well as occurring in the
event of illness or accidental deaths.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes