Martin R's Experience
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Experience description:
For
two or more weeks previous to the experience, I had woke up on various nights
unable to breathe for a few moments. it progressed from sitting up on the edge
of the bed to the final night before the experience where I actually ran to the
washroom before I could catch my breath. The following night I my wife and I
went to bed as usual, and I had no trouble falling asleep.
Sometime during the night I found myself wide awake and floating just an inch or
so above my body facing the ceiling. I found this very frightening as I was
beginning to float up and towards my right. I grabbed onto my wife's shoulder to
try and stay where I was. Although her shoulder felt solid to me, it did not
help me to hold on. I even tried to shake her shoulder to wake her up. Again it
felt solid but I could not keep a grip. At this point, I floated out of my
bedroom, into the living room. At this point I thought, "oh my God I'm dying."
I'll never see another sunset or drive my car again. I'll never see another
morning. It was at this point I Found myself standing in outer space. A
disembodied voice that came from somewhere to my right said "Only people matter"
That's it, nothing else. At that moment I realized that I had a type of body
that was hovering upright. I had human form but without features. I guess I was
a type of shadow. I was also at that point filled with a level of joy/happiness
that is truly indescribable. I also was aware that I could ask any question
imaginable and instantaneously know the answer.
The knowledge was unfathomable, yet I asked no question. I absolutely believe if
I even thought a question I would immediately have the answer. It was at this
point that I started to look around. Mostly it was dark, but when I looked to my
right, I could see the planet earth as if in H D. It looked like the pictures
taken from space by N A S A. It was very clear and about the size of a dime. At
this point I again turned my attention toward my new form. I looked at my arm
and hand. they seemed like dark shadows. I felt no sense of touch or any
physical sensations. As I looked off into space, I stared off into the distance
at about a two o'clock angle. At this point I leaned forward and for whatever
reason, started to literally fly toward that point.
As this happened, I came back to my bed without knowing how. I was wide awake as
when I left. I slept with the light on the rest of the night-frightened it would
happen again. I have to say that I felt different after my return, although I
didn't notice it at the time. I actually became less bothered by everyday
things. I'm sure this experience helped me become a calmer person.
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Uncertain
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness
and alertness?
Right after the entity said Only people matter
How
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was
different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please
explain:
Right after the entity said Only people matter
Did
your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
No
Did
your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
No
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
UNEXPLAINABLE JOY AND TOTAL KNOWLEDGE
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No
Did
you see a light?
No
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes A VOICE TOLD ME ONLY PEOPLE MATTER-MAYBE IN RESPONSE TO MY LAMENT OF NOT
BEING ABLE TO SEE ANOTHER SUNSET ETC.
Did
you experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
No
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes THERE IS A PLACE WHERE ALL KNOWLEDGE IS SHARED
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes THE FOLLOWING DAY AND A FEW TIMES AFTER. MOST OFFERED POLITE INTEREST.
SOME ASKED QUESTIONS.
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
Yes I'VE READ BOOKS AND WATCHED TELEVISION
SHOWS-MY EXPERIENCE DIDN'T SEEM TO MATCH MOST OF WHAT I READ/SAW.
How
did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
YES.
I REALIZE THE SOUL LEAVES THE BODY WHEN WE DIE. THE PEACE AND JOY YOU FEEL
REALLY ALLEVIATES ANY FUTURE FEAR OF DYING. I REALIZE IT IS JUST A SHELL THAT
GETS LEFT BEHIND IN DEATH-I WAS STILL MYSELF PERSONALITY WISE.
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real I FEEL IT WAS REAL AND STILL WONDER WHERE I
WOULD HAVE FLOWN TO IF I HADN'T RETURNED TO EARTH.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
I
FEEL I'VE BECOME A LITTLE MORE UNDERSTANDING.
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
EVEN
WITH THE JOY, KNOWLEDGE, AND SHADOW-LIKE BODY, I WAS STILL BASICALLY MYSELF. MY
PERSONALITY AND ABILITY TO THINK HADN'T CHANGED.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes IT STILL REMAINS CLEAR IN MY MIND.
Are
there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?
NO