Martin O's Experience
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Experience description:

THE FIRST TIME THAT I SAW SOMETHING BESIDE ME: I WAS YOUNG 15YRS JUST COME HOME FROM FOOT BALL. WENT UP TO THE BED ROOM TO SLEEP BECAUSE I WAS REALLY TIRED. I FOUND MYSELF LATER LOOKING AT MY SISTERS LAYING ON THE COUCH WATCHING TV. MY SISTER WAS VISITING WITH HER HUBBY WHEN I HEARD MY MOM SAY COULD SOMEONE GO AND LOOK UP STAIRS FOR WHAT THAT BIG THUD WAS. MY BROTHER IN LAW SAID THAT HE HAD TO GO TO THE BATHROOM SO HE WOULD LOOK. MEAN WHILE I WENT BACK UP TO LOOK TOO. I ENTERED MY BED ROOM TO FIND ME LAYING ON THE FLOOR. I WAS SCARED TO DEATH. I REACHED DOWN JUST AS MY BROTHER IN LAW OPENED THE DOOR TO MY ROOM AND HIT ME IN THE HEAD. I JUMPED UP A SHOOK LIKE A LEAF.

THERE ARE SO MANY DIFFERENT THINGS I CAN SAY BUT THEY DISTURB ME. I FIGHT THINGS THAT HAVE NO FORMS BUT WANT ME FOR SOME THING. AM I GOING CRAZY, BECAUSE IT IS SOME THING THAT HAS BEEN WITH ME FOR OVER 25 YRS, AND IT DOES NOT STOP

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           SLEEPING

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   NO. PHYSICAL, PULLING, FIGHTING TILL I FOUGHT TO WAKE

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

I COULD SEE MYSELF, TOUCH MYSEL. COULD GO BACK INTO MY SELF THEN SHAKE LIKE CRAZY. WAS AS REAL AS ANYTHING IN MY LIFE

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            FRIGHTENED, NOT KNOWING WHAT I SEEN HUVERING, SURROUNDING ME, FIGHTING AND PULLING AT ME

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           NO, BUT COULD FEEL A PRESENCE, REAL BUT WITHOUT FORM. I COULD TALK TO IT AND TELL IT THINGS AS I FOUGHT IT, IT SEEMED TO UNDERSTAND

 LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?    No

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes

HERE WITH ME, IN THE SAME LOCATION I WAS LIVING OR STAYING. A DARK MOVING FORM, STRONG AND AT TIMES SEMMED TO HAVE THEIR WAY WITH ME. FIGHTING THEM, TELLING THEM THEY HAVE NO CHANCE. THEN AFTERWARDS FELLING SO TIRED I WOULD GET UP FEELING THEY WERE WATCHING ME STILL. DRIVES ME INTO AN OUTRIGHT FIGHT MODE

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Yes

WHEN MY NEPHEW PHIL DIED, I CAME HOME FROM GERMANY FOR HIS FUNERAL. BECAUSE WE HAD A LONG TRIP, AFTER THE ROSERY, WE SLEPT AT MY SISTERS HOUSE. WHILE SLEEPING, I GOT UP, WALKED DOWN THE HALLWAY AND SEEN A PICTURE OF MY NEPHEW PHIL ON THE WALL UNIT. I LOOKED AT HIM AND SAID THAT I LOVE YOU. IT LOOKED AS IF HE FROUND AS THIS BEING GRABBED ME, WE FOUGHT AS I TRIED TO REACH THE BED ROOM I WAS SLEEP WITH MY WIFE. AS I RETUENED TO THE BED, I COULD SEE MYSELF LAYING THERE. I REACHED OUT TO TOUCH MYSELF, THEN I JUMPED OUT OF BED FIGHTING. MY WIFE, SISTER AND FAMILY CAME IN ASKING WHA T WAS WRONG. I TRIED TO SAY WHAT HAD HAPPENED. THEY SAID THAT THE PICTURE I LOOKED AT WAS DELIVERED AFTER I WENT TO BED, AND COULD HAVE NEVER KNOWN THAT IT WAS EVEN THERE. I AM STILL TROUBLED BY THAT

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?          Yes

I FELT SCARED. I COULD FEEL PULLING AND TOUCH

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       Yes

I COULD SEE MY BODY LAYING THERE. I COULD HEAR THOSE AT TIMES AROUND ME

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       I KNOW THAT I HAVE RELIED ON GOD TO HELP ME THROUGH THESE TIMES.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         No

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes

WIFE, SISTERS, FRIENDS. THEY FEEL THAT WHAT I HAVE GONE THROUGH IS REAL FOR ME

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  FRIGHTENED

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      THAT I BEGUN TO WIN THE FIGHTS AS I GOT OLDER. BUT THEY ARE STILL THERE

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        THESE THINGS I SEE, FEEL, ARE THERE, THEY ARE REAL ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT IT IS THE SAME BEINGS EACH TIME. THEY DON'T CHANGE. IT IS LIKE I KNOW THEM, FIGHT THEM. HERE AT HOME WHERE THEY HAVE FOUND ME, AGAIN

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes

IT SEEMS LIKE YOU KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT. ARE YOU AS SCARED AS i AM?

 Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.    YOU KNOW ALREADY