Mark S's Experience
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Experience description:
I
remember speaking about for years as a young child what I always thought of as
my first 'remembered dream'. I feel my experience is rather an unimpressive
story next to some of the fabulous NDEs I have read about. I was around 2 years
old and lying in bed asleep. I remember floating out of my body and seeing my
small form lying face down, apparently asleep. I went through the ceiling and
immediately found myself in a dark void. I felt myself being pulled along,
through this dark, featureless space. It was neither cold nor warm. I do not
recall seeing my own form or body, but nor did I look down at myself. Beside
me, as a floated, were various people. They were entirely still, reminding me
of manikins. These figures were watching me, expressionless - neither smiling
nor grimacing. I recall feeling perturbed but not scared as their eyes only
followed my movements. I had a sense they somehow knew me but I did not know
them at all. These figures all appeared to be dressed in what I considered old
fashioned clothing - 1940's or 1930's. I felt a pull downwards and a sense of
falling and I found myself back in my body rolling out of bed to land on the
floor - I had fallen out of bed. For many years I told my parents about my
vivid 'dream' - my first dream - and thought nothing more of it until I started
reading about NDEs and saw some synergy between these and my own experiences. I
wonder if I perhaps was having a late stage cot death or had a fever...I will
never know.
At
the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
No
Was
the experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness?
When I was out of my body
How
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?
Normal consciousness and alertness the memory seems to indicate that my level
of consciousness was beyond that one would expect from a child of that age
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that
you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.
I
had much more clarity and more of an adult mind
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that
you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.
I do
not recall hearing anything
Did
you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your
consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Slight fear and wonderment
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel?
Uncertain
Did
you see an unearthly light?
No
Did
you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable
voice?
No
Did
you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who
are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha,
etc.)?
No
Did
you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?
Yes Unknown - they seemed to know me, but I did not know them
Did
you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?
No
Did
you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?
A
clearly mystical or unearthly realm
Did
time seem to speed up or slow down?
No
Did
you suddenly seem to understand everything?
No
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you come to a border or point of no return?
No
Did
scenes from the future come to you?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly
life (�life after death�)?
Uncertain
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?
Uncertain I did have a vivid dream as a young adult which was me being chased
in Nazi Germany, being cornered and shot (I felt myself 'die') and at that point
I woke up. I only mention this as it seemed so real and powerful and it ties in
with the figures I saw in my OBE
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not)
exist?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding earthly life�s meaning or purpose?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding earthly life�s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding love?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information /
awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living
our earthly lives?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?
No
What occurred during your experience included:
Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at
the time of your experience
How
accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events
that occurred around the time of the experience?
I
remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred
around the time of the experience
My experience directly resulted in:
Unknown
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience?
No
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful
or significant to you?
Do
you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience
that you did not have before the experience?
No
Have you ever shared this experience with others?
Yes
Thought it was a dream and told the story as such
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your
experience?
No
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to
weeks) after it happened:
Experience was probably real
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:
Experience was probably real
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result
of your experience?
No
At
any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the
experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Uncertain