Mark F's Experience
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Experience description:
THE
COMFORTER
I
came home from work last July and found my son in bed, he had overdosed.
When
the firemen and ambulance arrived it was a horrible scene, their faces and words
said it all and they tried to keep me out of the room. I knew what they were
thinking. Upon arriving at the hospital Kevin was so critical they took over all
of his life functions. He had aspirated and his lungs were infected, they
warned me he could pass at any time. It was a total disaster. His oxygen was
extremely low and he had been home alone all day, no one knows how long his
brain was starved for oxygen. So I turned to my father, Jesus Christ. I turned
to him right early, there could be no other place to go with this.
The
Doctor:
She
was constantly telling me that Kevin was not showing any sign of hope, she was
pushing me to give up. She wouldn't quit pushing me no matter how hard I tried
to get her to stop. I kept telling her that the signs she needed to see would
come but she kept after me. She was doing this one day and I turned to her and
asked her "are you a god"? She said "I'm so sorry". But she misunderstood what
was happening. I looked out the door into the ICU and said this place needs a
miracle. I turned back and said �I am in charge in this room and I am the only
one who decides what to do with my son�. God was being denied in Kevin's
room and it sent a vibration out to the heavens and shook the universe.
I
took leave at work and spent every day with my son. I took care of him and
talked to him all day. I would go home at night and pray and talk to Kevin from
home never doubting he could hear me. I laid out just exactly what he meant to
me. I prayed for what was best for Kevin, if it was too beautiful where he was I
understood this and we would be together again when I joined him upon leaving
the earth. My family was worried about me if Kevin should die. I couldn't
have my family suffer like that so I let my mother know I would make it, I could
do this through Jesus. It is hard to tell someone that you will be ok even if
your child perishes from your life. You just don�t want those words to ever
come, but I had to say it and it was true because of Jesus.
The
Star field;
About the 7th day I was going to bed when I had a vision. It was very short in
duration and it was a rectangular star field and it was gone as quick as it
started but I knew what it said. It said that they were working hard on Kevin,
they were very busy. It was just like looking into the night sky but the lights
were a communication which I understood instantly. I told my family the good
news.
Treatment/The Rules:
About the 10th day I came home late after leaving the hospital ICU. My brother
was staying with me and was still up. We talked about Jesus and faith and the
last thing I said to him before retiring was a thing Jesus had said, it was
this: If you have but the faith of a mustard seed you could move a
mountain. Words mean things and these were not just words to me, I believed
these words. When I shut the bedroom door and went to my bed I was gently pushed
to lie down. The star field returned except this time it was all I could see
like an entire night sky. The first thing that happened was there was a voice
exclaiming "Kevin is coming back", this kept repeating until they reached me.
Now I was somewhere else, I was there where this was happening. I was gasping
for air as I said "yes please bring Kevin back" and the thing proceeded on. I
was told it would be very hard for me, they kept telling me this and I said yes
I will do anything, I was gasping for air like I was having a heart attack or
something. They read parts of my favorite Psalms and I read them back. I was
read what I call "the rules". They were all thing that they knew what my answers
would be and I said yes to all. They kept telling me that this power was only to
be used for Kevin, I said only Kevin, not even a grain of sand but only Kevin. I
promised with all my heart. They said my heart was pure and I cried out "my
heart is pure�. At no point was I ever told that more was to happen, the thing
just proceeded on.
The
Purple Blanket:
All
of a sudden I was made to look to the left. It was there that I saw a blanket
being pulled up over a bed. There was no bed so it was just a purple blanket
being pulled over an invisible bed smoothly and mechanically. Behind this was
ornate dark wood wall and it was very dark. As the blanket started up the bed I
said "Oh my god Jesus is pulling a blanket over me". As the blanket went up the
bed it was coming up over me and it engulfed me in the most comfort I could ever
imagine.
It
was warm and filled my entire being with comfort. It stopped at my neck and
stopped going up the bed simultaneously. I started to say, what is going on
here, but was cut off in mid-sentence because my head was then turned back to
looking straight up again (I was lying down). The second I was looking up again
this is what happened. Wham... something grabbed me and held all of me, it
shimmered and vibrated and held me with what felt like magnetism, it was
attached to me and we were together. It resembled six translucent rectangular
blocks stacked two on two long ways up, so it was three blocks high, they looked
similar to the glass cube walls you used to see a lot in doctors' offices. I
said� "Oh my god Jesus you came to see me?� Gasping for air I said "but there
are millions of people in the world and you came to see me?� I was lying in awe
and I started to ask..."why are you here?" but was cut off because right then
the treatment started. My whole being was charged with an electrical feeling and
a feeling of paralysis and indescribable comfort. As quick as it started it was
finished and I was released and the higher power left me.
After The Treatment:
After the treatment I was shown flashcard snapshots of events leading up to the
treatment. I was shown many other things as well. I can't tell it all here but I
want to tell some of it. I was shown a vision with a portal way off in the
distance and there was someone or something there holding it open, I thought it
was probably my mom but it wasn't. I was shown all of the prayer for Kevin
coming from earth, it was a vision from the east coast looking west across the
country and the prayers were spotlights shining individually but joining
together with some reaching higher than others and looking like a 3D bar graph
of sorts. I had prayer groups praying for Kevin all the way to Texas. I sent
emails every night telling everyone of Kevin�s status.
Two
neurosurgeons had told me Kevin would never even babble a word again, he would
never recover. They said their tests showed "the peaks are low and the speed is
slow" and then they pulled his eyelids open and saw that his eyes were rolled
back and that was it, they had seen it before and he was finished without a
doubt. I was shown the Neurosurgeon as I looked down onto the ICU where Kevin
was, he was moved over like a chess piece right out of the picture. I don�t
believe in them, never did.
I
was shown many people who were blessed and I was shown that the doctor who gave
up on Kevin would be treated in some way which we already found to be true.
As I
was lying in bed recovering it was told to me who the angels were that came for
Kevin. It was my grandparents and other souls from our family and Kevin�s
grandparents. I couldn't believe that this didn't occur to me, why wouldn't it
be my family? Then I knew my father was there and I thanked all of them while
crying with joy. As the night went on every question I asked was instantly
answered and I would repeat the answer and thank them. Should I go see Kevin
now? No was the answer. Will I have to do anything special to wake Kevin up? No
was the answer and this went on and on.
Caress:
As I
was laying on my back I realized I was rubbing my right chest with my left arm,
I realized this was weird because I would have thought I would rub my heart with
my right arm if I was comforting myself. Then I realized I wasn't doing the
rubbing, they were caressing me. This went on for some time as I lay there
asking questions and recovering from the treatment. They told me to go to sleep
that night but I was up all night. One stayed with me for a long time, they
didn�t say goodbye so I don�t know when they left.
Kevin Now:
Kevin blazed through recovery amazing everyone. The story is long and filled
with love, family and miracles. Kevin is about to get his G.E.D. and is learning
to walk. He has full memory of his life. He remembers some strange things but
not the treatment. Kevin suffered hearing loss, they say from antibiotics but
again, I don't think the healing is finished. The end of this story is not yet
written. The lord will decide when the healing is done. Our love is our grace.
My son has blessed me and everyone who cared for him, Jesus changed many lives
through him.
I
don't know why I was blessed to be part of Kevin's treatment. I don't know what
was happening with the blanket, I think it was being pulled over Kevin at the
same time as me. I don't know if I was treated or if Kevin was treated through
me or what happened. I could never have imagined this thing that happened.
Looking back I am so amazed at how this was precisely orchestrated for us. It
may sound silly but I picture the power I met treating untold numbers of people
in a night around the planet. The power came and it was nothing for it to put
back what was undone in the accident, he made it all to begin with. The
impossible became not so in an instant. But it wasn�t an instant healing but
rather he lit a fuse in Kevin with each part of his being coming back in divine
order.
My
brother was just outside my room during this entire episode and never heard a
peep.
I
was there on my bed gasping for air, my cat was there lying on the foot of the
bed undisturbed. I don't know how this happened or where I really was or how
long it took. I was lying down at times and then sitting cross-legged and bowing
down to Jesus. I was crying and gasping but my brother knew nothing, I even
heard him walking past my door several times.
I
was told to stay in my room for the night telling no one anything.
I
love you Jesus!
Mark
I
can't express how I knew what the lights (stars) in the starfield communicated
to me because I don't know. It was also telepathic.
I
knew that time was racing ahead but I felt like I was keeping up better. I
wasn't reacting as much and had more control.
We
are together again. My love for my son is like nothing else on the planet. I
have always wanted the best for him, even while he was sick.
Don't give up, be the best advocate you can for your loved one. Pray at their
bed for them like so many did for my son. We all did it together. Jesus will
bring a Comforter in a while.
Kevin's first words to me were " I love you" and "I'm sorry". But there was
nothing to be sorry for, it was an accident. Kevin started talking to everyone
on his birthday, we knew something big would happen that day. My brother and I
met angels in the ICU waiting room one night. All of the things that were done
to make the road straight and the ground fertile for this miracle to happen are
many.
At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
Yes
My son overdosed. I was being pushed by my doctor to give up, just days from the
accident. Nuerosurgens told me he was brain dead and there was no hope. It was
because his situation was so bad, they had no hope.
Was
the experience difficult to express in words?
Yes It is impossible to explain the communication, how clear everything was
communicated with no words. And how quickly communication happened. It is hard
to express the beauty of the treatment and how it was.
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness?
When I entered the place where this happened.
How
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?
More
consciousness and alertness than normal I had to be alert with this happening,
I reached a new level of consciousness, I was in a different place.
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that
you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.
Same
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that
you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.
Same
Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that
your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Extreme joy, shock, extreme love, disbelief, thankfullness.
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel?
No
Did
you see an unearthly light?
No
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an
unidentifiable voice?
I encountered a
definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
I can't describe the voice that talked to me other than it was a male voice. I
could never describe it but it was mans voice.
Did
you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who
are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha,
etc.)?
Yes I met Jesus. I called him Jesus because I knew him. I later call him a
higher power because I am not saying I met Jesus. I just know what I said when I
was held and it is written in the narrative as I said it. I knew it was Jesus
pulling the blanket over the bed, you don't ask questions in one of these things
you just know many things.
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?
Yes After the treatment I was told who the angels were. They were spirits from
my and Kevin's family. I am not clear exactly who they said were there except my
grandparents and Kevin's granparents. I may have been told more but I am not
sure. I can't imagine the joy felt by all at the love here on earth. They set up
the treatment, they beseeched the lord for us.
Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?
Uncertain
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?
No
Did time seem to speed up or slow down?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
I
had no sense of time. I remember looking at my clock but it didn't register to
me. It seems like I was kept from understanding how long any of this took.
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?
Everything about
the universe
After the treatment I was in a state of knowing, I understood everything in a
new way for several months. I could see intricate things and knew more why
animals did what they did. I would go home from the ICU to my house and watch
all of my problems set with the sun. I knew the frogs and crickets were singing
for joy for me and Kevin. Gravity was not a weight anymore but rather it was the
only thing keeping me from rising into the heavens. I didn't have a bad thought
for over a month.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you come to a border or point of no return?
No
Did
scenes from the future come to you?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly
life (�life after death�)?
Yes My deceased relatives were there.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?
Uncertain No one told me anything about this.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not)
exist?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding earthly life�s meaning or purpose?
No
I was told this would be very hard for me. Over and over this was said.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding earthly life�s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?
Yes I was told this would be very hard for me. Over and over this was said.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding love?
Yes Love made the whole thing.
During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information /
awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living
our earthly lives?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?
Yes I knew that the entire universe had to be nudged and it was nudged in the
most gentle way for Kevin. The universe never does anything that is not in it's
best interest. I knew how it was everyone that helped Kevin who made the miracle
possible.
What occurred during your experience included:
Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of
your experience I believe in Jesus Christ. I believe in what Jesus promised
me. There is something that has never been made more complicated through the
years and is available to anyone, anywhere and at anytime. No one can take him
from you and no one can occupy any space between you and him ever. Jesus.
How
accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events
that occurred around the time of the experience?
I
remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred
around the time of the experience I can still see it all clearly.
Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your
experience:
Where would I start.
My experience directly resulted in:
Large changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience?
Yes I try to be pure in all of my actions and dealings with others. All my
decisions are based on Jesus. Infractions seem costly.
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful
or significant to you?
The
Purple Blanket. I believe it was being pulled over Kevin at the same time as me.
It sounds like a dull scene but it was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen
and felt. But I still don't know what happened and no one told me. There are so
many things I wish I had asked of them but that is not what happened. I believe
Jesus was at Kevin's room at the ICU and I just can't imagine the beauty of what
happened there.
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your
experience that you did not have before the experience?
Uncertain I think so.
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful
or significant to you?
The
Purple Blanket. I believe it was being pulled over Kevin at the same time as me.
It sounds like a dull scene but it was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen
and felt. But I still don't know what happened and no one told me. There are so
many things I wish I had asked of them but that is not what happened. I believe
Jesus was at Kevin's room at the ICU and I just can't imagine the beauty of what
happened there.
Have you ever shared this experience with others?
Yes
I shared it right away. I couldn't talk without stuttering for a couple of weeks
and actually thought I might not talk right again.
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your
experience?
Yes I knew of them. It took a while for me to understand that I had a NDE
since I wasn't aware of the scope of NDE's.
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to
weeks) after it happened:
Experience was definitely real
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:
Experience was definitely real
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
My
son and I are together again. He suffered through things no child should have to
growing up. His mother is in prison. I had lost him because I had to work and he
was doing bad things. We need to pray for our kids as they navigate this mess of
a world.
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result
of your experience?
No
At
any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the
experience?
No
Is
there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?
If
you are sick God is in control. I knew more about Kevin than the doctors did. We
controlled the medicine, we had the breathing tubes removed when Kevin chewed
them and bent them, even shutting down his breathing. After shutting down his
breathing we posted a 24 hour watch until they put in a Trach. When he was
trying to cough out the Trach we made them wean him off it...they blamed
everthing on the brain injury but it was Kevin coming back from his head and
mouth first.
Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
No
There are a thousand words in every word. It could never be comprehensively
described. There were so many miracles that happened to me and my family through
this.