Maria dlA's Experience
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Experience description:
I was lying down, having spent a restless night with an attack of hay-fever, and
I was very sad as I had been very upset since the death of my little dog in
December 2009. There were times when I just wanted to die, to be with him, but
at other times I thought of my family and how for their sake I could not want to
die. I suffer respiratory problems due to allergies as well as hiatus hernia and
chronic faringitis, and nearly always breathe through my mouth.
Uncertain, with the passage of time, although it has become les clear, I know
the experience I had was real, and wonderful.
Throughout.
Throughout
Uncertain. I heard a sound like a vacuum-cleaner inside my head, but a lower
note.
Much happiness, amazement, peace, harmony etc.
Uncertain. Everything had a marvelous light, everything was light.
Uncertain, just my neighbour.
Uncertain. Everything went so fast. Yes, but it was a strange thing.
Uncertain. Everything in a single moment, plenitude in everything.
Uncertain. Everything was very fleeting, I had no time. I suppose I intended to
cross the boundary, but quickly found myself back in my bed.
Did you become aware of future events?
No
Uncertain. Even before my experience I was very intuitive and had dreams which
came true, and sometimes I have been afraid they would come true. About 2 months
before it died my pet more or less warned me in dreams about something bad which
was going to happen, but I did not want to believe it. Also, I had an
indescribable sadness within me for two or three months before my dog died.
Yes, three weeks after the experience I shared it with my husband and many
months later with my daughters and one of my sisters.
Yes. When my father died 18 years ago I was aware of his presence, he stroked my
head many times, by day and by night, and this went on for many months until the
date of his birthday. I believe he wanted me to know it was him, that he was
with me. I had fragile health with a lot of depression, as well as being ill,
which nobody believed. The doctors only found a cure when they finally
discovered the illness, after about 4 years. It was a tumor on the pituitary
gland or on the bone it rests on. I also had many external causes for my
depression.
It was all of importance.
Experience was definitely real. For about 6 months I have kept remembering it,
not in such clarity, but inside me the feelings are the same, and I have the
feeling of being in another dimension. For me it was Paradise.
Yes. Probably I am now more tolerant of others' faults. I am quite tolerant, but
I am upset and wounded by people's malice.
Uncertain. I am now more sure of the existence of a superior god who has created
us all, and that there is life after death.
Just this, that one day, when I was trying to get to sleep, some lovely flowers
appeared in my mind's eye. At other times I have seemed to leave my body but
only for a second, and it has given me the feeling that my mind was just a
little bit above my body.
I just want to say that I have taken Sogilen for the tumor and Eurotirox for the
thyroid for many years, and I do not believe these have influenced the
experience, as I have taken them for so long, and the same goes for the
antihistamine I take for allergic attacks.
All of a sudden I found myself in a meadow or garden, very beautiful, with red
flowers like giant poppies. I could not see my body, though I knew I was still
myself. Within me there was a noise like a vacuum-cleaner, but a deeper note. I
was walking in the garden, ecstatic, marvelling, filled with joy, walking very
quickly or almost flying, when suddenly I saw a neighbour called Rosi; she had
died some two years previously. This neighbour was from my home-town, not where
I live now. She was standing next to a white wall, I guess the wall of a house,
as she communicated to my mind that this was my house. I don't know if she asked
me in, but I intended to go in, but at that moment I found myself back in my
bed. I have always wanted to have a house with a garden, especially for the
sake of my little dog, but I have never been able to have one.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Uncertain Incierto, a medida que va pasando el tiempo,aunque lo tengo menos
claro, se que la experiencia que viv� fue real y maravillosa.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness?
En todo momento
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was
different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please
explain:
En todo momento
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any
aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception
degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
Uncertain Yo escuchaba dentro de mi cabeza un sonido parecido a un aspirador
pero mas grave.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
mucha alegr�a, asombro, paz, armon�a etc.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No
Did you see a light?
Uncertain todo estaaba con una luz maravillosa, todo era luz.
Did you meet or see any other beings?
Uncertain Solo a mi vecina
Did you experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your
experience that could be verified later?
No
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
Yes
Did you have any sense of altered space or time?
Uncertain Era todo tan r�pido , si pero era algo raro.
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Uncertain Todo a la vez, plenitud en todo.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Uncertain Fue todo muy fugaz,no me di� tiempo Supongo que mi intenci�n era pasar
la frontera, pero de pronto me vi otra vez en mi cama.
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the
experience you did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain Yo ya antes de mi experiencia, he sido muy intuitiva y he tenido
sue�os que se han cumplido, y a veces he tenido miedo a que se cumplieran. unos
dos meses antes de morir mi mascota ya mas o menos se me anunci� varias veces en
sue�os que algo malo iba a ocurrir, pero yo no quer�a creerlo. Tambi�n unos dos
meses antes de morir mi perro, ten�a una tristeza indescriptible en mi interior.
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes tres semanas despues de la experiencia la comparti con mi marido y muchos
meses despu�s con mis hijas y una hermana.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your
experience?
Yes Cuando muri� mi padre hace 18 a�os,yo notaba su presencia, pues me
acariciaba, la cabeza en muchos momentos del d�a y de la noche, durante muchos
meses hasta el d�a de su cumplea�os. Yo creo que el quer�a que supiera que era
el, y que estaba conmigo. Yo estaba delicada de salud y tuve mucha depresi�n,
aparte que estaba enferma y nadie me cre�a, los m�dicos no me curaban hasta que
despu�s de unos cuatro a�os dieron con la enfermedad y era un adenoma
hipofisiario en la silla turca o la hip�fisis, tambi�n hubo muchas causas
externas por la que tuve depresi�n tambi�n.
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened?
Experience was definitely real
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
Todo fue importante.
How do you currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was definitely real Despu�s de de unos 6 meses la sigo recordando, no
de una forma tan clara, pero en mi interior las sensaciones que sent� son las
mismas. y tengo la sensaci�n de que estuve en otra dimensi�n. Para mi era el
Para�so.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes Pobablemente ahora soy un poco mas tolerante, con los defectos de los
demas.yo soy bastante tolerante, pero me indigna y me duele la maldad de la
gente.
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Uncertain Ahora estoy m�s segura de la existencia de un dios superior, que nos
ha creado a todos.y que hay vida despu�s de la muerte.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
Tan solo que un d�a, cuando estaba intentando dormir, aparecieron en mi mente
unas flores preciosas. Otras veces me ha parecido que he salido de mi cuerpo
pero solo como un segundo, y me ha dado la sensaci�n de que mi mente estaba un
poco m�s arriba de mi cuerpo.
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes
Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your
experience?
Solo decir que yo tomo sogilen para el adenoma y eurotirox para el tiroides
durante muchos a�os y no creo que haya influido en la experiencia pues los tomo
desde hace muchos a�os al igual que cuando tengo alergia tomo un antihistaminico