Malcolm J's Experience
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Experience description:
Whilst feeling
perfectly normal, in good health, and after a good nights sleep, I was driving
to the office on sunny morning in light traffic conditions when I became aware
of 'myself' being about 6-8 feet above and 6-8 feet behind and slightly to the
off side of my car whilst driving at 30-35 mph on a quiet urban road. I very
clearly 'watched' for several seconds, and this through the car's steel roof,
myself carrying out normal driving functions. I experienced no sense of
detachment and the image I saw was perfectly clear there being no mistiness or
lack of definition, this despite there being a steel roof between the detached
'me' and what I was seeing.
Even at the time of the
experience I had no recollection of re-entering my body, or of deciding that I
must do so, and my only recollection is of feeling very shaken as I pulled into
the side to stop. I got out of the car and walked about for a few minutes to
re-compose myself before I feeling able enough to continue the journey. There
was no sense of feeling unwell or strange in any way immediately before the
experience and I felt perfectly fit and normal immediately after it, however, it
was an alarming experience and as a result I was a bit worried about my mental
health.
I had a consultation
with my doctor (GP) that evening who took my account seriously. He assured me
that such experiences did happen and usually to people under stress but that
medical science did not yet understand such experiences. He advised me not to
worry about it and that there was nothing wrong with my mental state.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
No
The experience
was vivid but it was difficult to understand in that all aspects of it defied
all practical logic.
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
This was as normal.
Was the experience
dream like in any way?
Most certainly not.
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
This was total and my
form as it appeared was normal me.
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?
Detachment, the sense
of alarm came after re-entering my body.
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
No sound
whatsoever as I recall.
Did you recognize any
familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or
encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?
Yes
From my detached
position I recognised every aspect of myself, the car and its location as
normal.
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
No
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
No
Did you have any sense
of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a sense
of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become aware
of future events?
No
Were you involved in
or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
The situation
defied all logic and I could not and still cannot imaging any mental condition
or function that could facilitate such a situation. I caused me to wonder if we
do have a soul seperate from the body as this seems the only explanation for the
experience.
Later experiences, when
my wife and I very often found ourselves not just thinking similar thoughts but
even debating in our own minds the same issue at the same moment suggested that
there is an ability to communicate mentally.
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
It had no effect in
any area. Despite a religious upbringing I have never had any religious belief
and the experience did not change my views.
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes
Other than my doctor
polite acceptance of the story and likely disbelief.
What was the best and
worst part of your experience?
The best part is that
it suggested to me, this despite all logic, that there is possibly something
more to us than just the flesh and blood of our bodies. The worst part is that
I do not like that which I do not understand.
Is there anything else
you would like to add concerning the experience?
No.
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No I have
since undergone what I would consider to be very much more stressful situations
than those experienced at the time of the occurrence but there has never been a
similar experience.