Maisie S's Experience
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Experience description:
I have a special
relationship with a co worker. He lives miles away in another city. I live in
Los Angeles and he lives up north in WA state. He meditates often and so do I.
We both have always felt that we have a very strong connection and possibly have
been together in past lives. In this life I'm married to someone else and he's
in a relationship. One night after a particular intense business trip and
amazing experience with him, I flew back home to Los Angeles. We were very
clear to each other that we could not have a physical relationship or betray our
spouses, however the LOVE was undeniable. I was mediating and fell asleep -
during my sleep suddenly I left my body. I have had a history of Out of Body
experiences...I could write a book. I woke up to someone kissing me....I opened
my eyes in the OBE state and saw his soul energy, his aura, his vibration...His
energy was in white and gold, he was vibrating so brightly, it was the most
beautiful thing I ever saw...The feeling was t his amazing feeling of Love...All
I got from him over and over is I love you, I love you, I love you...the feeling
was all encompassing and amazingly healing...it engulfed me and filled me with
warm fuzzies...I tried to stay out of my body for as long as I could to feel his
energy but after about 35-40 seconds I fell back into my body...I asked him the
next day if he was meditating on Sunday night, he said yes, I asked did you send
me Love? He said always...
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was meditating and
during it I fell asleep
Was the experience
dream like in any way?
No I know my dreams
from my out of Bodies, I had an OBE, I left through my ears like I always do and
it was vibrating
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
When you leave from
your body it has a tremendous vibration, it leaves from your ears and something
pulls you into your body so you have to work really hard to keep you OUT!
It's hard to stay out.
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?
PURE LOVE
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
The only noise
is the vibrating hummm of when you leave through your ears
Did you recognize any
familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or
encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?
No
I stayed in the room I
was sleeping in but I have gone outside before and it's very difficult to hold
the vibration for too long...I fall back in very fast and the vibration is very
tiring.
Did you see a light?
Yes
His soul light, his
energy - it was white and gold and so beautiful
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
Yes
My friends energy,
aura, soul energy, white & gold light
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Yes
I asked him if he was
meditating on sunday night , he said yes...he said that day he sent me love...I
heared it loud and clear 5
senses really don't apply in an OBE only hearing maybe , vision is different
and hearing is an understanding not necessarily an actual sound...
Did you have any sense
of altered space or time?
No
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes
Did you become aware
of future events?
No No
it is hard to hold the vibration...the pull to the body is very very very
strong. The vibration gets louder and louder as you are out longer. It also gets
louder as you are leaving or trying to stay out for too long. PARANOIA sets in
as well, a sense of foreboding that if you stay out too long, you might get hurt
or not come back
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
No Only prior, I've
been very psychic my whole life
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
I believe that
we are all interconnected through our heart and we feel love for each other.
Some things muddle the Love and the EGO IS huge. If we could all see each other
like I saw him in this state, the world would be a beautiful place.
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
I started
studying the Kabala afterwards and learned how 99% of our existence does not
occur here
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes
You share this
experiences only with the right people that you know will understand.
What was the best and
worst part of your experience?
The best was that it
happened and I felt this immense LOVE and the worst part was that it was too
short. I wish it had lasted longer and I wish that i could have controlled
staying out of my body longer.
Is there anything else
you would like to add concerning the experience?
OBEs are very crazy
because before I always had negative OBEs with low vibrating creatures. This
was the first time I experienced a positive love during an OBE
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did the questions
asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes