Mahmood K's Experience
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Experience description:
I went to bed as usual.
I had a bath before I went to bed. I don't know when I got up but I realized
that I was not in my bedroom but I was in my study and thought that I had gone
there to just to study some book browse the internet. I did not even realize
what time it was. The small lamp at my desk was lit and my chair was already
pulled out. As I tried to sit down I realized that I was unable to do so as I
was feeling very light and as I tried to sit down I went through the seat of my
chair. It was at this moment that I realized that something was not right.
The very next moment I
also realized that I was away from my body and was also fully aware that it some
kind of unusual phenomenon that I was experiencing. I had two thoughts at that
very moment. Either to go upstairs and see one of my children there so I can
tell any one of them that I was there and saw them, or to go back and see myself
on the bed. I decided to go upstairs but I could not direct myself to upstairs.
I felt like air. So I decided to go to the room where I had slept. It was right
next to where I was at that moment. I had a feeling that I should hurry but I
don't know why I had that feeling. I somehow got to my room. By this time I knew
it for sure that I was out of my body. I saw myself lying straight on the bed.
The last thought I had before this state reached its end was that it is
definitely not a dream. As I reached close to my body on the bed I experienced a
sort of magnetic attraction. I suddenly got up from my bed gasping for air.
That's it. Nothing more happened since then.
I could not direct
myself to go upstairs.
I reached my body
without much effort, I just thought to be there.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
At what time
during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and
alertness? I think this whole episode must not have lasted for more than a
minute or minute and a half at the most. I think I was conscious enough in the
very early moments of this experience.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness
I think this whole episode must not have lasted for more than a
minute or minute and a half at the most. I think I was conscious enough in the
very early moments of this experience.
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any
aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception
degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? No
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
No
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
What emotions
did you feel during the experience?
Surprise. Fear, that something wrong might happen if I did not make
it back to myself.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No
Did you see a light?
No I saw a normal lighted study room which is normally lit by a small
table lamp.
Did you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your
experience that could be verified later?
Uncertain I am not sure but I think that the lamp on the table was lit when
I got up in the morning.
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions? No
Did you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose? No I had a strong feeling that it was not normal and it
was not a dream.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No No, but I could not make myself go upstairs.
Did you become aware of future events?
No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the
experience you did not have prior to the experience? No
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes My wife was lying next to me and she was fast asleep. I told her as soon
as she got up. She seemed to believe me. My mom and sisters apparently believed
me. My elder brother made fun of me. None was influenced.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your
experience?
Yes I read it in a book prior to my experience and believed it to be true.
But when it happened to me, I had normal health. At the very instant of this
experience I did not even think for a moment that I have any knowledge of such
experiences.
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real Definitely real. I had never had the same
experience in any of my dreams, never ever. I can recall most of it after so
many years.
Were there one
or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to
you? I passed
through the seat of my chair when I tried to sit down.
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real Definitely real. I had never had the
same experience in any of my dreams, never ever. I can recall most of it after
so many years.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes I think so, yes.
Are
there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?
Can't come to think of any right now. Frankly I would like to get over with it.
Can I please send in the suggestions later? Thanks.