Mac R's Experience
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Experience description:
I took my friend up to
Ohio to race motorcycles. I was very experienced racer. I took racing very
seriously as it has a high potential for risk, even in a somewhat controlled
environment. I had been studying Akido, a Japanese defensive, martial art. It
also involved ki/chi breathing, becoming completely relaxed, emptying one's mind
and learning to achieve strength through relaxation, using other's force against
themselves and of course manipulating the life-force.
I also could slow
everything down while on the course/track at times. I still see accidents in
slow-motion to this day. My friend got clipped at the start of the race. His
father had threatened me before the trip that if his only child got hurt, he was
coming after me. My buddy went off to the hospital with a broken collar-bone and
I knew that I would have to win the race to bring a trophy home to show his dad.
Road-racing is very fast-paced and dangerous but I was more worried about seeing
my buddy's dad when we got back ( I also knew that I couldn't get hurt as I
would be the only one capable of driving back home to Virginia). There was a lot
of adrenalin at the start of the race for me as I always wanted to get the jump
at the start and get into the first corner before anyone else. Once that
happened, I began to relax and began to slow everything down. I was doing speeds
in excess of 120 m.p.h., with my bike sliding, drifting. spinning the rear
wheel, picking up the front end with my knee and braking on my front tire with
the rear of the bike off the ground. It was controlled chaos. I was not thinking
about what I was doing for the most part. I was one with the bike.
At one point I got so
relaxed that I came up and behind myself (out of body experience). Even though I
was "flying" on the track with my bike, I was still in the "zone" with
everything quiet and in slow-motion. I thought it was pretty cool to be watching
myself racing on my bike/motorcycle. I was watching myself do all the required
elements to be racing my bike but I was not at all physically involved with
those operations while I watched from above, slightly behind. By far the coolest
thing I have ever seen involving myself other than re-directing energy, people
and animals and believing in myself.
This did not last long
as I am a very responsible person and racing a motorcycle at high speeds is
extremely dangerous. I had to cut this great experience short as I told myself
that I needed to be 100% on the bike. Who knows what would have happened but
considering the circumstances it was the best/correct thing to do. I could not
be disappointed in myself for safely crossing the finish line in first place and
then driving my buddy with trophy in hand to show his father. Sadly, I knew it
was the right circumstances; adrenalin, endorphins, being in the "zone", being
experienced, knowing how to relax and slow everything down, my training at
various levels and the threat of violence from my buddy's dad that could never
be duplicated again and that for me, it was an amazing once in a life-time
experience. Freaked out? No way, it's amazing what you can do when you relax and
are able to manipulate the life-force. freaks a lot of other people out though.
;-)
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
No
No, but many
folks could never conceive of the notion of having an out of body experience,
esp. while racing a motorcycle around a track.
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes
Only to the fact that I was an experienced motorcycle racer, racing at high
speeds and that my friend who was an only child, dad threatened to kill me if
his son got hurt, which he did at the start of the race that was re-started
after he got tangled up with someone and broke his collarbone.
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was very, very
relaxed and aware of everything around me. I was in the "zone". I slowed
everything down when in actuality I was doing an excess of 120 m.p.h. on some
sections of the track with my bike , sliding, drifting, picking it up with my
knee when I would lose the front end on a couple sections of the track.
Was the experience
dream like in any way?
Again, I was in the
"zone". Very relaxed in a situation that would scare the hell out of most folks.
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
I watched myself from
slightly behind and above. I only noticed my physical body slightly forward and
behind.
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?
I was already in the
"zone'. Very, very relaxed during what would normally be a very tense,
high-speed situation. I had also achieved a state were I really didn't hear any
noise coming from my racebike. I thought it was a way cool out of body
experience.
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
Just the voice
inside my head telling myself to get back 100% on my motorcycle.
Did you recognize any
familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or
encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?
No
that religious crap can
all be explained by chemical reactions, deficiencies and/or fear, intimidation
and guilt.
Did you see a light?
No
I saw the light a long
time ago that all that stuff is crap. ;-)
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
I watched myself from
slightly behind and above racing my motorcycle. I was not involved in it's
operation or my own operation at that time.
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes
Smell was not
involved. I was very, very relaxed. slowed things down from the physical world
and was just very aware.
Did you have any sense
of altered space or time?
Yes
Again, I was in the
'zone" and became even more so when I traveled out of my body, off my motorcycle
and watched myself racing/operating my bike but in the same speed as I was in
the "zone".
Did you have a sense
of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes
I knew that this
was a pretty unique situation to be in and enjoyed it for a brief period of time
until I told myself to cut the out of body experience short and to be focued
100% back on my bike on the racetrack.
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
I was just slightly
behind and probably seemed like I was viewing myself somewhere between five and
ten feet above myself.
Did you become aware
of future events?
Yes
I've always had people
pop into my head out of the blue and I see them a couple days later. Doesn't
matter who they are. last week predicted a co-worker's seizure. Feel like I've
already done most things before.
Were you involved in
or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
I was really
enjoying watching myself racing my motorcycle on the track but knew I had to cut
it short and be 100% back on the bike and 100% focused.
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
How could you
not after such a cool experience?
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
No.
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes
No one I know even
those who are familiar with a runner's high or being in the "zone", those I know
that have raced motorsports in the amateur or professional level, played sports
believes me let alone experienced an out of body experience. Only folks I know
have had medical complications, surgeries and been on anesthesia.
What was the best and
worst part of your experience?
The best; the out of
body experience and experiencing that it was possible and very few folks if any,
experienced this while racing a motorcycle at high speeds on a racetrack.
I had to cut watching
myself short. It was the responsible thing to do.
Is there anything else
you would like to add concerning the experience?
It will never happen
again to me.
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did the questions
asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes