Lucy M's Experience
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Experience description:
i was dreaming
about something and then i suddenly realized that i was semi conscious so i
wondered if i could control my dream. i remember i was standing next to a
staircase so i jumped and suddenly my whole body went tingly (like the feeling
you get when your leg goes dead and then life comes back into it) i was actually
floating at the time. then i woke up in my bed and my whole body was paralyzed.
i tried to move and i couldn't. suddenly the words "if you look into the eyes
you, you are dying" i didn't know what this meant so i closed my eyes and then i
kept seeing to black cloaks hanging over me. i kept thinking i was dying and i
was scared. then i found i could move my arms a tiny bit and i put them in my
stomach and i actually felt them go through my body. it didn't feel as though my
arms were moving and i couldn't actually feel them touch my body. this went on
for about 10-15 minutes and then i regained feeling in my body
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
Uncertain
well,
i kept seeing this black hooded figure over me, and words kept flashing in my
head, such as death. then i felt as though my heart was being taken out
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
semi
at first and then if felt like i was fully awake
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
only at the
start
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain
only
when i was trying to move
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
fear and
sadness that if i was dying i didn't get to say goodbye
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
no
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did
you see a light?
Uncertain
i
think there was but it wasn't vivid
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
time
is precious
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
it hasn't
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
my
dad. he said that i was dreaming that i was awake while dreaming
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
fear
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
no best part,
worst was that i thought i was dying
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes