Lu M's Experience
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Experience description:
I had gone to bed
around 9PM because I wanted to be rested for some class tests I was going to
have the following day. As I lay in bed all of a sudden I began to feel some
sensations around my feet. The vibration began to come up my body. It startled
me and I began to get scared. I questioned if I was dreaming, but I was aware
that I was awake and alert.
The tingling and
vibration kept moving up my body. When it got to my chest I saw Light, it was
very bright but not blinding. The vibration and Light eventually moved over my
head and I was enveloped by it. I suddenly felt an immense knowing of Love;
unconditional love. I knew without a doubt that this Love had always been there
and that I could not do anything to earn it or have it "abandon" me. It was
always there for me no matter what I did in my life or didn't do. It was
complete acceptance. There was no such thing as right or wrong or good or bad. I
also understood that this is the way it was for everyone!
I then asked in my
mind, so what are all these religions for (since this was a question I had been
contemplating for some time)? I understood that it didn't matter if I chose to
be part of a religious organization or not. These groups and beliefs existed
for those that believed they needed it and if one day they didn't feel they
needed this affiliation it was okay to move forward.
After about 2 minutes
the Light began to move down my body and it left the way it came in. I was left
deeply comforted (tears of joy and appreciation running down my cheeks) and I
was forever changed in my understanding. A level of fear about living life was
removed due to this experience.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Complete awareness
Was the experience dream like in any way?
No
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Complete Love and acceptance.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
No
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did
you see a light?
Yes The Light came with a vibration/sensation that I felt coming up my body.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
No
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Yes The knowing was more about not fearing to just live. There is no
such thing as right or wrong.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I could relax more and not feel so worried if I were doing things right
or not. I also didn't fear being part of the "wrong" religion and God not
approving.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
The
experience has allowed me to open myself to more possibilities and check myself
on self-judgment or judging others. Since I "know" that what we see here and
experience is not all that there is, this has helped me tremendously in my
practice with energy and Shamanic work. I have developed a high level of
"trust" with the Higher realms and just know that "magical" type of work can be
done for myself and others.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes My awareness and understanding expanded.
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes Some have found it quite fascinating while others have labeled it "a
deception of the devil".
What emotions did you experience following your experience?
Love, relief, freedom
What was the best and worst part of your experience?
Unconditional love and acceptance; no judgment
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes