Louise's Experience
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Experience description:
It was about 7
pm and I was taking my 2 year old son to bed, he couldn't get to sleep so I got
in beside him to settle him. When he had went to sleep, I was still awake and
would have normally just got up out the bed and carried on with housework etc,
but the more I told myself to get up the less I felt able to move, at first it
wasn't that I couldn't move, it was more like I couldn't find the will to get
up, I cant really describe what happened immediately after this point.
I cant really
remember a separation.....but I could see the room I was in with my physical
eyes, I could see my son, the wall and the light coming in from the open door,
yet at the same time, with different eyes I could see the street I used to live
in as a young girl, I was in the air about 5 ft from the ground, I was being
pulled or drawn backwards, I could feel the sensation of the cold wind on my
face, almost the feeling of being beside an open car window when the vehicle is
moving, I could smell cut grass, I was terrified, I was trying to move and shout
with my physical body, at the same time as seeing feeling hearing and being in
this other place. I had doubts at first as to whether or not this was an OBE,
because from other peoples stories it sounds as if they shift awareness into a
second self, and the perceive from this second self, yet I would describe my
experience as a split in awareness and perception, I could see, feel and think
in two selves. I don't even know if anyone could make sense of that, I had two
trains of thought, and neither of them knew what was happening.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Uncertain
I am an able communicator and this was a vivid experience so I can describe it,
but I could never find words to express the feelings and sensations associated
with the experience, so I could never make anyone truly understand what the
experience was like.
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was
awake and alert
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
no not at all
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
response
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
I was
frightened and panicked
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
no
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did
you see a light?
No
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes just
people walking on the street I was on.
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes
they were not different
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
everything was moving faster.
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Yes
although I was frightened, I felt as if I was being taken somewhere I was meant
to go.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Uncertain I was concentrating really hard and trying to move myself of the
bed I was on when I eventually manage to move I felt strange sensation that I
cant really put into words.
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain I was always quite intuitive and perceptive, but nothing really
special, but since the experience I have regular prophetic dreams, and flashes.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I now
believe whole heartedly in reincarnation and connections from past lives, I
believe my soul wanted to be somewhere else and it was going to someone I had a
connection with.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
Yes, I now use
divination every day.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
What emotions
did you experience following your experience?
I had a panic
attack directly afterward, I had never suffered from one before.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
the experience
itself was frightening and disturbing, but the knock on effect has been life
changing, once I realized what it was that had happened to me, and where my soul
was trying to go.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Uncertain
I cant fully explain it, and I don't know if my description would be
understandable to others, but I know what I mean. lol.