Lori N's Experience
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Experience description:
I don't remember any
out-of-body experience until December 7, 2013 after I received a failed attempt
to implant a pacemaker. The surgery was performed the last thing in the evening
and my heart was accidentally punctured. When I asked for pain meds my doctor
was notified and prescribed a routine pain medicine not realizing my heart was
actually punctured. His advice was to take the pain medication and walk around
as much as I could because I could only have just so much and would have to wait
in between doses. I continued to walk all over that hospital all night until
early the next morning when my body functions ceased and I was unable to move.
They did some emergency measures and discovered my heart was overcome from all
the bleeding that had gone out into my chest cavity. I was told they would have
to operate without anesthesia in order to pinpoint the location to stop the
bleeding and then add a shunt to allow it to drain off.
Somewhere during this
surgery I found myself somehow being embraced by Jesus in a great throne room of
brilliant light and a love that was beyond description. I was being completely
saturated to the brim with a most heavenly LOVE and kept being embraced as ONE
with Jesus as His strength was flowing through me and restoring me to
wholeness. I was aware that I was being promised a complete recovery and needed
to go back to earth to complete what I had been created for.
At the time of your
experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
Uncertain I was purchasing something that was requiring rapid-fire decisions
and just passed out.
Was the experience
difficult to express in words?....Yes....I
don't remember having thoughts
At what time during
the experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and
alertness?....More
consciousness and alertness than normal During the time I spent with
Jesus.....I was completely free of pain and conscious only of the overwhelming
experience of Divine Love.
Please compare your
vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately
prior to the time of the experience.
I was in
excruciating pain right before the vision and completely free from pain or
anything unpleasant during it.
Please compare your
hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately
prior to the time of the experience.
My everyday
hearing was fine before and I'm not aware of any change during it.
Did you see or hear
any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness /
awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
Uncertain I remember
my surgeon leaving the operating room saying "Thank God" and I was pleased to
realize he at least believed in God too.
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?....Supreme
Joy
Did you pass into or
through a tunnel?....Uncertain....If
I did it was too rapid to tell
Did you see an
unearthly light?....Yes....Brighter
than aything on earth
Did you seem to
encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?....I
encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
I distinctly
recognized the being as Jesus as I had met him once many years before
Did you encounter or
become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?....Yes
Did you become aware
of past events in your life during your experience?....No....
Did you seem to enter
some other, unearthly world?....A
clearly mystical or unearthly realm....A
great throne room filled with goodness and light
Did time seem to speed
up or slow down?....Everything
seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning....Time
became irrelevant. All that mattered was happening NOW
Did you suddenly seem
to understand everything?....Everything
about the universe....I
understood that everything was perfect and under Divine control and could be
trusted and honored and loved as much as I was being loved.
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?....No....
Did you come to a
border or point of no return?....No....
Did scenes from the
future come to you?....No....
Did you have a sense
of knowing special knowledge or purpose?....Yes....Yes,
see 39.
Discuss any changes
that might have occurred in your life after your experience:....Large
changes in my life....I was too weak from loss of blood and pain for many months
to do much. Also my nerves wouldn't allow me to be able to tolerate any
stimulation so I stayed to myself and studied my scriptures for the most
part.....
Did you have any
changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result
of the experience?
Yes Yes, I value
what Jesus did for us much more. I value life itself much more. And I value
the role of love itself in our relationship one to another.
Do you have any
psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did
not have before the experience?....No
Have you ever shared
this experience with others?
Yes Idon't believe
they had fully grasped the full significance, especially the skeptics.
Did you have any
knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?....Yes
I had read several accounts. The one I remember is by Moody.
What did you believe
about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:....Experience
was definitely real Because of it's effect on me and the change for the
better it brought about.
What do you believe
about the reality of your experience at the current time:....Experience
was definitely real....For the same reasons as in 56.
Have your
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?....Yes....I
have only kindly, loving feelings for everyone i come in contact with or hear
about even.
Have your religious
beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?....Yes
Yes,
I am far more broad minded and tolerant and loving.
At any time in your
life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?....Uncertain
I realized that Jesus cared about me in my first encounter but the love I
recently experienced didseem to register as much at that time. Now I believe it
has made it possible for me to reproduce the same experiences in my life.
Did the questions
asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe
your experience?
Yes To the best of
my ability.