At first I wanted to enter like nothing more I ever wanted in my entire life...... Then, I suddenly remembered my son....

It was interesting because I didn't remember anyone... I didn't remember my husband, my other son, my siblings, or any of my friends on earth. The only one that I suddenly remembered was One of my sons...My most special son. I remembered him more than anything else. Then, I told the loving being that " no, I needed to go back to be with my son" ... He, (the being) was very, very, very, very, happy....

He was filling my being-ness with appreciation and telling me how pleased he was that I made that choice. 

He always gave me a choice. He never said to me that " it wasn't my time" he never said" that I had to go back" he " gave me the Choice". I took the choice. And, he acknowledged my choice with great love and pleasure.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   Uncertain  I have had 5 experiences since 2004.

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Uncertain     It was difficult to explain in words, because the experience on every incidence was profound and not what the average everyday human being experiences. Although, I felt it, saw it, communicated with it, and experienced it. So, It wasn't hard to explain. It is harder for people to understand that for me to explain.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    I was in an extreme state of relaxation

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal   Yes, I was in a deep state of relaxation on all experiences.

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   My vision was extremely more vivid and more real than than the immediate prior to the time of my experience.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   I didn't need to "hear".... Hearing wasn't a part of any one of the 5 experiences in the way we think of "hearing"

We spoke through our minds. (telepathically) we didn't need our mouths to speak. We heard each other through our thoughts, our minds, we spoke through our minds and feelings, not through our mouths.  

we heard each other through our minds.

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   No   No, I wasn't experiencing earth in the here and now.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   joy, peace, intellect, communication, intense love and acceptance, They told me they were pleased.  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   Yes  

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes   The light surpassed any light you could ever explain in human terms. It was the most white, most brilliant whitest, almost blinding light that most of us could ever take in.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Yes, I wrote that above.

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No   NO. I did Not experience any Named religious beings who are described on earth.

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   Yes   I have experienced deceased family and friends. BUT, NOT On THE ACCOUNT I WROTE ABOUT ABOVE.

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
YES.

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Yes.

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   Everything about myself or others
Yes.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   No

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was "sent back" against my will
described above.

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (�life after death�)?   Yes   above referenced. to much to write in an email.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   supreme being does exist. described above. further experiences can't be written in short answered emails.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   see above.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s meaning or purpose?   Yes   see above.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   Yes   see above.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Yes   LOVE IS WHAT ALL HUMANS NEED TO LEARN AND TO FEEL IN THEIR HEARTS WITH 100% SINCEREITY. THIS LOVE IS NOT AN ACTION AS SO MANY PEOPLE THINK THAT LOVE IS " ACTION". 

LOVE IS NOT ONLY AN ACTION. LOVE SOMETHING YOU GENUINELY FEEL IN YOUR HEART. IF THE ACTION FOLLOWS... THEN THAT IS TRUE. IF THE ACTION IS PRECLUDED TO LOVE... THAT IS NOT TRUE LOVE.

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   Yes   see above.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   Yes   Love is the answer. Life does exist outside of our physical bodies that is actually much more real and true than the life we live here on earth in these physical bodies.

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   I will explain in more detail later. Although, the experience I had, was not consistent with main stream religion in the U.S.A. or was it consistent with what everyone in the world seems to believe and argue about.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience  

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:   religion has no importance to me now what so ever. Spirituality is the reason I exist and live today. There is absolutely no other reason for my existence here  on earth besides spirituality. Religion might help those who need it to become more aware and evolved. But, it is definitely not the truth, the way, and the light. Spirituality is the truth, the way, and the light.

My experience directly resulted in:   Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Yes   I had direct experience with the other world and life after death through my own experience and through my friend spending 3 days with me after he died, and through my mother coming to me to tell me she is learning now and seeing her as a different person then the 75 year old woman she was when she " died". my mother was about 30 years old and cleaned out / purified. She wanted me to know she was being taught and learning. She also told me she was going to come back again. That she was going to be able live another another life again as a human being.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   Yes   see above.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     All 5 of my experiences stay with me everyday of my continual physical life here on earth.

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes  I didn't share my experiences right away. The only one who knows about these experiences are my husband. Because, I knew no one would understand or they would think that my experiences were bizarre and dismiss them as being weird. So, I figured why tell anyone because no one on this earth really can comprehend or even come close to even understanding what happened.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   No   No, I had no experience of NDE or even knew others had NDE experiences until just recently.

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   It was more real than any other experience I've ever experienced in my entire earthly life.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real   The experience was definitely real and will remain with me until the day I actually pass on and never come back to this current body that I exist in.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   I look at people differently. I have more compassion for people. I see how how people are so mislead by the earthly business of religion and non truths of life and the afterlife. I wish others could know and experience the truth of our existence.

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   YES, 100%. I no longer follow a specific religion. Although, I have experienced almost every American religion. I was born and raised in the Mormon faith, then I was born again, then I explored all the other world religions. Although, they all have some truth to offer. They all have something positive to help others gain more compassion. They are also very mislead in their teachings.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   Yes   see above.  

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes   I have much, much more to explain. But, It's to much to explain in an email or questioner.