Linda U's Experience
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Experience description:
In May of 2007 I was
lying in bed reading a description of the Quaker religion that I had printed off
the Internet. It was about how they meditate at their gatherings. There was a
section on meditating on something they call the Inner Light. I put down the
paper and closed my eyes thinking, "What's this Inner Light? I'll try to see
it."
Within seconds it
happened. I shot out of my body at an incredible speed enveloped in a golden
light. Suddenly I was in a void. The void was microscopic and infinitely huge at
the same time. It was the most soothing color of brown or gray. I've never seen
a color like it on earth. I felt completely at home and comforted--both peaceful
and ecstatic at the same time.
Then I heard a voice
that was louder than anything I'd ever heard before. It was so loud it should
have hurt my ear drums. But it didn't. It was soothing. It said, "EVERYTHING IS
NOW." And with those words came a sudden understanding so huge, so great, so
infinite. I understood everything all at once.
Then I realized that my
body on the bed was smiling a huge dumb smile. And I thought, "I've got to
remember this. I have to write it down." As soon as I connected like that with
my body, I shot back into it. I immediately grabbed a pen and paper and scrawled
"EVERYTHING IS NOW. And not only that, but every possible outcome for every
possible situation that could ever happen is happening at the same time. At this
very moment. At every moment."
I lost most of the
specific understanding I had when I was in the other dimension but some of the
things I "knew" were:
...there is no
difference between micro and macro
...there's no such
thing as time
...everything is
happening now
...love is the answer
I know it sounds kind
of corny but that's what I knew. And it helps me to this day in getting along
with people and living my life. I feel privileged to have been given the
opportunity to experience what I did. And I want to know more about it and to
experience something like it again.
PS By the way, I've
thought long and hard trying to recall the sound of the voice that spoke to me
and I've come to the conclusion that it was my own voice. I think that I have
all that knowledge inside me but it's somehow normally blocked in this
dimension.
Did you have a sense
of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes ...there
is no difference between micro and macro
...there's no such
thing as time
...everything is
happening now
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
It is hard
to put the feelings I had into words, but the message I got was very clear.
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Very alert and
peaceful.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
Dreamlike.....? No, not
really. It was very vivid. But my dreams are very vivid too, so I'm not sure
what you mean.
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes I became aware
of my body lying on the bed and I could see my mouth open in a funny looking
smile. My face was all limp and had the look of ecstasy about it.
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
Pure elation. Total
understanding. Total love. No words can describe it fully.
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
The hugely loud sound
of my voice saying EVERYTHING IS NOW.
LOCATION
DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did you see a
light?
Yes A bright golden
light enveloped me.
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
Uncertain I felt
as if I met God. But I felt as if God was in me. Micro Macro.
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
Yes Space, the
void, felt microscopic and infinite at the same time. Also, I knew that time
didn't exist.
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain I think I have been ultra sensitive since then. I "know" things.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes