Linda S Experience
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Experience description:
I
was awoken by a blow to the back of the head and a male voice said to me very
loudly 'I've got you!' I have also
been awoken at night by someone gently blowing on my hand to awaken me.
It also awoke me one night by asking from across the room 'Will you marry
me?' To which I shouted my reply of
'No!'.
This frightful entity bothered me at night for several months.
The experiences with this particular entity stopped after a few months.
Praying, saying the lord prayer. etc did NOT make it stop bothering me.
For three years now I have had people contact me while I am falling asleep.
I
had one experience with a voice saying to me 'I am an 85 year old man and don't
know where to go.'
I
also had one with a frightened young women pleading for help one night.
I felt she was a crime victim.
I
have voices bothering me every night.
Mostly they are unintelligible conversations that I am hearing.
They vary from an adult male, adult women and a female child.
This has been extremely aggravating.
I have been exploring the local psychic readers scene for three years now and
have found nothing but frauds and no one to help me.
Only my immediate family know of my problem.
My son is a doctor of medicine and my daughter just finished her graduate
work at Columbia University. My
husband is an environmental scientist.
I am not highly traditionally educated but have always been considered in
the gifted category.
I
am not a fantasy prone individual.
The 'light experience' many years ago was life affirming and comforting.
I had an experience with a loving white light waking me up
after a night of prayer 28 years ago.
I did not see a being. I felt
a wonderful loving presence.
Background
Information:
Date of experience:
2012
General geographic location of experience:
Fairport, NY
Details of location of experience and your
activity at the time of experience:
Sleeping in spare bedroom.
Degree of bereavement for deceased immediately
prior to the experience:
No response
Degree of alertness immediately prior to
experience:
Asleep
After your experience, did you consider the
contents of your experience:
Frightening
Have you had multiple experiences?
Yes Multiple
experiences. I have been having
contacts at night while attempting to fall asleep for over three years now.
Was this experience difficult to express in words?
No
Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the
deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?
No
Did you hear the deceased or hear something
associated with the deceased?
Yes
Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was
communicated:
1} 'Will you marry me?'
2} A physical blow to the back of the head and a voice saying out loud 'L
got you!'
Did the voice or sound seem to
originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice
or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?
In these tow instances the male presence spoke
externally.
If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar
from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?
I do not recognize any
of the various voices I hear.
Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other
source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?
No.
I sleep on a different floor than my husband.
No one else is in the house, we live in a quite suburban neighborhood, we
do not sleep with any tv or music turned on.
Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time
of the experience?
No
Did you feel a touch or experience any physical
contact from the deceased?
Yes
The male entity hit me on the back of the head.
Another entity has awoken me several times by gently blowing on my hand
or eyes. I can feel this but cannot
see anything.
Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar?
No
Was anything communicated by the touch?
The hit on the head was strong and really frightened me..
Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in
the surroundings at the time of your experience?
No
Did you see the deceased?
No
Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance
or odor associated with the deceased?
No
How long did the experience last?
The problem with the
male entity that was tormenting me last somewhere around two months.
The nightly voices have been constant since 2012.
They follow me from residence to residence.
Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?
Male entity sudden. Voices slowing
start every evening as I fall asleep
Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?
Yes
Male entity was challenging me.
Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?
No.
How do you currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was
definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not
real:
I am 59 years old and have never had this problem
before in my life.
Was the experience dream like in any way?
No
Describe in detail
your feelings/emotions during the experience:
I was frightened by the male entity that talked out loud to me, that hit me on
the head. The entity that blew on my
hand and eyelids did not scare me but it definitely woke me up.
Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?
No
What was the best and worst part of your experience?
The male entity invading my space and talking to me, waking me up, hitting
me on the head on one occasion.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of
your experience?
Yes
Describe:
I have told my immediate family about the 'light' experience many years ago and
how it was comforting and full of love.
It made me sure that we will go to heaven after we pass from this earth.
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I am not
afraid of death.
Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life,
death, afterlife, God, etc.?
Yes It just made
me aware that there is more to our spiritual existence than this one lifetime.
Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever
dies first will try to contact the other(s).
Have you ever made such a compact?
Yes
I made a pact with my mother who is still alive.
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your
experience that could be verified later?
No
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?
The male entity has frightened me enough to make me go upstairs and sleep with
my husband in bed. We sleep
separately normally. I actively
tried to find some local psychic folks to help me out.
They were all frauds.
Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?
No
Did you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a sense of knowing, special
knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you become aware of future events?
No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other
special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the
experience?
Yes
I had an experience 35 years ago when I was touched on the shoulder by an
unseen entity while receiving crisis news on the telephone.
Did you experience a separation of your
consciousness from your body?
No
Did you see a light?
No
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes
They just listen and humor me.
Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other
researcher or web site?
No
Is there anything else you would
like to add regarding your experience?
I wish I could stop from hearing these unintelligible conversations every night.
It is very annoying.
Were there any associated medications or substances with the
potential to affect the experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body
experience or other spiritual event?
Yes
The light spiritual event I mentioned previously.
Did the questions asked and information you
provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes
Please offer any suggestions you may have to
improve this questionnaire.
I would be very interested in hearing from a reputable
institution that studies these events.
I am tired of not being able to sleep soundly.
I am not crazy!