Linda B's Experience
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Experience description:
I was in the
state between being awake and asleep where you are still conscious. I felt a
high frequency vibration begin in the center of my body and move out in all
directions. At this point I panicked (I had had this sensation before and it
was always followed by a feeling of paralysis and this was no exception). At
that moment a woman(?) was beside me and touched my arm as I lay in bed. She
told me not to panic that in order to leave my body, the inner vibration level
had to be raised and that I should relax. That was the first time I had been
told why those feelings were happening. I did as she suggested.
After I relaxed
there was a second or two of what I will call "unconsciousness" and I left my
body out of the top of my head. When I was out, I had the most incredible
feeling of lightness and freedom! Instantly I was next to the woman who I could
now "see". She was beautiful, gold, pink and sparkling. She told me to look
down--we were at ceiling level some 15 feet above my body--the room was dark but
seemed to be lit by some soft light and I could see my body clearly laying
there. There was a sparkling silver thread from the top of my head to my
"spirit body" which was amorphous, web like structure that glowed pink and gold
and silver. The woman told me to love myself and the life I had in that body.
I was filled with a sense of love and peace. I didn't want to go back into my
body not because of my life but from the sense of confinement. There was that
moment of unconsciousness and I awoke in my body looking up from where I had
been.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
describing what I looked like out of body and what the "woman" looked like, the
feeling of being out of body
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No response
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
very
alert
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
no
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain
I was
aware of my body but not in it.
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
love and peace
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
If you call
listening to a spirit person unusual sound, then yes.
Did
you see a light?
Yes,
Light in
the other person and the room seemed to be strangely lit.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes
see
the narrative above and no, I did not know her but seemed to understand that she
was there to help guide me through the experience.
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes,
While
out of my body I seemed to be able to "feel"( here words fail me) everything.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Yes,
that
sort of explains #14--being one with everything.
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
I
knew that was not a near death experience so I knew that I would be returning to
my body and I knew this because of the silver thread attachment but I liked very
much being out of the confines of the physical body. I was happy.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
I
knew that my spiritual path was right! I had had a lot of doubt and had not
trusted some of the psychic experiences I had had like predicting my father's
illness and the breaking of my arm and other similar situations.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
I no longer
view my life as a struggle. I am at peace with the things that happen--I may
not like them but try to view them from a place that sees the larger picture.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
No
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
peace and
happiness
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
the feelings of
peace and love and the freedom from the body was the best--I had no bad part.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
The
questions were relevant and open. I have had other experiences.